the New York Yankees lost last night at Tampa, 5-4. hopefully, they will find a way to win today. and yes, i wrote that knowing they will most likely lose.
a delightful trip into the dark mind of an evil genius or simply the musings of an asshole
Saturday, May 6, 2023
welcome to the weekend...
Monday, May 9, 2022
beyond dead to me now...
so, my dead to me sister filed a formal complaint about my mother's doctor. now, the hilarious thing is, they had no fucking clue who was her mother and wouldn't have figured it out until mom called this morning. and mom is doing the smart thing, she is making sure my dead to me sister will never have any access to her healthcare ever again. i will have to take mom to the doctor's office later today to fill out that paperwork. so, my dead to me sister did text mom yesterday to wish her happy mother's day and then proceeded to bitch mom out and let her know that she was removing mom and myself from her life insurance and will, etc. so, there are two more calls that mom has to make to get that shit changed on her end as well. when mom told me about the life insurance, it all clicked in for me. my sister has achieved the dream my father never could. she will now have no need to ever think about us ever again. she will just think about the ones she wants to think about. i hope my dead to me sister enjoys that lonely experience she has coming. she isn't cut out for it and will learn the hard lesson... when i burn a fucking bridge down, it stays the fuck down.
the New York Yankees spilt their doubleheader yesterday against the Texas Rangers. they won the first game, 2-1. they lost the second game, 4-2. the finale of the series will be this afternoon.
Sunday, May 8, 2022
happy mother's day
Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there. i hope you have a wonderful day.
yesterday might have been one of the crazier days of my life. after thinking about the bullshit my sister did yesterday, the more i think she planned the whole thing out. i didn't include in the blog yesterday that my sister came back (she forgot some of her shit in the bathroom) and as she was leaving a second time, she gave my mother a ring back. now, this was the ring my father gave my mother for their 20th wedding anniversary. this was a ring my sister asked my mother to give her, which she did. the fact that my sister made a point to give it back to my mother and say pawn it, chop it up, whatever, i don't fucking want it anymore, makes me believe my sister thinks she was proving a point. as i told a friend last night, my belief is my sister doesn't want to be a part of this family and i am proceeding as that is the way it is going to be from this point forward. now, what truly pisses me off, that person that used to be known as my sister, knows mom can't handle stress that well. knows that mom's health is failing her. so, i was the lucky one that got to see her shit and puke the rest of the fucking day and night. and here it is noon on Sunday and she hasn't made it out of her bedroom yet. i know for a fact, that if my former sister would have it her way, mom would be in a nursing home and forgotten about. yet, i'm the asshole that wants to respect her wishes and watch it play out, as painfully as it could be. now, i'm one that knows how to hold a fucking grudge until the bitter fucking end. and knowing my former sister never let mom know if she made it back home yesterday or contacted her at all, and the level of stress and worry that gives my mother, my former sister is probably a few hours away from being dead to me FOREVER.
the New York Rangers lost to Pittsburgh last night, 7-4. Pittsburgh is now up 2-1 in the series. next game is Monday night.
Monday, May 17, 2021
nothing but rain...
so, i didn't get to bed until 5:15 this morning. thankfully, after i woke up to take a piss at 7:30, i was able to get back to sleep. i finally got up around 10:30 this morning. i was a little shocked i slept that late as it was raining the entire time.
i had to go out to the bank and the grocery store today. i love that Alexis remembers me at the bank. now, if only she was just being more than friendly... i had to pick up some pills at the pharmacy for mom and then get some of the stuff she forgot to put on the grocery list. i figured i might as well get it now so there might be less to get on Wednesday.
WWE WrestleMania Backlash was pretty good last night.
Sunday, May 16, 2021
so far, no rain...
i woke up early again this morning. i wasn't pleased. it certainly felt like it was going to rain. it hasn't yet, though that doesn't mean shit for my arthritis. a few more hours of this and all that alcohol on my bar is going to be real fucking tempting.
the Yankees won again last night over Baltimore, 8-2. they go for the sweep this afternoon.