i've been trying to keep busy so i don't get depressed, but today is one those days where it would be extremely easy to slip into a depression and not decide to give a shit about anything for a couple of weeks.
before i had breakfast today, i had posted the latest recording to SoundCloud, went through 300 fucking emails, put the dishes away and got my pills ready for the week.
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The Masked Singer was good last night. i have known who the Astronaut was for weeks now.
NXT was really good last night.
AEW was excellent last night.
What We Do in the Shadows was hilarious last night.
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on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of Young Sheldon, Vice News Tonight, the season finale of Better Things, the season finale of Cake, Total Bellas, Shelter in Place with Shane Smith, Paley Center Salute to Parks and Rec and A Parks and Recreation Special. i watched NXT UK this afternoon already. it was pretty good.
i think mom wants to go to Menards tomorrow. so, i should be on here after we get back.
i was trying to fall asleep last night when the thunder showed up. i could feel the rain pounding the roof as my back ached like a motherfucker. i think i slept in like two hour shifts last night. not fun.
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WWE Backstage was pretty good last night. i didn't get to see all of it as the DVR fucked up. thankfully, i only missed the first four minutes.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Masked Singer, AEW, NXT and What We Do in the Shadows.
my pain today is really bothering me. both times i have iced my back it feels like i have slipped into a coma. good times.
i know it's supposed to get colder tomorrow. maybe May will be a warmer month. the only good thing about COVID-19 is how the planet itself has responded. and what this should show everyone, we can stop climate change, if we really wanted to. that's probably exactly why it will never happen.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
stay healthy kids.
wash your fucking hands...
until tomorrow...
el dulce alivio de la muerte
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Slayer - Seasons in the Abyss
Willie Nelson - Amazing Grace
Jason Isbell - Cover Me Up
Pantera - I'm Broken
"I like myself better when I'm writing regularly." - Willie Nelson
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the rain has held off for today so far, so i was able to get the grocery shopping done. since i am in charge of cooking dinner now, i got a few extra things as i like to be able to cook things i actually want to eat. what a fucking concept that is.
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The Voice was just a look back on the season so far. the live shows start next week.
Songland was very good last night. i liked the song H.E.R. chose, but i think the song from the guy would have been better for her.
Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.
Axios was really good last night.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, WWE Backstage, Dark Side of the Ring and Deadliest Catch.
the grocery store was a little busy today, but nothing outrageous. i was able to find most of the shit on the list. i got a few extras that i want to add to what i'm making this week. speaking of that, i need to get going and make dinner.
and i also need to pick up the trash here and next door, so that's all for me kids.
i hope everyone is doing good. stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
until tomorrow...
solo quiero una mujer con un culo por el que morir
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Bright Eyes - Forced Convalescence
Sister Sparrow and the Dirty Birds - Mama Knows (Live)
Car Seat Headrest - There Must Be More Than Blood
Nick Lowe & Los Straitjackets - Alison (Live)
"Many receive advice, only the wise profit from it." - Harper Lee
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Sunday nights are the night where i might as well figure i won't be going to bed until the sun is coming up. between all the shows i want to watch and feel like i really need to at this point in time, i was watching television from 7:45 last night until after 4 in the morning. this is what i get for being a lover of art and sports. this is also why i will probably be dead before i get to 50. i don't sleep.
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the series finale of Homeland was really good last night. i thought for a second i was going to be really pissed, but the ending kind of brought me back from the ledge.
Batwoman was good last night.
both episodes of The Last Dance were excellent last night.
VICE was good last night.
Atlanta's Missing and Murdered:The Lost Children was fascinating last night. it was also a reminder why i have never trusted the police or the justice system in this country.
Westworld was excellent last night. i can't wait for the season finale next week.
Insecure was really, really good last night.
Penny Dreadful: City of Angels was excellent last night. i can't wait to see where this season goes.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Axios, The Voice, Songland and Desus & Mero. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.
today has been one of those days where i wish i could have slept for 10 or 12 hours or so. and of course, i'll have my energy back tomorrow and it will be fucking raining.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
stay healthy kids. wash your fucking hands...
until tomorrow...
no tenemos las drogas que necesito para este dolor
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Orgy - Blue Monday
Pixies - Where Is My Mind?
Morphine - Cure for Pain
Weezer - El Scorcho
"I like to give a voice to others, especially things neglected or despised." - Edwin Morgan
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so it started raining last night and still is as of this afternoon. joy.
i've been doing my laundry most of today. i woke up to some startling news.
first off, the New Orleans Saints traded back into the 7th round yesterday of the NFL Draft to select QB Tommy Stevens. he's a bit of a Taysom Hill clone, so i can see why they did it. and then this morning, the news broke that the Saints are going to sign Jameis Winston to a 1 year contract. talk about waking up in bizarro land. he's taking less money to go to the Saints. he must have seen what the Saints did for Teddy Bridgewater. the Saints also extended Taysom Hill today. 2 years and $21 million i believe. all in all, i like what the Saints did in the draft. i like some of the undrafted free agents they have signed. hopefully, this will be the year they win that elusive second Super Bowl.
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on the DVR tonight will be Batwoman, VICE, the series finale of Homeland, Penny Dreadful: City of Angels, two episodes of The Last Dance, Atlanta's Missing and Murdered: The Lost Children, Westworld and Insecure.
i wrote 3 poems last night. i really like all 3 of them. if i get a wild hair up my ass, i might try to get some more poems out before the month is over.
i'll be right back, need to go fold some clothes...
i'm back. last load of laundry is now in the dryer. that should get done before i make dinner tonight.
mom has given me the cooking duties now. so, my imagination is going to have some fun. not too much, as my mother's palate stinks. so yeah, i'm hoping to do more than just get takeout most nights.
i guess tomorrow is supposed to be the only day without rain for the next three or four. joy.
i hope everyone had a good Saturday. i hope your Sunday has been even better.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then kids...
stay healthy, wash your fucking hands...
al menos alguien piensa que tengo una voz sexy
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Badflower - Heroin
Oasis - Champagne Supernova
Tesla - Paradise (Live)
Banditos - I Put a Spell On You
"Dismissals of poetry are nothing new. It's easy to dismiss poetry if one has not read much of it."
- Natasha Trethewey
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the New Orleans Saints made me very happy last night. they traded back into the late 3rd round (used all their remaining picks in this draft to do it) and selected Adam Trautman, TE from Dayton. it's the first Dayton Flyers player to be drafted since 1977. i was so thrilled to listen to the interviews and actually imagine Adam catching passes from Drew Brees and maybe one day winning a Super Bowl. the Saints traded up in the third round earlier and got a linebacker from Wisconsin. i'm very pleased with the 3 players the Saints got in this draft, especially when they revealed last night that all 3 players were ranked in their top 40 players in the draft.
i will probably watch some of the NFL Draft today. i will be less stressed with the Saints having no picks, that's for sure.
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Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live and ROH.
today has started off pretty good. plenty of sunshine so far. of course, the rain is supposed to move in this evening. i'll probably turn the furnace back on when that happens.
i'm hoping today is going to be a relaxing one.
i'll be on here tomorrow in the morning probably.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday. stay healthy, wash your fucking hands.
until tomorrow kids...
uno de esos raros días donde puedes sonreír
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Ill Poetic - A Universe In Their Eyes
LaRose Jackson - How Did I Get Here?
Tanya Donelly - As Tears Go By
Beastie Boys - Namaste
"I don't see that a single line can constitute a stanza, although it can constitute a whole poem."
- James Fenton
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now, before anyone gets excited with that title or has a sense of panic come over them, i'm not dying anytime soon. but this will be a little rant about how much i can't fucking stand stupid people and why i wouldn't mind an early escape from this fucking hell.
first off, i got roughly five hours of shitty sleep last night. by the time my mother woke up this morning, it was basically almost noon. she got ready and i drove her to her bank so she could make a deposit. thankfully, their drive-thru wasn't busy at all. after that, i drove her to the craft store to pick up her order. this place was a fucking zoo. they were limiting the number of people in the store. eventually, the lady came out and brought mom's order to her. i asked my mother if their was an option to have the stuff mailed to the house. she said yes, but the pick up at the store option was free. i had to drive to the grocery store next to pick up my prescription. might have been the first time in fucking months i didn't have to wait in line at the pharmacy. i should have known this was setting me up for something. mom decided she wanted to get lunch from Hardee's. i drove there and we sat in the line for over a half hour and still managed to get the wrong food, even after i asked the guy if that was our order. i believe mom could sense my anger rising as she said we'll never go here again. i chuckled on the inside, as she said that the last time we were there as well. life can be really easy to be honest. stupid people fuck it up for everyone. this pandemic is stressing the nerves of everyone. my patience is fucking stretched so thin that murder has crossed my mind so many fucking times these days that i wonder if i should start drinking again. but as usual, i am not an animal. i do have the ability to calm the nerves, think like a poet, open my third eye and breathe. but, as i have always warned, when my ability to write all my emotions down on paper and create something resembling "art" with them disappears, i fear what i will do to this world.
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the series finale of Will & Grace last night was great. this has always been one of my favorite shows ever. i remember watching it with the lesbian lover i had in the late 90's. that was the only woman i ever gave any serious thought to marrying. i thought of her while watching the show last night. thankfully, i only care to remember the good things. i'll miss the show most definitely.
Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.
Better Things was excellent last night.
Cake was fucking absurd last night, loved it.
Desus & Mero was hilarious last night.
Total Bellas was good last night.
Shelter in Place with Shane Smith is one of those shows i wish everyone in this country would watch.
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on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network. i'll probably watch some of the NFL Draft tonight as well.
it was pretty cool to see that the first 3 picks in the NFL Draft last night were all teammates at Ohio State at one point in time. i didn't mind that the New Orleans Saints took a center last night. they need the offensive line to get younger and healthier, especially as Drew Brees gets older. the only negative about the kid is he went to Michigan.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. since the grass got cut today, i know it's probably going to rain tomorrow. hell, it might rain all fucking weekend. might be the weekend to find the pleasure in the pain again.
i hope everyone is good and safe. wash your fucking hands. stay healthy.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow...
No me importaría una muerte temprana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Chicano Batman - Blank Slate
Macy Gray - Stoned (Live)
Kacey Musgraves - High Time (Live)
The Right Now - Postcard / Everything Is Broken (Live)
"If we all knew we were going to live to be 150 years old, we'd all approach our lives very differently." - Eric Bogosian
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so mom's health has started to really fuck with her the last couple of days. she tried cooking last night and lets just say it didn't turn out how she was hoping. and i ate as much as i could, but when you get to chicken that isn't cooked and still pink, i had to draw the line. so, of course, mom is depressed today and the weather isn't really fucking helping either of us. it's been raining since this morning. joy.
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The Masked Singer was pretty good last night. i knew who the Banana has been since his first performance.
What We Do in the Shadows was fucking hilarious last night.
AEW was really good last night.
NXT was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, the series finale of Will & Grace, Better Things, Cake, Desus & Mero, Total Bellas and Shelter in Place w/Shane Smith. i will probably watch the first round of the NFL Draft for most of the evening. i already watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was a look back on the great match between Walter and Tyler Bate.
thankfully, i got the newspaper and the mail before it started raining. what i got mom for Mother's Day showed up today. i'm hoping she's going to like what i got her.
mom got her stimulus check in the mail today. neither one of us can figure out why it didn't get directly deposited into her account, like her social security. but, we also both know there is not one competent motherfucker working in the government these days.
so, i think if the weather is better tomorrow, i'm going to take her to the bank to deposit that and then i'm going to swing by the crafts store so she can pick up what she ordered there.
i should be on here sometime after all that is done.
that's all for me kids. until tomorrow.
stay healthy...
nunca olvides el dulce alivio de la muerte
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Buffalo Killers - Hold You Me (Live)
Beach Slang - Punks In A Disco Bar (Live)
Brandi Carlile - That Wasn't Me (Live)
Bright Eyes - Persona Non Grata
"The very substance of the ambitious is merely a shadow of a dream." - William Shakespeare
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i'm not the greatest environmentalist nor have i ever claimed to be. i try to recycle as much as i can, conserve water when i can, try my best to not waste electricity, etc. today is the 50th anniversary of Earth Day. it sadly no longer amazes me at the number of people who don't give a shit about the planet. they have the same philosophy as their parents, use it all up and who gives shit, i'll be dead. of course, i suppose the rich believe they will survive in their bunkers or their homes on the moon or Mars. good times.
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Let's Go Crazy: The GRAMMY Salute to Prince was very good last night.
WWE Backstage was pretty good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NXT, AEW, The Masked Singer and What We Do in the Shadows.
i got gas today, after my 90 cents discount per gallon for roughly 38 cents a gallon. i was able to fill up the Highlander for $3.75. i know damn well that i'll probably never be able to do that again. both grocery stores weren't that busy. mom got some masks in the mail today. i told her i would wear one if i'm in a crowded place. when their isn't many people around, i'm better at social distancing than most people on earth.
i can feel there is rain on the way. so, i'm willing to bet mom wants me to go get her order at the crafts store tomorrow while it's raining. joy.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone did something positive for Earth Day today.
until tomorrow kids...
es el único planeta que tenemos
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Benjamin Gibbard - Life in Quarantine
Pearl Jam - River Cross
The White Buffalo - I Wish It Was True (Live)
Built To Spill - Cowgirl In The Sand (Live)
"Simplicity is natures first step, and the last of art." - Philip James Bailey
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the finale of The Plot Against America was excellent last night. whatever awards this show gets nominated for, it should definitely win.
Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Deadliest Catch, Dark Side of the Ring, WWE Backstage and Let's Go Crazy: The GRAMMY Salute to Prince.
my back has been killing me today. i think i took a long ass nap this afternoon just from the pain. good times.
i need to do the trash here and next door, so that's all for me kids.
i am definitely going to have to go grocery shopping tomorrow. and i think mom wants me to pick up her order at the crafts store.
until tomorrow kids...
nada se compara a ti
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Prince - Let's Go Crazy
Prince - Kiss
Prince & the Revolution - Darling Nikki
Prince - I Would Die 4 U
Prince - Little Red Corvette
Prince & New Power Generation w/Rosie Gaines - Nothing Compares 2 U (Live)
Prince - Purple Rain
"There's a dark side to everything." - Prince
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the first two episodes of The Last Dance were great last night.
Atlanta's Missing and Murdered: The Lost Children was very interesting last night.
Westworld was fucking great last night.
Insecure was really good last night.
Last Week Tonight was fucking BRILLIANT as usual.
VICE was excellent last night.
Homeland was nuts last night. the series finale is next week.
The Longest War was an excellent documentary last night. i highly recommend it.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, the series finale of The Plot Against America, The Voice, Songland and Desus & Mero. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.
i didn't get to bed until almost 5 this morning. i might have got 4 hours of sleep. everything is starting to fade into one long fucking day anymore. i did write 3 poems yesterday, including one of the best death poems i think i have ever written. hopefully, i will get that published sometime soon.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i hope everyone opened their third eyes today and are experiencing life on a higher plane.
until tomorrow kids...
Vamos a conseguir apedrearon
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
North Mississippi Allstars - Up and Rolling (Live)
Shooter Jennings - Higher
G. Love & Special Sauce - Who's Got The Weed
Cypress Hill - I Wanna Get High (Live)
"If you want to annoy your neighbors, tell the truth about them." - Pietro Aretino
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it's hard to believe that the Oklahoma City bombing was 25 years ago today. even harder for me to believe the right wing nut jobs are even more prevalent today.
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that Global Citizen concert yesterday, One World: Together at Home was pretty good.
Austin City Limits last night was the John Prine episode i mistakenly deleted a month ago. so i was really happy to get to watch that again.
ROH was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Last Dance, VICE, Homeland, The Longest War, Atlanta's Missing and Murdered:The Lost Children, Westworld, Insecure and Last Week Tonight.
my bones tell me that rain is on the way, so this will probably be one of those days where i try to write the misery away.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. judging by the fridge this morning, i might have to go to the grocery store tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a good Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
dos almas perdidas rara vez se encuentran
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Mobb Deep - Shook Ones Part II (Live)
The Wood Brothers - Think About My Death (Live)
Will Hoge - Too Late Too Soon (Live)
"How I long to fall just a little bit, to dance out of the lines and stray from the light." - Dar Williams
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