part of my childhood has died...

 i'm sure i'm not the only one that felt that punch to the gut today when the news hit that Pee Wee Herman was dead. Paul Reubens played that character so damn well that you can't imagine anyone else on earth ever doing it. i remember watching the Pee Wee Herman Show when i was probably too young to watch it. and then came the movies, Pee Wee's Playhouse, etc. that always made me laugh. and it taught me a valuable lesson in how uncomfortable can be fucking hilarious. to know that cancer was the reason for his death at 70 years old crushed me. cancer is probably one of the things i hate the most in this world. thank you for allowing a young kid to laugh at stupid shit and actually have fun.

i went and got my new glasses and sunglasses today. my vision is horrible and i can tell my eyes are only getting worse. but, i can see way better with these than my old ones. hopefully, i won't need new ones for a few years (fingers crossed).

the Yankees lost last night at Baltimore, 9-3. they start a series tonight at home against Tampa Bay.

i did watch a good amount of the Leagues Cup last night.

i went to Meijer yesterday since i had a few coupons that were going to expire. i shocked mom by getting dinner last night with a pizza at Meijer for less than $3. 

WWE NXT Great American Bash was good last night.

Heels was very good last night.

the two episode finale of The Righteous Gemstones was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.

i did listen to episode 458 of Notsam Wrestling this afternoon. you can hear it by going here:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/another-chance-for-bray-wyatt-notsam-wrestling-458/id934576040?i=1000622903980

i did watch the Cody Rhodes documentary on Peacock today. it is excellent.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

hard to believe July will be over in a few hours. time for the dog days of summer i suppose.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Recuerda siempre, todos morirán.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Love & Pain - Deep Space (Soft Faith remix)

A Band Called Ma - Mountaintop

Jamila Woods - Tiny Garden

Quaker City Night Hawks - Fox in the Hen House (Live)

Paul Thorn - Joanie the Jehovah Witness Stripper (Live)

"I think my entire career path was determined for me when I was 6 years old, watching reruns of 'I Love Lucy' on TV and thinking about making people laugh." 

                                                   - Paul Reubens (Aug. 27, 1952 - July 30, 2023)

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

it must have been the full moon

i was trying to get to sleep last night when the words started to bombard me. finally, i got out of bed and started to write. the first poem was a silly one. the second one was basically a call for anarchy. that should be a fun one to try to get published. i typed them up this morning and actually did a little poetry work. i've got a big submission planned for tomorrow, most likely. i know i want to get these poems out before the end of the month.

after that, i basically drank myself to sleep. good times. of course, my bone spurs have been killing me all day long. killing me to the point where i have more or less stayed in bed all day long. i'll have to get one of those wireless keyboards and see if i can actually write this blog from bed. it's not easy for me to find a comfortable spot for my foot when i'm sitting here. of course, here comes my mantra charging into the room. FIND THE PLEASURE IN THE PAIN YOU PUSSY.

the New York Yankees have hit the shit streak once again, losing yesterday 6-2. they are now in danger of pissing away the wildcard lead. thankfully, they are off today. they start a series in Atlanta tomorrow. oh goody, national league baseball.

thankfully, Manchester United saved my sporting life yesterday with a dominant 4-0 win to advance to the Champions League on the aggregate of 7-1. everyone, let's welcome Wayne Rooney back to the world. he scored a hat trick yesterday for the first time in European play since 2004. i was very pleased with this result.

today was the Champions League draw. i was scared to death that United was going to end up in a shitty group. thankfully, that didn't happen. they are in a group where they will have a legitimate chance to win.

hopefully this is the year that the trophies come back home.

Big Brother was good last night. i'm pretty sure that John will get evicted tonight and then walk right back in as the people in the jury house will have a chance to come back in the game tonight. or maybe he wants to just hang out with Becky for the rest of the summer and they let Shelli win. it should make for interesting enough television that i forget about the pain in my ankle.

NXT was good, at times, last night. i really enjoyed the opening match. that was fun. but the rest of the show was so much hit and miss that i totally understand why there was so much recorded material and flashbacks used. the tag team tournament starts next week, so that should be something fresh.

time for some music kids:

hard to believe it's been 25 years since he died. i remember exactly where i was when i heard the news. in my high school sweetheart's apartment watching the television when a breaking news report came on. i was in shock and started to cry. anytime i hear one of his songs, it takes me back to my teens and the thrill of finding music that just blew your fucking mind. SRV always lets me tap into something in the dark part of my heart and allow a little light down there. hopefully you're playing somewhere tonight.

and now the uncomfortable transition to some other shit:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Sex&Drugs&Rock&Roll and Married.

i think the weather is supposed to take a turn back to summer again. the temps are supposed to be in the upper 80's soon. so much for football weather.

i got some great music on NoiseTrade late last night for FREE. i will include the link below in the music section.

hopefully i can stand the pain long enough to get those poems out tomorrow and probably do some grocery shopping as well. the old mind over matter jedi tricks i guess. either that or the rest of the Jager i have. either should work.

that's all for me today. i have no clue when i'll be on here tomorrow. maybe the worm turns tonight and i get on here in the morning. or maybe not.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Peach Kings - Mojo Thunder EP
Dr. Dre & Ice Cube - Natural Born Killaz
Bright Eyes - Waste of Paint
Social Distortion - Ball and Chain (Live)
Stevie Ray Vaughn & Double Trouble - Life Without You (Live)

"The public already knows about me more than I ever wanted it to know." - Paul Reubens

and your pro wrestling video of the day: