hello frustration, my name is...

 so, i just watched the Manchester United game in Italy. it finished 2-2 against Atalanta. now, usually a point on the road in the Champions League is cherished. i just sat through watching Varane get hurt, De Gea blowing an easy save and CR7 rescuing the team twice. and i had to watch it in Spanish. i suppose i should have done what my mother did, and go to sleep.

her doctor appointment today went well until she heard what time her surgery will be for her skin cancer. 7:30 AM. yesterday was hard enough having her up early to get to the doctor at 10. i'm not sure these people understand that these days are killing me faster than i can even do it to myself. 

and since it is going to get down to 28 fucking degrees tonight, i had to turn on the furnace. welcome to winter. 

the Dayton Flyers won last night over Cedarville, 94-60. they certainly look like a team that can score this season. i also like how they rebounded the ball. they have a few players that can really be a pest on defense. team defense was a bit of a problem at times. the transfer from Georgia is a fucking stud. the guy that really shocked me was the transfer from DePaul. Kobe Elvis looked really smooth at the point guard position. the real games start in a week. the digital ticketing process went pretty smooth. thankfully, i have an iPhone, so i didn't have any problems that the android people had.

by the time i got home last night, i was dead tired. i had some dinner, watched some tv, and i'm pretty sure i fell asleep soon after. 

The Voice was good last night. the live shows start next week. tonight will be the recap of everyone that has made it to the live shows.

Monday Night Raw was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NXT and The Voice.

the New York Rangers play tonight in Vancouver. so, i will be up late watching that.

i have to get the trash picked up and figure out what the fuck is for dinner, so that's all for me kids.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

until then...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

espero que hayas votado hoy

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sneaker Pimps w/Simonne Jones - So Far Gone

Radiohead - Follow Me Around

David Bowie - Modern Love

Big Thief - Certainty

Stevie Nicks - Stand Back

"I have never been lost, but I will admit to being confused for several weeks." - Daniel Boone

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a day to forget...

 so, in hindsight, i am happy that i got the blog done yesterday before Manchester United played. if i would have done the blog after the match against Liverpool, i would probably be in jail right now. United got humiliated at home by Liverpool, 5-0. i turned the game off after 3-0 as i was already in enough pain from the weather. i should feel surprised that the manager hasn't been fired yet, but i'm not. the owners of Manchester United are imbeciles and have no interest in actually winning. they want to own the club to make money and that's it. now, the British media is having fun announcing all the potential candidates for the job; Antonio Conte, Zinedine Zidane, etc. i would take either compared to Ole at the moment. 

to be honest, i have been stuck in first gear since that game. i'm hoping the games tonight (Saints and Rangers) snap me out of it.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

Axios was good last night.

Succession was great last night.

Insecure was excellent last night.

Curb Your Enthusiasm was fucking hilarious last night.

Last Week Tonight was brilliant as usual.

BMF was good last night.

Hightown was really good last night.

American Rust was fucking amazing last night. just two episodes remain.

Desus & Mero was very fucking funny last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice, The Masked Singer and Monday Night Raw.

the New Orleans Saints play at Seattle tonight on Monday night football. hopefully, the Saints will win.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight against Calgary. hopefully, they can keep on winning.

i did listen to episode 366 of Notsam Wrestling today. you can listen to that by going here:

https://www.stitcher.com/show/sam-roberts-wrestling-podcast/episode/eric-bischoff-notsam-wrestling-366-87764972

i got my order of baseball cards from Etsy.com today. they were supposed to be all before 1979 and thankfully, they were. the cards were from 1960 to 1976. all were decent and i am very happy with the purchase. here is a link to the place i got the cards from:

https://www.etsy.com/shop/BrothersCardsCom

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i should be on here tomorrow in the afternoon. maybe sooner, who knows.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

todas las mujeres hermosas me dejan roto en mis sueños

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Big Thief - Shark Smile

foamboy - Peach Smoothie

Durand Jones & The Indications -Is It Any Wonder?

Black Pumas - Colors (Live)

Ego Ella May - Give A Little

"The purpose of art is washing the dust of daily life off our souls." - Pablo Picasso

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a productive day, so far...

first off, a little poetry news... i sent out 23 poems today; 3 each to Yellow Mama, Mad Swirl, Terror House Magazine and The Beatnik Cowboy; 5 poems to Horror Sleaze Trash and 6 poems to Record Magazine. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.

i just finished my laundry. thankfully, it hasn't been raining today, so my arthritis wasn't too bad.

the season finale of The Masked Singer was good last night. i was a little surprised that the Night Angel won, but it was a good ending to the season.

NXT was very good last night.

AEW was fucking crazy last night.

What We Do in the Shadows was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Holey Moley, Celebrity Escape Room, Desus & Mero, Total Bellas, No Mercy No Malice with Professor Scott Galloway and Shelter in Place with Shane Smith. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

if the weather is decent tomorrow, i'll probably go out looking for a new hummingbird feeder. i think mom wants me to get some stuff at the drugstore, so i'll probably be going out regardless of the weather.

my back is screaming for an ice pack, so that's all for me kids.

i'll be on here in the afternoon tomorrow, most likely.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

until tomorrow kids...

¿Por qué siempre hablas con mujeres extrañas?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes (Special Remix)
Big Thief - Love In Mine
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here (Live)
Grateful Dead - To Lay Me Down (Live)

"Fools rush in where angels fear to tread." - Alexander Pope

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a chance of snow in May...

so the world is going to hell and now the weather is following right along with it. if it really does snow here in the next day or so, i'm going to do my best to start the plans back up to move south. and by south, i mean closer to the equator.

apparently people around here have gone from hoarding toilet paper to now hoarding Lysol and Clorox wipes. my trip to Meijer wasn't that productive. i did find a few things mom needed and i got some cheap baseball cards (only 1 decent hit out of 3 packs), but more or less it was a waste of time.

it's one of those days i feel the depression closing in and i have literally no desire to try to write my way out of it. it's as though my inner child wants to feel the pain again. joy.

NXT was really good last night.

AEW was really good last night as well.

The Masked Singer was good last night. i had no clue who the Kitty was.

What We Do in the Shadows was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Total Bellas, Shelter in Place with Shane Smith and No Mercy, No Malice with Professor Scott Galloway. i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was another Best Of episode.

we had shrimp with cheesy grits last night for dinner. mom thought it was too spicy for her. i thought it was fine. i'm trying to sneak in some flavor every now and then, mostly just to keep my tastebuds alive.

i think mom is making lasagna tonight. i love how she forgets about Italian food and diabetics. i don't mind, as i'm not looking to live forever. but i know my blood sugar will be sky high in the morning.

i'm not sure when i will be on here tomorrow. it will be probably after the rain is over, hopefully. i know one thing, i'm not going anywhere tomorrow.

stay healthy kids.

wash your fucking hands...

until tomorrow...

en algún lugar junto a una playa de arena, con licor fuerte

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tei Shi - Die 4 Ur Love
Lee Fields & The Expressions - Don't Give Up
Larkin Poe - Jailbreak (Live)
Big Thief - Branches (Live)
Son Little - Suffer (Live)

"Take away love and our earth is a tomb." - Robert Browning

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welcome to a rainy weekend...

i knew there was a reason i slept like shit last night. four hours of tossing and turning, all due to the rain. fuck me.

i did write a poem last night. i typed it up around 3:30 in the morning. the joy of a poet. no control on when inspiration will strike.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

WWE Backstage was pretty good last night as well.

The Shop was excellent last night.

Room 104 was very good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NJPW, Austin City Limits, Saturday Night Live and ROH.

Ohio State takes on Wisconsin today. hopefully, Ohio State will keep on winning.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today.

here are your highlights from the NBA last night:

i will probably be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays. they play a little before the New Orleans Saints play, so i will have to get the blog done in the morning tomorrow.

i hope everyone enjoys their Saturday. call if you need bail money.

it's supposed to rain all day here, so i'm sure i will be aching for most of the damn day.

until tomorrow...

ella es un alma bellamente rota

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Big Thief - Not
Karen & the Sorrows - Guaranteed Broken Heart
CocoRosie - Werewolf
Natalie Merchant - San Andreas Fault

"Revolutions are always verbose." - Leon Trotsky

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