and then it feels like another mountain appears...

 so, today has been one of those days that no matter how positive i try to keep my mind, i am fighting a losing battle. right as i think i am nearly symptom free, i'll start coughing. i know i am trending in the right direction, but the pace of it is frustrating the shit out of me. and then i got the news today that they want to send my mother to a nursing home for her rehab. and they have to find one that accepts patients with COVID. so now i am in the impossible situation of do i let them put her into a home for hopefully, only a few weeks. or, do i demand that she comes home and possibly dies in a few weeks. the last thing i want is for her to die at the same age my father died at. second, she has more life left in her. she does seem to be more out of the fog that she was in. so, i'm hoping the infection has cleared up and she will be beating COVID soon. i am hoping that i will be symptom free by the weekend. then, i will go get a test done to hopefully test negative and then do a little grocery shopping. 

the New York Knicks won last night in Denver, 106-103.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

AEW Dynamite was really good last night.

The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night. i did guess both eliminations correctly though.

Hard Knocks last night was pretty good.

the two episode finale of American Horror Story: NYC was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and NJPW.

the New York Rangers play tonight in Seattle.

i might watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Packers and Titans.

i did get my laundry done last night. i plan on doing the dishes tonight and i will probably vacuum the house as well.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow. 

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

no hay que temer a la muerte

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Guns N' Roses - Voodoo Child (Slight Return) / Civil War (Live)

Overcoats - Horsegirl

Half Dream - Roses

Deer Fellow - Unravel

Samia w/papa mbye - Mad At Me

"You can tell everything from the eyes." - Jeff Buckley

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: