so, mom canceled her appointment this morning. she wasn't feeling great. i let her sleep until noon and then basically told her to get the fuck up. good times.
we spent last night trying to figure out what the fuck we are doing for Thanksgiving. turkey and ham have way too much sodium, so we're trying to figure out stuff that all of us will like and mom can actually eat. i think we settled on ribs and a bunch of low sodium more or less vegetarian sides. now, i have to find rolls and some other shit as well. my sister said she will bring me a plate back from our cousin's Thanksgiving. like i need more food, but oh well.
the New York Rangers lost last night in Toronto, 2-1. just one of those nights where they couldn't get enough past the other goalie. it happens. they are off until Sunday now.
i did watch some of the NFL game last night. the Patriots beat the Falcons, 25-0. seeing the score pissed me off even more, wondering how the fuck the Saints lost to Atlanta.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
Young Sheldon was good last night.
United States of Al was pretty good last night.
B Positive was pretty funny last night.
Cake was fucking weird as usual last night.
Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.
so tomorrow is going to be a little nuts. Manchester United plays in the morning. Ohio State plays at noon. the Dayton Flyers play at 2. now, i am going to try to get the blog done in the morning, before United plays. i want to get it done before the games, in case any of them lose and i will be losing my shit on here. i figure if that happens, at least i can cool off before i write the blog on Sunday. so yeah, that is the plan. of course, here is a preview of the Manchester United game, just in case:
i hope everyone has a great weekend. i think it is going to be cold here, but not too bad.
i have to go figure out dinner, so that's all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
mi depresión esta empeorando
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Hu - Wolf Totem
Guided By Voices - Dance of Gurus
FKA twigs - Measure Of A Man (Cinematic)
Eddie Vedder - The Haves
Placebo - Surrounded By Spies
"I think it's good to live an artful life." - Adam Driver
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
it seems like forever since i was last on here. after my night at UD Arena last night, it might as well be that fucking long. that was one of the worst games i have seen the Dayton Flyers play in probably a decade or so. god it was awful and awful is being fucking kind. Lipscomb came in and whipped the Flyers at every aspect of the game. Dayton lost last night, 78-59. the closest Dayton got to the lead was 3 points. and in a matter of a minute, they pissed away all that momentum and it was back out to 10. Dayton plays Austin Peay this Saturday. as much as i want the Flyers to win, they won't if they keep playing like this.
the grocery stores yesterday went pretty good. i did get some baseball cards yesterday at Rite Aid. there was about $10 worth of cards in the box.
Vice News Tonight had two great shows this week.
AEW Dynamite was excellent last night.
The Masked Singer was crazy last night.
Alter Ego was pretty good last night.
Batwoman was fucking great last night. the mid-season finale is next week.
Hard Knocks was very good last night. this is the first time they have done one during the season.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
i didn't get to bed until 5:30 this morning. i woke up a little after 9 and it felt like i was missing a day or so. good times.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, United States of Al, B Positive, Cake and Desus & Mero. i did watch NXT UK this afternoon on Peacock. it was really good.
i will probably watch some of the Falcons vs. Patriots tonight, hoping that both teams lose.
the New York Rangers play tonight in Toronto. hopefully, the boys will keep on finding a way to win.
mom mentioned something to me that she made an appointment to get her blood drawn tomorrow morning. so, i guess i will be on here sometime after i take her there.
the weather has been crazy here the last couple of days. the rain certainly didn't help my arthritis. and now i am dealing with a right shoulder that is basically telling me to fuck off most days. good times.
that's all for me kids. i have to go figure out dinner.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Siempre sorprendente cuando las viejas amigas recuerdan que existo.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Aimee Mann - I See You
Counting Crows - Raining in Baltimore
The Cure - Pictures Of You
Morphine - In Spite of Me
The Jesus and Mary Chain - Just Like Honey
"Language is always burdened by thought." - Terrance Hayes
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
it never fucking fails, if it is going to be windy around here, it has to happen on trash day. at least i haven't had to go chasing anything, yet...
the New York Rangers won last night over Montreal, 3-2.
the USMNT was lucky to get a 1-1 draw against Jamaica yesterday. considering how they played, the draw was certainly better than a loss. they are second in the group now as Canada beat Mexico last night.
The Voice was good last night. the two that got eliminated were the two i gave the lowest scores to, so i wasn't sad at all to see them leave.
NXT was really good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego, Batwoman and Hard Knocks.
i'll be at the Dayton Flyers game tonight at home against Lipscomb. i'm really hoping Dayton plays better tonight and wins.
before i do that, i need to get the grocery shopping done and go to the bank.
so, that's all for me kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
al viento le encanta aullar aquí
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tori Amos - Hey Jupiter
Candlebox - Cover Me
Beck - Go It Alone
The Breeders - Do You Love Me Now?
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky
"You can tell everything from the eyes." - Jeff Buckley
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
the sun actually made an appearance today. that was very welcomed. i think i got something close to decent sleep last night. of course, my back said something else. so, i spent a good portion of the morning in my massage chair with ice on me. good times.
The Voice was good last night. i have no clue which two are getting cut tonight.
Monday Night Raw was good last night, for the most part. i was expecting something better since it was the last Raw before Survivor Series.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Voice and NXT.
the USMNT plays at Jamaica this evening in World Cup qualifying. hopefully, they will find a way to get a tough road win tonight.
the New York Rangers play at home tonight against Montreal. hopefully, they will win as well.
i should be on here tomorrow in the morning, before i do the grocery shopping. i have a Dayton Flyers game tomorrow night.
i need to get the trash picked up before the USA plays, so that's all for me kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
el dolor de espalda apesta
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
R.E.M. - New Test Leper
Dusty Springfield - Spooky
Sly & the Family Stone - I Want To Take You Higher
Curtis Mayfield - Pusherman
Garth Brooks - The Dance
"The imagination is the golden pathway to everywhere." - Terence McKenna
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, the snow we got yesterday fucked up the satellite for most of the day. i was able to get the Sunday Ticket package on the television via the app, but that was well into the afternoon by the time i got that going. the Saints lost to the Titans yesterday, 23-21. two missed extra points, too many penalties, too many referee fuck ups, etc. etc. etc. that's two damn weeks in a row the Saints lost a game they should have won.
the New York Rangers defeated the Devils last night, 4-3 in a shootout. the shootout went 7 rounds. i was very happy the Rangers got both points. i am still fucking furious that P.K. Subban injured another fucking Rangers player. if the league won't punish him, hopefully someone makes sure he leaves the ice on a stretcher one of these days.
Axios was good last night.
Succession was excellent last night.
Insecure was really good last night.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was hilarious last night.
the season finale of Last Week Tonight was great.
BMF was good last night.
Hightown had a holy shit ending last night.
Vice was excellent last night.
Desus & Mero was fucking funny as fuck last night.
Dexter: New Blood was really good last night.
Yellowjackets was fucking BRILLIANT last night. i am going to love this show.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.
i did listen to episode 369 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
i wrote 6 poems today while mom was in her doctor's appointment. everything went well for her. she really likes this doctor. i typed the poems up when we got home from lunch. i really like a few of the ones i wrote today. we went to lunch at Perkins.
i should be on here tomorrow in the afternoon.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
los días sombríos del invierno están aquí
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Alanis Morrissette - Uninvited
Paloma Faith - Never Tear Us Apart
PJ Harvey - Down by the Water
Smashing Pumpkins - Today
Dinosaur Jr. - Feel the Pain
"To create one's world in any of the arts takes courage." - Georgia O'Keeffe
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my poetry submission from a week ago. my poems "beat me to the punch", "missing the batteries", "these old hands of mine", "flows the brightest" and "the evil spirits within" have been accepted for publication.
i can't remember the last time we had a real snowfall before Thanksgiving. i checked my phone this morning and saw that the snow was getting ready to start. so, i got my ass out there and got the paper before it started snowing too bad. add in a good breeze and the shit is coming sideways. welcome to winter.
so, do i start with the good or the bad today. fuck it, let me change it up and start with the good.
i did get to see the first quarter or so of the Ohio State game yesterday. when i left, Ohio State was up 28-7. they ended up winning the game over Perdue, 59-31. hopefully, that is how they will play for the rest of the season.
the New York Rangers won in Columbus last night, defeating the Blue Jackets, 5-3. they are home tonight, playing against the Devils.
and now comes the negative. the Dayton Flyers, an 18 point favorite in the game, lost to UMass Lowell, 59-58, last night. Dayton played way too slow, had way too many turnovers and couldn't get off a good shot when it mattered. either the team doesn't know the offense yet, or worse, the opponents know the offense better than Dayton does. Coach Grant begged for the fans to stick with the team and stressed how young they are, etc. but, when there is no consistent effort and the coach refuses to switch up lineups or defenses or the plays, my fears are getting closer to reality. this "team" hasn't found a way to play better than their opponents yet. and when you lose a game like that, you can kiss any post season basketball away unless that is going to be your only bad loss of the season. and trust me, it won't be.
Saturday Night Live was pretty good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Axios, Vice, BMF, Hightown, Succession, Insecure, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Last Week Tonight, Dexter: New Blood, Yellowjackets and Desus & Mero.
the New Orleans Saints play this afternoon at the Titans. i'm not expecting the Saints will win. i'm hoping i will be surprised.
i think we're getting more snow than the experts thought we were going to get. good times.
i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to her doctor's appointment. thankfully, it is in the afternoon.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
nadie odia perder más que yo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Meat Loaf - Two out of Three Ain't Bad
The Afghan Whigs - Be Sweet
Red Wanting Blue - Hitchhiker's Lullaby(Peppermint Sessions)
Bob Seger - Beautiful Loser
The Black Crowes - She Talks To Angels
"Giving money and power to government is like giving whiskey and car keys to teenage boys."
- P.J. O'Rourke
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i went into the USA vs. Mexico match last night with high hopes. after the first half, one where Mexico really carried the play, i was hoping the USA would come out on fire. thankfully, they did. they pressed Mexico for most of the second half. and then came on Captain America, Christian Pulisic. about 5 minutes after he came on, he scored. Weston McKinnie got the second goal, and once again, dos a cero was being chanted in the state of Ohio. the USA won the match, 2-0. they are now halfway through World Cup qualifying and they are in first place. the boys are quickly becoming men.
Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.
AEW Rampage was good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.
Back on the Record with Bob Costas was good last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live.
so, my afternoon clusterfuck goes like this. Ohio State plays at 3:30. the Dayton Flyers play at 6. and the New York Rangers play at 7. the doors for the Dayton game will be opening at 4:30. i'll be leaving the house around that time. so, i'm thinking at best, i'll get the see a little of the Ohio State game and the end of the Rangers game.
Ohio State plays at home today against Purdue. Ohio State should know, given the teams Purdue has upset this season, they need to play great today to win.
the Dayton Flyers host UMass Lowell tonight. i'm hoping Dayton shoots better tonight and make this one a laugher.
the New York Rangers play at Columbus tonight.
i should be on here tomorrow in the morning.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
había algo de nieve en el suelo esta mañana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The New Old-Fashioned - Big City EP
My Morning Jacket - Bermuda Highway (Live)
Shovels & Rope & Shakey Graves - Unknown Legend
TV on the Radio - Province
Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over (Live)
"Life is not a matter of holding good cards, but of playing a poor hand well." - Robert Louis Stevenson
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
well, today has been a bit crazy. i couldn't sleep worth a shit last night. 2 hours at best before i was up again. even ice on my back didn't really help until after i had breakfast this morning. i got a good 4 hours after that. i just love drinking coffee and then getting sleepy. i know it is the pills i am on, but still. i'm not sure if mom remembers she needs to get blood drawn or not. she didn't mention anything about it today. i did go to Meijer this afternoon after a nice long shower. i found what we needed and i also found some football cards. they had this cube with cards in it for a little over $10. i decided fuck it, why not. i am so fucking happy i got that. the autographed card in it was of Jim Marshall. that card is going for around $50. and then holy shit, there was a Russell Wilson rookie card in it as well. ok, that works for me. i pressed my luck on the way home and got some baseball cards at Rite Aid. i paid $9 for the two boxes and there was about $15 in them combined. not as much as i was hoping for, but the football cards more than made up for it.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
Young Sheldon was very good last night.
United States of Al was excellent last night.
B Positive was good last night.
Cake was weird as hell last night.
Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.
i did watch some of the Dolphins beating the Ravens last night. i didn't see that coming.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage, Real Time with Bill Maher and Back On the Record with Bob Costas. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.
the USMNT takes on Mexico tonight in World Cup Qualifying. this is a MUST win anytime the USA plays Mexico in the states, let alone just down the road from me in Cincinnati.
i should be on here in the morning tomorrow. my afternoon tomorrow has clusterfuck written all over it. more on that in the morning.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
a veces estoy tan ocupado que me olvido de comer
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Dead South - People Are Strange
Cody Jinks - When Whiskey Calls the Shots
Big Head Todd & The Monsters - Angela Dangerlove (Live)
Lana Del Rey - Dealer
Chris Stapleton - Cold
"If all men are born free, how is it that all women are born slaves?" - Mary Astell
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i have always had a very complicated relationship with this day. i have had many of my aunts tell me my father was a completely different person by the time he came home from Vietnam. so, part of me has always hated war as it robbed me from every really knowing my father. part of me will always be thankful for the men and women that die for whatever the fuck anyone thinks freedom is anymore. part of me knows all of this shit is just capitalism run amok. so, i always try to keep in mind the families on this day. the ones who actually had to go through hell because our government doesn't give two shits about anyone that comes back alive. and living in Ohio, not far away from every other military in the country, it is a constant fucking reminder. it has been raining all day long it seems. sadly, it seems fucking appropriate.
Vice News Tonight had an amazing two shows this week.
AEW was really good last night.
The Masked Singer was excellent last night.
Alter Ego was good last night.
Batwoman was fucking nuts last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, United States of Al, B Positive, Cake and Desus & Mero. i watched NXT UK this afternoon on Peacock. it was good.
i will probably watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Ravens and Dolphins.
it is supposed to get cold tonight and there is a chance of snow this weekend. oh goody. i guess the furnace goes back on tonight.
i will probably be on here tomorrow in the afternoon. i think i have to take mom to get some blood work done tomorrow. and i probably need to go to Meijer to get a few things we're running low on.
i hope all the veterans had a great day and i wish you a wonderful evening.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
la guerra realmente no resuelve nada
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Bruce Springsteen - Born in the U.S.A.
Clutch - Fortunate Son
John Preston - Before I Am Gone
John Prine - Sam Stone
Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - Dress Blues (Live)
"True terror is to wake up one morning and discover that your high school class is running the country." - Kurt Vonnegut
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
my poem "a lucrative business" has been published in Horror Sleaze Trash Quarterly: Fall 2021. you can go here to get the info on getting a FREE e book of the collection:
before i get to some pretty depressing news, a little about the basketball game i went to last night.
the Dayton Flyers defeated UIC 64-54. now, when Dayton was trailing by 7 at halftime, i was hoping for the best in the second half. midway through the second half, Dayton was down by 9. i credit Daron Holmes II for getting more active on defense and getting the crowd involved. and once the crowd got involved, it was like a hurricane just hit the place. the roars never ended and Dayton went on a 19-0 run. i have missed that sound for so damn long now. it nearly brought tears to my eyes. Dayton is incredibly young this season. i feel like most of these games are going to be tales of youth and learning experiences. thankfully, they survived the first one.
NXT was pretty good last night.
The Voice was good last night. none of my favorites got eliminated, so i'm happy.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
here are some college basketball highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego and Batwoman.
so, the first part of my grocery shopping today was fine. and then i got to Kroger. i got everything that was left on the list and got in line to checkout. as i was getting my things on the belt, the scale at the register broke. i started putting my things back into my cart and the cashier looked at me and jokingly said it is all my fault. i shook my head yes and then it dawned on me. i only have these kind of days because i talked myself out of killing myself when i was 8 years old. it is painfully obvious that i have peaked already in my life and now i am simply running out the clock. now, i know this is the depression talking, or a bruised ego or better yet, a broken soul. i'm not sure how much longer i can take all of this. and i truly want to believe, a good night of sleep will snap me out of this. but the more i think of just how fucking elusive that is, the more i believe i will be doing my best Dylan Thomas impersonation very soon. a few of you probably know exactly what i meant by that. for those of you that don't, you need to widen your third eye very soon.
i did get some baseball cards today at Rite Aid. i paid $5 for the box. there was about $10 worth of cards in it.
i should be on here sometime tomorrow in the afternoon. i'm not sure if mom is going to send me to Meijer to look for some things or not.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
no tengo miedo de morir
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Low - Stay
Metallica - One
The Cure - Lullaby
Valerie June - Shotgun
Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - Codeine (Live)
"Genius is talent set on fire by courage." - Henry Van Dyke
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see videos of the day:
so, today is the start of the college basketball season. i almost wish the Dayton Flyers weren't playing tonight so i could stay home and watch all the games tonight. Dayton will be playing Illinois-Chicago. Dayton is a 14.5 point favorite. i think they will win, but i wouldn't touch that line in a million years. Dayton is very young this year and i have no clue how they will play against older players at the same level. that being said, this could be a more talented team in a few spots than the team that went 29-2 a few years ago.
the New York Rangers defeated Florida last night, 4-3. that was Florida's first loss in regulation this season. i was a little nervous at the end, as it seemed like the Rangers were inventing new ways to blow a 3rd period lead. but thankfully, Igor stood on his head and the Rangers didn't piss away that 4-0 lead. they are off until Saturday now.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
i did watch some of that crazy ending last night between the Bears and Steelers.
The Voice was great last night. it should be interesting to see who gets cut tonight.
Monday Night Raw was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NXT and The Voice.
i need to take mom to her foot doctor today. before i do that, i want to shave and shower. i feel i will probably get the trash picked up before i leave for the game.
i put the ESPN app on my mother's phone yesterday. i figured it would be easier for her to watch the Dayton games on her phone so she doesn't have to mess with the television to find it. most technology these days makes her more anxious than ever. and anxiety has always been a problem for her.
i will be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
thanks for checking out my latest published poems:
