so, i just got off the phone with someone at Humana. my Medicaid cards didn't show up again today. the lady told me they were mailed out on the 24th. i said when i called last week, i was told they were mailed out on the 21st. she tells me they were requested on the 21st, but mailed out on the 24th. give it a little more time. i wanted to fucking scream. so yeah, i have an appointment later today to get my blood work done. i won't be fasting like the doctor wanted. they'll get over it. i have to check in online for my doctor's appointment tomorrow. i was hoping to have my new insurance for that. and i have pills i need to pick up. fuck me.
the Yankees won yesterday, 12-3, to sweep the Brewers. they are off today and start a series tomorrow at home against Arizona.
my luck ran out yesterday on college basketball. i only got 2 of the Final Four right.
The Americas was good last night, at least what i got to see. we had storms most of the night and tornado watches and warnings.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Yellowjackets was fucking insane, as usual.
The White Lotus was great last night. season finale is next week.
Power Book III: Raising Kanan was very good last night.
The Righteous Gemstones was fucking hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll watch some of Monday Night Raw on Netflix before i get my blood work done.
i will be on here tomorrow after i get back from my doctor's appointment.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Hola enojo, te recuerdo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Doors - Roadhouse Blues (Live)
Lou Reed - Satellite of Love (Live)
Pearl Jam - Fuckin' Up (Live)
Chris Isaak - Baby Did a Bad Bad Thing (Live)
The Rolling Stones - Sympathy For The Devil (Live)
"At its best, life is completely unpredictable." - Christopher Walken
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so, do you think the Medicaid cards came in the mail yesterday? do you think the mail was delivered at a time where i could actually get in touch with someone at Humana about those Medicaid cards? the obvious answer is no. by the time the mail came yesterday, the Saturday hours were over at Humana. there was no point to bitch and scream at mom, she had nothing to do with this. anyone that knows me, when i get really quiet, there is nothing but pure evil going through my head. now, i have to at least assume the cards will be in the mail on Monday. then, i need to get all that shit i have wanted to do for the last 4 fucking days done before i have my doctor's appointment on Tuesday. and the next shoe to drop... i have 1 pill left in my Rybelsus prescription. if the Medicaid cards don't show up, i need to come up with 3 grand to be able to get those pills. and they tell me death isn't a reasonable option at this point...
the Yankees won yesterday at home against the Brewers, 20-9. the Yankees hit 3 home runs on the first 3 pitches of the game. craziest fucking shit i have ever seen. Aaron Judge ended up hitting 3 of the team's 9 total home runs. he had 8 RBI in the game. they go for the sweep of the Brewers today.
the New York Rangers won last night at San Jose, 6-1.
i did watch some of March Madness last night.
AEW Collision was ok last night.
SNL was good last night.
i did watch the movie Queer last night. i am a huge fan of William S. Burroughs, so i was really looking forward to this movie. it didn't disappoint.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Americas, The White Lotus, The Righteous Gemstones, Last Week Tonight, Power Book III: Raising Kanan and Yellowjackets.
it is supposed to rain here today. hopefully, it stays cloudy and we avoid all the massive storms they are predicting tonight.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
¿Por qué sería diferente?
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jimi Hendrix - Voodoo Chile (Slight Return)
Cream - Sunshine of Your Love
Black Sabbath - War Pigs
Van Halen - Ain't Talkin' 'Bout Love
AC/DC - Highway to Hell
"The poet is a madman lost in adventure." - Paul Verlaine
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so, the mail hasn't been delivered yet, so i might as well get the blog done as i bide my time. i really hope the cards are in the mail today. i just want to get this shit over with.
the New York Rangers pissed away two different 2 goal leads last night and lost at Anaheim in OT, 5-4. hopefully, that will be the nail in the coffin for this team. i don't want them to make the playoffs just to get swept by Washington in the first round. they play tonight at San Jose. if they lose this game, it will be time to start benching players and play the fucking kids.
i did watch some of the college basketball games last night. i went 4-0 once again. on my original bracket, i got 7 out of the elite 8 right. not bad.
Smackdown was really good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live, AEW Collision and Queer.
i will probably watch some of the college basketball games tonight.
the Yankees play this afternoon at home against Milwaukee. hopefully, they will get another win.
mom is out in the living room watching Wrexham play. i'm hoping she is feeling better.
i'll probably be on here tomorrow in the morning once again. hopefully, i'll have good news to report.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Fan es la abreviatura de fanático
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Deafheaven - The Marvelous Orange Tree
Rita Donte - Zunzun Baba
Bob Dylan - Farewell, Angelina
Cat Power - Visions of Johanna (Live)
The BellRays - Blues For Godzilla
"My mom used to say that Greek Easter was later because then you get stuff cheaper." - Amy Sedaris
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so, i finally got a hold of someone at Humana to find out about my Medicaid cards. they said the cards were mailed out on March 21st. it will take 7 to 8 days to arrive. well, they weren't in the mail today, so i'm assuming they will be in the mail tomorrow. and then i will have to cancel my Anthem insurance (there's $600 saved) and then go to Kroger to get my new insurance into the system and pick up the pills that are ready there. i found out today that my doctors do take the new insurance, so i should be good to go on my appointment on April Fools Day. i will have to make an appointment to get the blood work done on Monday. now, if the cards aren't in the mail tomorrow, i will blow my lid, be pissed beyond belief and realize the whole system will drive me to killing myself. good times.
i did watch the Yankees game yesterday. they won over the Brewers, 4-2. hopefully, this will be a good season. Austin Wells became the first catcher and first Yankee EVER to hit a lead off home run on opening day.
i did watch a good portion of the college basketball games last night. i went 4-0.
mom got sick yesterday, so she didn't go to the podiatrist. i'm not sure she's feeling much better today. it did warm up today, so we're airing out the house for a few hours. this is what i like to call trapping all the hot air in so i can't sleep worth a shit but she will be nice and warm.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher.
i will watch some college basketball tonight as well.
the New York Rangers play tonight at Anaheim.
i did finally see A Complete Unknown today. i noticed it was on HULU so i watched it this afternoon. it was good.
i will most likely be on here in the morning, unless the Medicaid cards show up in the mail early tomorrow. then, i will be on here after that chaos is over.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Finalmente habló con un humano
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Mark Pritchard & Thom Yorke - This Conversation Is Missing Your Voice
Republica - Drop Dead Gorgeous
The Chemical Brothers - Galvanize
Daft Punk - One More Time
The Crystal Method - Busy Child
"Loving Chicago is like loving a woman with a broken nose." - Nelson Algren
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the Yankees start their season today at home against the Brewers. other than the ton of injuries they had during spring training, i'm hoping the Yankees get off to a good start this season.
hopefully, i will have a good season gambling. the way my life is going right now, i don't have much of a choice.
i only saw the highlights from AEW Dynamite last night. it was ok.
The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.
Abbott Elementary was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
nothing on the DVR tonight. i'll be flipping between the sweet sixteen college basketball games and some baseball most likely.
i have to take mom to the podiatrist today. at least that isn't a far drive.
i think mom really likes her new glasses. i think she might get to use her new sunglasses today.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. they haven't delivered the mail yet today, so if my Medicaid cards are in there, i have a shit load of things i need to do that will probably change when i will be on here tomorrow.
best of luck to everyone gambling on baseball and basketball today.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
día de apertura
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tunde Adebimpe - God Knows
Mannequin Pussy - I Got Heaven
The Rolling Stones - Tumbling Dice
Paul Cauthen - Cocaine Country Dancing
Beach Slang - American Girls and French Kisses
"Trying to make a feature film yourself with no money is the best film school you can do."
- Quentin Tarantino
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this almost feels like a battle of cat and mouse. not a damn thing in the mail today i was actually hoping for. this is doing wonders for my stress level.
grocery shopping went ok today. thankfully, i kept it under $200. after i got done with that, i had to take mom to get her new glasses. i am really hoping that now that she can see better, she will have a bit more confidence about everything.
the New York Rangers lost last night at the Los Angeles Kings, 3-1.
NXT was very good last night.
St. Denis Medical was hilarious last night.
Dark Side of the Ring brought back some memories last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary and The Masked Singer.
i should be on here tomorrow before i take mom to the podiatrist.
tomorrow is opening day in MLB. the Yankees play at home against the Brewers.
i need to get this done and get started on dinner.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Todavía esperando
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Lady Wray - Best For Us
Silk Sonic - Leave The Door Open
Childish Gambino - Stay High
Erykah Badu - On & On
PJ Morton - Please Don't Walk Away
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." - Robert Frost
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i have a doctor's appointment on April 1st. i need to get bloodwork done. i am patiently waiting, i mean as fucking patiently as i possibly fucking can, for my Medicaid cards to show up so i can make the fucking changes to all the shit i have going on. i need to cancel Anthem, but i'm not doing that until the cards show up. and what really pisses me off, if i have been in the system since the 1st, why don't i have any cards 24 fucking days later? makes no fucking sense possible. i got a text from Kroger today that my Rybelsus will cost $2.657.56 to fill. basically, i am now in a Leonard Cohen song where it is way more cost effective to die than continue to struggle to live.
speaking of that, mom's doctor's appointment yesterday was interesting, she is a bit of a chatty person, always her nature. so, she admitted to having thoughts of suicide, etc. one, that pissed me off as it clearly is a reflection on the job i am doing as caretaker. second, of course they want her to think about taking some more pills to perhaps lighten her mood. third, why the fuck are these appointments two fucking hours long.
we went to Arby's after the appointment and got home in time to watch Monday Night Raw. it was a really good show, once again.
The Voice was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.
the New York Rangers play tonight at the Los Angeles Kings.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i'm probably doing pizza for dinner and my best guess is it will be raining when i take the trash out. joy.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Date prisa y espera
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Country, New Road - Besties
Guided By Voices - Motor Away
John Mellencamp - Jackie Brown
INXS - Not Enough Time
Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)
"Saddle your dreams before you ride em." - Mary Webb
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i got 13 out of 16 of the sweet sixteen correct, so i am pretty happy about that.
the USMNT lost to Canada yesterday, 2-1. it is quite obvious, they need a much larger group of players to choose from.
The White Lotus was amazing last night.
The Righteous Gemstone was fucking hilarious last night.
The Americas was very good last night.
Power Book III: Raising Kanan was great last night.
Yellowjackets was fucking insane last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice.
i think Monday Night Raw is on Netflix this afternoon. i am going to try to watch that when i get home from taking mom to her doctor's appointment.
i talked to my insurance agent this morning. i finally got the letter he was telling me to call him about back in January. i guess on March 1st, Medicaid approved my application. he sent the application in December of last year. he was happy that they accepted me as it should drive the prices down for me. i had one question though. if i got approved on March 1st and didn't know about it until March 22nd, what 3 to 4 day period am i to believe that my Medicaid card will be sent to me? he believes i should already have it, as do i. he did give the number to cancel my other insurance with. thankfully, that hasn't been paid yet for next month.
i'm not going to cancel the insurance until the cards come, that's for sure.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Creo que trece de dieciséis es bastante bueno.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Alice In Chains - Brother (Live)
William Fitzsimmons - Beautiful Girl (Live)
Pearl Jam - Black (Live)
The Civil Wars - Billie Jean (Live)
My Morning Jacket - Bermuda Highway (Live)
"I would rather wake up in the middle of nowhere than in any city on earth." - Steve McQueen
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i got my usual 4 hours of sleep last night. but, this time, i got it all at once. i didn't wake up every 45 minutes or so. amazingly, i actually felt refreshed waking up this morning. what a concept.
so, i lost 2 sweet sixteen teams yesterday. if that is all i lose and i get 14 of the 16 right, i will be happy. i doubt i will get that lucky today.
the Dayton Flyers lost yesterday at Chattanooga, 87-72. that ends the college careers of 5 players. who knows how many transfer out or in. i just know the team will look different next season.
the New York Rangers won yesterday at home over Vancouver, 5-3.
i did watch plenty of college basketball yesterday.
AEW Collision was ok last night. part 2 is on tonight.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Americas, AEW Collision, The White Lotus, The Righteous Gemstones, Power Book III: Raising Kanan and Yellowjackets.
the USMNT plays tonight against Canada in the 3rd place game of the Concacaf Nations League.
i guess we might get some snow today. ah, spring in Ohio.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Así es como se siente dormir
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
My Morning Jacket - Tyrone
The Cure - Pictures Of You
Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)
Levon Helm - Wide River to Cross
The Who - Won't Get Fooled Again
"There's no shortage of material in life." - Jonathan Ames
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i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "changed his mind", "to ever repair", "one too many rainbows", "saw something different" and "never fall in love with me" have been accepted for publication.
i really thought there was going to be some upsets last night in the NCAA tournament. sadly, that didn't really happen. at least, that is how i'm explaining going 11-7 on night 2.
Smackdown was very good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision.
the Dayton Flyers play today at Chattanooga in the NIT.
the New York Rangers play this afternoon at home against Vancouver.
and of course, plenty of college basketball today.
i took mom to downtown Dayton yesterday to get some death certificates. i hadn't been downtown in years. but, eventually, muscle memory kicked in. after that, we got some McDonald's for lunch.
i wrote 2 poems last night so i could send that submission out. they both were good but quite the struggle to write. joy.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Desear no es lo mismo que conseguir
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Luke Marzec - I Can't Get You Out Of My Mind
Cat Power - It's All over Now, Baby Blue (Live)
Bright Eyes - Waste of Paint
Charles Bradley - Why Is It so Hard?
Tom Waits - Come On Up To The House
"I wasn't kissing her, I was whispering in her mouth." - Chico Marx
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so, i went 14-2 yesterday on the college basketball games. hopefully, i can repeat that today.
there's where the good news ends. the USMNT lost to Panama last night, 1-0. Panama's only shot on goal went in basically at the death of the game. fuck me. simply not good enough and honestly, the team has a ways to go to even sniff success in the World Cup, eventually.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Toronto, 4-3.
i slept like shit last night. could never get the pinched nerve to calm down, so basically i slept in 45 minute shifts. joy.
i have to take mom to get some death certificates today. i love taking care of some legal shit that could have been dealt with nearly a decade ago.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher.
by this time tomorrow, the Dayton Flyers will be getting ready to play in the NIT.
so, the goal will be to get the blog done before that game tomorrow.
i think the weather is supposed to be shitty this weekend, so that will be good for watching college basketball.
i'm going to try to take a nap before i have to start driving. thankfully, it won't be a far drive.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
best of luck with your brackets and your gambling today.
until tomorrow kids...
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Victoria Canal - Talk
Tracy Chapman - Give Me One Reason
Tori Amos - Total Eclipse Of The Heart (Live)
Lauren Eylise - Peaks & Valleys
Fiona Apple - Shadowboxer
mi soporte todavía se ve bien
"What other people think of me is none of my business." - Gary Oldman
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we have a wicked cold front getting ready to come through here tonight. it was in the 60's today. they just said on the weather that it won't make it to the 40's tomorrow. good times.
grocery shopping went pretty well today. my pinched nerve didn't fuck with me too much. now, when i got home and mom was still asleep... that was when my pinched nerve decided to be an asshole. but, i got all the groceries in and put away. i got mom a Pecan Snickers bar when i was in the checkout lane. i figured when i saw that she was still asleep, she would eat it for her breakfast at 4 in the afternoon.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Calgary, 2-1. if they are going to play like that the rest of the season, they will not make the playoffs.
i did watch some of both games of the First Four last night. Alabama State won with a crazy fucking ending. North Carolina beat the piss out of San Diego St.
tonight, Mount St. Mary's plays American and Xavier plays Texas.
NXT was really good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer and Abbott Elementary.
the Dayton Flyers play at Florida Atlantic tonight in the NIT.
i will probably watch some of the First Four tonight.
i will most likely be on here in the morning tomorrow, hopefully before the NCAA tournament games begin.
i know the USMNT plays Panama tomorrow night.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Aquí vienen las tormentas
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jaco Jaco - Favorite Kind of People
Ana Tijoux - Muevelo
Beck - Go It Alone
Dave Matthews Band - Digging A Ditch
Brother Marshall & The Choir of Fire - All the Gold In California
"The road to hell is paved with works-in-progress." - Philip Roth
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