for all my ruined childhood years...

today is the day of the only college football game that has ever truly mattered to me. Ohio State vs. that shit school up north. i can remember so many childhood years fucking ruined by a great Ohio State team losing to a team you simply are not allowed to lose to. Ohio State has won 7 years in a row. they have never won 8 in a row. so, i truly hope today is a history making one. it would be even better if an Ohio State win costs that fucking clown that runs the shit school from up north to lose his job. that would almost make up for all that shit so many years ago.

Trotwood continued its playoff run last night. they will now play for the state championship, again.
https://www.daytondailynews.com/sports/trotwood-madison-holds-off-columbus-hartley-advances-state-championship-game/mo0B8F2Rzu0yWa5cIMN7ZL/

the season finale of Room 104 was excellent last night.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both really good last night.

the New York Rangers pissed away a 2 goal lead yesterday and lost at Boston, 3-2 in OT. the Rangers play this afternoon at New Jersey.

the trip to the grocery store turned into a fiasco yesterday. mom decided she wanted me to go to the drugstore to get some shit there. that took up 45 minutes of my life i will never get back. thankfully, the grocery store was basically empty.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

i will probably watch plenty of college football today.

i will hopefully be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.

perder no es una opcion

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Hard Working Americans - I Don't Have A Gun / Stomp & Holler (Live)
Red Wanting Blue - Wake Up Dreamer / Venus 55 (Live)
The Doors - Lions In The Street / Wake Up / A Little Game / The Hill Dwellers / Not To Touch The                        Earth / Names Of The Kingdom / The Palace Of Exile (Live)
Warren Haynes Band - Your Wildest Dreams / Soulshine (Live)

"Get your facts first, then you can distort them as you please." - Mark Twain

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

can't sleep, might as well be productive...

i haven't been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night since my procedure. of course, it's not like i was sleeping so much more before it either. but, last night, i decided i might as well be productive. i finished my Christmas shopping. apparently, between the Amazon gift cards i had and my American Express points, i had enough to cover everything for my mother and sister. that was a welcome surprise at 2:45 in the morning.

i put out our simple outside Christmas decorations this morning when i went to get the paper. wreaths around the 3 lights and a Christmas flag. good enough.

Manchester United lost in the Europa League yesterday, 2-1. considering it was the youngest Manchester United side ever, i'm not going to go apeshit over it. but, this also means they need to win their final match in group play if they actually want to win the group now.

the New Orleans Saints defeated Atlanta last night, 26-18. they clinched the NFC South for the 3rd straight season. they still have plenty to play for though. they control their own destiny if they want the number 1 seed in the playoffs.

i did watch the other football games and some college basketball yesterday.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and the season finale of Room 104. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i did listen to the latest episode of Notsam Wrestling yesterday. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/11/28/the-rise-of-keith-lee-thursday-notsam-thursday

the New York Rangers play this afternoon in Boston. i'd love to see them extend their winning streak somehow today.

i will need to go to the local grocery store at some point today. i have 1 slice of bread left.

i will be on here tomorrow before Ohio State takes on that team from up north.

if you are going out shopping today, have some patience and enjoy the traffic.

i hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving.

until tomorrow kids...

tenemos suficientes sobras por días

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sir Woman - Speak
The Weeknd - Blinding Lights
Clutch - Fortunate Son
Prince - 1999 (Live)

"Without comedy as a defense mechanism I wouldn't be able to survive." - Garry Shandling

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone. i hope you have a great day.

the Dayton Flyers lost to Kansas yesterday in OT, 90-84. while i am very happy that they took the #4 team in the country to overtime, i'm still going to think of this as a missed opportunity. the refs did them no favors, that's for sure. but, Dayton's coach had his head up his ass in OT. Kansas ran the same fucking play the entire 5 minutes. Dayton made no adjustments. and please, anyone on earth tell me, how the fuck does your best player (Obi Toppin) not get one fucking shot off in overtime?
https://www.daytondailynews.com/sports/anthony-grant-dayton-flyers-gave-everything-they-had-maui-invitational-championship/m9UFPdu4jimSjlVxxofYEK/

the New York Rangers won last night over Carolina, 3-2.

NXT was really good last night.

AEW was really good last night as well.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

nothing on the DVR tonight. i do plan on watching NXT UK sometime this afternoon.

the New Orleans Saints play tonight at Atlanta. if the Saints win, they will clinch a playoff spot i do believe. so, i really hope that happens tonight.

Manchester United plays later this morning in the Europa League. they took a very young traveling squad with them, so i'm really interested to see how the kids play.

i'm sure i'll watch some football today, probably some college basketball and no parades. simply not a fan.

mom made a breakfast casserole this morning. it was really good. my sister is going to one of the cousin's house for Thanksgiving. she'll be back here sometime tonight for dinner.

i suppose i should be thankful for improving health, but i'm not. i suppose i should be thankful for my mother and sister, but i'm not. i suppose i should be thankful for my poetic talent, but i'm not. i suppose i should be thankful that anyone actually reads this blog, and i am.

enjoy the food, the drinks and whatever else you enjoy on today.

i'll be on here sometime tomorrow. i don't do any black friday shopping and i am hoping i got most of we needed from the grocery store yesterday.

until tomorrow kids...

feliz acción de gracias

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

William S. Burroughs - A Thanksgiving Prayer
Chris Cornell - Thank You (Live)
Sly & the Family Stone - Thank You (Falettinme Be Mice Elf Agin)
The Band - It Makes No Difference

"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend." - William Blake

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

a change in plans...

so, with the title game out in Maui being played at 5 PM tonight, i decided to do the blog this morning so i wouldn't be trying to navigate a clusterfuck this afternoon.

Dayton defeated Virginia Tech last night, 89-62. they will play Kansas today for the championship. Kansas is #4 in the country. if Dayton pulls off this upset, i will be a happy, HAPPY boy.
https://www.daytondailynews.com/sports/dayton-play-kansas-maui-invitational-championship-game/avUL5Jo0fMzgX5vdtcFx8M/

The Voice was good last night. as usual, the wrong person went home, but i'm used to it by now.

WWE Backstage was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT and AEW.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Carolina.

i believe my sister is going with mom and i to get mom's glasses and the grocery store.

the winds aren't too bad here at the moment, but i do hear a train coming...

i will be on here early tomorrow, hopefully before Manchester United plays in the Europa League.

if you are traveling today, have some patience and stay safe.

until tomorrow kids...

alguien necesita un cafe

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Weeknd - Heartless
Childish Gambino - Redbone
Amos Lee - Vaporize
Butthole Surfers - Pepper
Jimi Hendrix - Drifting

"Notice that the stiffest tree is most easily cracked, while the bamboo or willow survives by bending with the wind." - Bruce Lee

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

apparently, the drugs like me...

so, my sister got me to the hospital on time this morning. my blood pressure was up a bit. once i calmed down, my numbers got better. i was thrilled with the number of black women that were assistants in all of this. that made me feel more comfortable to be honest. all the doctors were excellent and to the point. the doctor that did the procedure basically asked me if i had any questions. i said no and it was go time. i don't think i ever really went to sleep. i knew once i couldn't feel myself biting down on the bite guard, i was high as a kite. i saw a bright orange light and before you knew it, i was done. the doctor told my sister that everything went well and they didn't find anything. the nurse told me that the doctor noticed a minor irritation in my stomach but everything went great. my sister only got 2 bites of her salad before i was done. i honestly felt like i could drive home without any problems, but i didn't. my sister's friends told her that i was going to get the best sleep ever. that made me laugh. we were back home a little after noon.

the New York Rangers won last night in OT over Minnesota, 3-2. The King passed Curtis Joseph for 5th all-time in goalie victories.

The Voice was pretty good last night. i have no damn clue who will be eliminated tonight.

Monday Night Raw was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and WWE Backstage.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight against Virginia Tech. if they win, they will play for the championship out in Maui tomorrow.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i take mom to get her glasses and make a trip to the grocery store.

it's supposed to be windy as fuck tomorrow, so it should be interesting.

the rain is supposed to be coming tonight. thank god i could start taking my pain pills again.

that's all for me kids. i hope everyone has a wonderful evening.

until tomorrow...

todavía no pueden matarme

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Marilyn Manson - I Don't Like the Drugs (But the Drugs Like Me)
John Lee Hooker - I'll Never Get Out Of These Blues Alive (Live)
Tina Turner - Steamy Windows
Joe Nichols - Tequila Makes Her Clothes Fall Off

"I love mankind; it's people I can't stand." - Charles M. Schulz

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

response from The Stray Branch...

i heard back from Debbie at The Stray Branch on my poetry submission from earlier this month. my poem "a chance of snow" has been accepted for publication in the Spring/Summer 2021 issue.

hopefully, not my last blog post ever...

i guess my medical procedure is a go tomorrow. i have to be at the hospital at 8:45 AM for a 10:15 AM appointment. hopefully, i will be coming home in the early afternoon. the EKG and blood work i had to have done this morning came back fine. so, hopefully everything goes smoothly and they don't find anything in my upper GI. of course, my cynical mind already thinks they are going to find something and it will probably send my mother over the edge. exactly how i wanted to spend Thanksgiving.

Manchester United played like shit for most of the game yesterday. then, they erupted for 3 goals in a matter of minutes to take a 3-2 lead over Sheffield United. but of course, they found a way to piss away that lead in the 91st minute. the game ended up 3-3.

the New Orleans Saints won yesterday over Carolina, 34-31. the refs tried their hardest to fuck over the Saints in this game, but ultimately failed.

WWE Survivor Series was good last night. i love that NXT won the show more or less.

Watchmen was excellent last night.

Silicon Valley was hilarious last night.

Mrs. Fletcher was good last night.

Ray Donovan was good and then had a nice holy shit ending.

Shameless was very good last night.

Dublin Murders was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i did listen to episode 266 of Notsam Wrestling this afternoon. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/luke-hawx-notsam-wrestling-266

i wrote 6 poems while mom was doing her physical therapy today. i typed those up when we got back from Waffle House.

mom is really nervous about me going to the hospital tomorrow. i joked that it would be best for everyone if i died on the table.

my sister should be down here tonight. she'll be driving me to and back from the hospital tomorrow.

we got home from lunch in time to watch the end of the Dayton Flyers game today against Georgia out in Maui. Dayton whipped them, 80-61. they will play Virginia Tech tomorrow night. they just upset Michigan State.
https://www.espn.com/mens-college-basketball/recap?gameId=401169859

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against the Minnesota Wild. hopefully, they will get a win.

if i do a blog tomorrow, it will be late at night. don't be shocked when i don't do one until Wednesday afternoon or so. if there isn't one by then, you can start to worry.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

until we meet again...

i esperar que sus lágrimas al gusto como la alegría

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Pearl Jam - Indifference
The Afghan Whigs - When We Two Parted
Mazzy Star - Fade Into You
Morphine - In Spite of Me

"There is little success where there is little laughter." - Andrew Carnegie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the best years of your life

my poem "the best years of your life" has been published at The Beatnik Cowboy. you can find the poem by going here: https://beatnikcowboy.com/2019/11/25/j-j-campbell-12/

a bit of snow...

we got maybe an inch of snow last night. the person that delivers the newspaper was kind enough to throw it up near the garage door. i didn't have to put on my boots to go get it this morning. and that also means i should be inside for the rest of the day.

Ohio State got out to a 21-0 lead yesterday against Penn State. and then, it looked like they either took the foot off the neck or simply forgot how to play defense against a running quarterback and hold on to the fucking ball. Penn State scored 17 straight points to make the game very interesting. but, like all good teams do, bend but never break. Ohio State won 28-17. now all focus turns to that shit school up north.

the New York Rangers got down 4-0 last night. after wrestling was over, i went to go check out the score to see how much they lost by. holy fuck, they came back to beat Montreal 6-5. that's the first the Rangers have won a game in the regular season coming back from being 4 goals down since 1991.

Bluegrass Underground was excellent last night.

ROH was good last night.

Lil Rel Howery: Live in Crenshaw was fucking hilarious last night.

i'm saving Us for when my sister gets down here over the Thanksgiving holiday.

Saturday Night Live was pretty funny last night.

NXT Takeover: War Games was fucking crazy last night. a great heel turn, a come back that all of us have longed for (welcome home Kevin Owens) and one of the craziest off the top of a cage spots i have ever seen. hopefully Survivor Series will be as good tonight.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Watchmen, Silicon Valley, Mrs. Fletcher, Shameless, Ray Donovan and Dublin Murders. i will be watching WWE Survivor Series for most of the evening.

Manchester United plays at Sheffield United today. i'm hoping the boys can get a road win they desperately need.

the New Orleans Saints play today at home against Carolina. hopefully the Saints can get to 9-2 with a win today.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i have to get those tests done in the morning and i have to take mom to physical therapy in the afternoon.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday is even better.

ella tenía los ojos de un alma encantadora sonriendo ante mis defectos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lucero - I Woke Up In New Orleans
JD McPherson - Head Over Heels
Lord Huron - Fool for Love
Diane Coffee - Everyday

"If you want to gather honey, don't kick over the beehive." - Dale Carnegie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

my 3 poems in The Angel's Share Literary Magazine Vol. 1 #1 Fall 2019

my poems "these glasses of liquor", "just waltzed into their life" and "a reckless abandon only reserved for the stupid youth" have been published in The Angel's Share Literary Magazine Vol. 1 #1 Fall 2019. to get a copy of the issue, go here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/shine-runner-press/the-angels-share-magazine/paperback/product-24297477.html

for more info on Shine Runner Press, go here: https://www.shinerunnerpress.com/

others in the issue include:
Catfish McDaris
Rob Plath
John Patrick Robbins
William Taylor Jr.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan
K.W. Peery
Scott Simmons
and many more...

not how i wanted to start my weekend...

so, i didn't get to the phone in time this morning for the nurse's call. i waited and then listened to the message for the number to call her back. of course, the number she left wasn't the right number. eventually, she did call back and we went through my medical history. apparently, i was supposed to stop taking my vitamin i take each morning and another pill i take in the morning a week before the procedure. of course, i didn't know that until this morning. joy. and, i could tell from her tone that she isn't thrilled with my medical history, so now on Monday, i have to go get some blood work done and have an EKG. all that will be done at a place i have never been before. at 9 in the fucking morning. joy. i'm just waiting for them to tell me i can't have the procedure after these tests. i am so fucking livid with this shit anymore. at least the email the nurse said she was going to send me was actually in my email this morning. that's the first time any of this has gone as planned.

the New York Rangers lost last night in Ottawa, 4-1. it figures, they play down or up to their competition each game. they play tonight in Montreal.

Smackdown was crazy last night.

Room 104 was excellent last night. the season finale is next week.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH, Saturday Night Live, Bluegrass Underground, Us and Lil Rel Howery: Live in Crenshaw. i'll be watching NXT Takeover: War Games for most of the evening.

Ohio State plays Penn State today in their final home game of the season. i'm hoping Ohio State wins today.

i'm sure i'll probably watch some other college football games today as well.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.

i'm going to try to be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays. in case i'm not, here is the preview of their match on Sunday:

until tomorrow kids...

sería más fácil morir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Marilyn Manson - The End
Jerry Garcia & Merl Saunders - It's Too Late (Live)
Shy Porter w/Warren Haynes - Hold My Hand
Exitmusic - The Cold

"The monster was the best friend I ever had." - Boris Karloff

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

oh, how i hate these days...

where the fuck do i begin?...

so, last night, the hospital where i am supposed to have my procedure on Tuesday called two different times to try to get me to do the pre-registration. i eventually called them back. they of course had none of my information and had no fucking clue what i was going in for. you can just imagine the amount of confidence this fills me with. so, they called back this morning to schedule a time for the nurse to call me. mind you, the woman that completed my registration told me the nurse would call me the evening before the procedure. so, apparently the nurse is calling me at 9 in the morning tomorrow. this is a total fucking shit show so far.

shopping today was a nightmare to say the least. i had to go to 3 different stores but i got everything on the scroll. a little over $200, but it was close enough that i'm not going to beat myself up over it.

my arthritis and my bad back have been fucking killing me today. joy.

the season finale of Desus & Mero was excellent last night. the show will be back in February 2020.

the season finale of Mr Inbetween was fucking crazy last night.

Young Sheldon was good last night.

The Unicorn was very good last night.

Perfect Harmony was hilarious last night.

Will & Grace was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Room 104.

i did listen to the latest episode of Notsam Wrestling late last night. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/11/21/survivor-series-weekend-spectacular-thursday-notsam-thursday

the New York Rangers play tonight in Ottawa. i'd love to see the boys get another victory tonight.

i'm hoping to be on here tomorrow before Ohio State plays at noon.

welcome to what i'm hoping to be one of the craziest wrestling weekends of all-time. between Smackdown tonight, NXT Takeover: War Games tomorrow and Survivor Series on Sunday, i will hopefully have a great weekend.

until tomorrow boys and girls.

ve a disfrutar tu fin de semana

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lera Lynn - What's Love Got to Do with It
HAIM - If It Be Your Will
Tina Turner - Proud Mary
Leonard Cohen - Everybody Knows (Live)

"If it wasn't for pick-pockets I'd have no sex life at all." - Rodney Dangerfield

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

criminal, an occupation

my poem "criminal, an occupation" has been published at Horror Sleaze Trash. you can find the poem by going here: https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2019/11/22/j-j-campbell-28/

one of those days where i know death would be so much easier than this...

i had 3 shits before 11 AM and with the rain in the area, my arthritis and apathy decided today was the day to wage war. and people wonder why i'm not a positive person.

the New York Rangers played great last night and defeated Washington, 4-1. they are the first team this season to keep the Capitals to scoring less than 2 goals in a game. and, The King is now tied for 5th place in NHL history for goalie wins.

The Masked Singer was good last night. i absolutely nailed who The Flower was.

NXT was fucking crazy last night. this weekend of wrestling is going to be nuts.

AEW was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, The Unicorn, Perfect Harmony, Will & Grace, the season finale of Mr Inbetween and the season finale of Desus & Mero. i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was excellent.

i might watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Colts and Texans.

i will be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store i always dread. the list this week includes everything for Thanksgiving. so i suppose my goal will to keep it all under $200 if possible.

i have to go out and buy dinner. mom wanted to make something but realized we're out of buns. of course, she didn't tell me what she wanted, so now i get to go play a damn guessing game with her as she refuses to make up her mind these days. joy.

until tomorrow kids...

¿Me extrañarán cuando muera?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Denzel Curry - Bulls on Parade (Live)
H.E.R. - Make It Rain (Live)
Kelsey Lu - I'm Not In Love
Valerie June - Little Wing

"Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities." - Voltaire

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

choking on nostalgia can be dangerous...

i haven't slept well at all this week. i'm sure it has to do with the stress i'm having for my procedure next week (which i still haven't got any fucking paperwork for). i was driving to get gas this morning and a song came on the radio that the girlfriend i had when i was 27 decided that it was "our" song. holy shit, that was a flood of fucking emotions coming back. after getting the gas, nearly $30 worth, i had to go to Rite-Aid to get some stuff. and of course, the vitamins mom wanted weren't there. joy.

i wrote 12 poems today while mom was doing her physical therapy. i typed those up this afternoon. i really like a few of them. i think i have written over 30 now in November.

the Dayton Flyers won last night against Nebraska Omaha 93-68. it was probably the best defense i have seen them play in a long time. and Dayton can really score. i'm not going to be surprised when they put over 100 points on someone this season. and they still haven't had all their players healthy yet. easily the deepest Dayton team in years.

the USMNT defeated Cuba last night, 4-0, to win the group and advance to the semi-finals of the CONCACAF Nations League. i think they will play Honduras in June or something like that.

the series finale of The Jim Jefferies Show was fucking great last night.

The Voice was good last night. i have no objections over the two that got eliminated.

Total Divas was good last night.

WWE Backstage was excellent last night. CM Punk can still cut the best damn promo of anyone in his generation.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Masked Singer, NXT and AEW.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Washington. i'd love to see the Rangers end their losing streak tonight, but i'm not expecting it, that's for sure.

i'm hoping mom's new glasses and/or walker will arrive before Thanksgiving.

i don't think i have any plans tomorrow, so i'll probably be on here in the afternoon.

that's all for me kids. i need to go ice down my aching back.

until tomorrow...

¿A dónde recurres cuando el amor de tu vida no está interesado?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Yam Haus - The Thrill
Daft Punk - One More Time
Icona Pop w/Charli XCX - I Love It
Dirty Heads - That's All I Need

"Progress is a nice word. But change is its motivator. And change has its enemies." - Robert Kennedy

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

sometimes, even exhaustion isn't enough

i have a hard time turning off my brain these days. i suppose i won't get a deep sleep until death knocks on the damn door. i was sitting at the computer checking my email at 3 in the morning wondering why the fuck i wasn't exhausted yet. 4 hours of sleep later, rinse and fucking repeat. joy.

Monday Night Raw was good last night. i can't wait for Survivor Series this weekend.

The Voice was really good last night. i have no clue which 2 are going to get eliminated tonight.

Desus & Mero was hilarious last night. the season finale is on Thursday.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice, the series finale of The Jim Jefferies Show, Total Divas and WWE Backstage.

i'll be at the Dayton Flyers game tonight against Nebraska Omaha. hopefully, Dayton will win easily tonight.

the USMNT takes on Cuba tonight. if the USA wins, which they should, they will win the group in the CONCACAF Nations League.

i need to go get the trash picked up so i can finish getting ready to go to the game tonight.

i should be on here tomorrow after mom's physical therapy in the afternoon.

until tomorrow kids...

mis pesadillas me hacen sonreir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ray LaMontagne - Jolene
CocoRosie - Werewolf
DOPE LEMON - Salt & Pepper
Sarah McLachlan - Good Enough

"Perhaps the saddest irony of depression is that suicide happens when the patient gets a little better and can again function sufficiently." - Dick Cavett

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: