so, last night was a long one. i ended up watching all of that concert last night for the FireAid in Los Angeles. it was amazing.
a delightful trip into the dark mind of an evil genius or simply the musings of an asshole
Friday, January 31, 2025
welcome to the weekend...
Thursday, January 30, 2025
as i age, tragedy hits a little different...
i went to bed last night before 3 AM. i was up today before 7. as soon as i saw my phone lighting up, i knew there was some updates on the plane crash from last night. as i read the updates, all i could think is people wonder why i don't fly.
Wednesday, January 29, 2025
been a long day...
i always love when i don't get to bed until after 5 in the morning. at least this time, i actually slept past 10. of course, i woke up with the arthritis in my left ankle raging and my right hand was asleep. makes no fucking sense. i didn't get to check my emails until the afternoon. thankfully, i only had 380.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Carolina, 4-0.
poetry update...
i just sent out 11 poems; 3 each to Mad Swirl and Disturb the Universe Magazine; 5 to Lothlorien Poetry Journal. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.
Tuesday, January 28, 2025
why would i give you money for a new phone...
i hate when i talk to someone for over a month, we really get to know each other, share pictures, get to feel comfortable, etc. and then, of course, comes the i need to ask you a question. i know by now, that will always involve money. today was the desperate need for a new phone. funny, that was the same bullshit from a different one a few weeks ago. it absolutely seems like i am destined to be alone until i die. i'm not exactly sure who i pissed off or fucked over in a previous life, but i'm sure as fuck paying for it now.so, that was my morning. toss in my bad back aching, and you can imagine what the fuck i feel like today. i was going to spend this afternoon sending out poems. instead, i'm trying to fight off depression. good times.
the Ladies & Gentleman... 50 Years of SNL Music was great last night. if you get the chance to watch it, i highly recommend it.
Monday, January 27, 2025
finally, some normalcy...
they came to fix the oven today. i guess one of the wires burned out. it was a pretty easy fix and the oven went up to 450 in no time after it was fixed. the repair came with a 90 day warranty, so i'm really hoping this fix lasts for years. so, looks like i will finally make the pizza i was going to have for my birthday last week tonight.
the New York Rangers got punched in the dick yesterday, losing at home to Colorado, 5-4. Colorado scored the winning goal with 15 seconds left in the game. fuck me.
response from Synchronized Chaos...
i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "bitter cold", "a train out of baltimore", "david lynch", "trapped in our machines" and "always a good time" have been accepted for publication.
Sunday, January 26, 2025
one of those Sundays...
there is a ton of stuff going on today. and i of course slept a little longer than i wanted and am now trying to make up for lost time.
i did write 2 poems last night. and a big thank you to everyone that has checked out my latest published poem:
https://beatnikcowboy.com/2025/01/26/j-j-campbell-48/
WWE Saturday Night's Main Event was good last night.
of tomorrow and forever...
my poem "of tomorrow and forever" has been published at The Beatnik Cowboy. you can read the poem by going here:
https://beatnikcowboy.com/2025/01/26/j-j-campbell-48/
Saturday, January 25, 2025
running behind on a Saturday...
and here i wanted to be already done with this blog and have most of Christmas put away already. of course, i was going to get up at 7 to do all that. instead, i didn't get up until almost 10. oh well.
i did write 1 poem last night before i took a shower.
the Dayton Flyers defeated St. Joe's last night, 77-72. you would never by the final score Dayton was up by 29 at one point of the game.
Friday, January 24, 2025
welcome to the weekend...
so, today has been a pretty quiet Friday. we got a little snow last night, not much at all. plenty of sunshine today. even made it into the 20's. fucking heatwave.
i did write one poem last night. i'm hoping i'll have a few more to write tonight.
the New York Rangers won last night at home over Philadelphia, 6-1.
Thursday, January 23, 2025
a snowy day...
well, it wasn't as cold as it has been, but it did snow today. just enough to coat everything again. Orkin came out this morning to check the traps in the attic. no squirrels this time. i did get a nice long nap with some ice on my back before the Manchester United game today.
Manchester United won today at home against Rangers, 2-1, in the Europa League.
poetry update...
i just sent out 8 poems. 3 to The Beatnik Cowboy and 5 to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.
Wednesday, January 22, 2025
a day older than i was yesterday...
well, today has been interesting. i believe Substack has become a tool of the russian bots. there is no fucking way all these single women think i'm attractive and want to fuck me. hell, even when i thought i was handsome, twenty some fucking years ago, there wasn't that many then either. but, i also want to believe that many one of these are real, an actual fan of my poetry, etc. i know, first world problems...
well, my birthday dinner last night was from Arby's. i am a sucker for their gyros sandwiches. plus, i get some vegetables that way.
the Dayton Flyers won last night at Duquesne, 82-62.
the New York Rangers won last night at home over Ottawa, 5-0.
Tuesday, January 21, 2025
happy birthday to me...
well, i started off my 49th year on this planet waking up to a leg cramp and listening to mom puke in her bathroom. i guess that pretty much sums up life. i thank everyone for the wishes and i love what mom got me for my birthday (books, a new coat, etc.). i guess you can say Ohio State got me a huge gift last night.
Ohio State defeated Notre Dame, 34-23, to win the national championship last night.
Monday, January 20, 2025
woke up to the single digits...
mom has all these plants in the kitchen. she woke up last night after 1 hour of sleep to see how they were and get some heat on out there. i was still up since she has the tendency to sleep walk sometimes. i told her wouldn't it make more sense to just turn the furnace up. thankfully, that logic made sense to her and she went back to sleep. one thing i can say with certainty, there will be no plants in this house once she dies.
i wrote 2 poems last night. anytime i get close to my birthday, the poems start to flow. misery and death never seem to be that far away.
the New York Rangers lost at Montreal last night, 5-4 in OT.
Sunday, January 19, 2025
here comes the bitter cold...
i guess tonight it basically starts to feel like Siberia here. supposed to feel like -10 for the next couple of days. joy.
i did write 1 poem last night. i was really hoping for more but nothing was flowing.
i did get up early enough this morning to watch Manchester United lose to Brighton, 3-1. they can't play well two games in a row at home for anything.
Saturday, January 18, 2025
welcome to the last weekend before dystopia becomes normal again...
i went to the bank this morning to make a deposit. no big deal, there was a little rain but thankfully it wasn't freezing rain. as i was coming out of the bank, i noticed this contractor talking to the police in the parking lot. as i got in the Highlander, the cop was leaving and this old guy comes racing out of the bank. he starts yelling at the contractor, you fucking asshole, you stole money out of my account, i should punch you in the fucking face. i was like, i guess i can wait around for a bit. the old guy was probably in his 70's, the contractor was maybe late 30's. the old guy got into the contractor's van. the contractor got out and got on his phone. i started the Highlander and left, obviously there wasn't going to be the violence i could have another book of poems about. oh well.
i did write 1 poem last night. i have 5 in the unpublished file. i'd love to get another 5 so i can send to a couple different places.
Smackdown was excellent last night.