Thursday, October 31, 2024

Happy Halloween...

 i was absolutely gutted last night. it hit me hard enough that i gave in to my inner demons and shaved my head. i haven't done that in years. especially in my 20's, i would grow my hair out in the summer and then shave it all off in the winter. maybe last night was the beginning of my mid-life crisis. that certainly wouldn't surprise me. 


for everything the Yankees did right in Game 4, the complete opposite happened in Game 5. they started off great last night. they were up 5-0. and then came the errors, the mental lapses, etc. etc. that have plagued this team all season long. the Dodgers did what good teams do when your opponent gives you extra outs. they got 5 unearned runs in the 5th last night to tie the game. the Yankees actually took the lead again at 6-5. but, the bullpen faltered and that was that. the Dodgers won 7-6 to win the World Series 4-1. i was really hoping that i would wake up to the news today that Aaron Boone was out as manager. but, i guess Hal is nothing like his father. anyone with a brain knows that fundamental mistakes come down to a coaching staff not drilling it into the players heads to make sure they do all the little things right. this should be a crazy offseason. the Juan Soto sweepstakes start on Monday. my best guess is he will go to whatever team makes him the highest paid player ever in MLB. i am 95% sure that won't be the Yankees. if just making the World Series is good enough, i really wish the team would change the mantra. it certainly isn't win or bust anymore.





the season finale of Grotesquerie was a bit of a mind fuck last night. i really hope there will be a season 2.



AEW Dynamite was pretty good last night.






Abbott Elementary was pretty funny last night.


Inside the NFL was very good last night.


the USWNT won last night over Argentina, 3-0.



enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:








on the DVR tonight will be Georgie & Mandy's First Marriage and NJPW.


i might watch some of the Texans vs. Jets tonight on Amazon Prime.



i have my last load of laundry i need to fold. be right back...


ok, last load of laundry is done and put away. it's been fucking raining here most of the day. so, standing and folding clothes have become an event of pain tolerance.


i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to get her back injection done.


i hope everyone has a safe Halloween.


enjoy the candy.


until tomorrow...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Feliz Halloween


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross - John Carpenter's Halloween


Dead Man's Bones - My Body's a Zombie for You


Donovan - Season of the Witch


Roky Erickson & The Aliens - I Walked with a Zombie


Oingo Boingo - Dead Man's Party


Warren Zevon - Werewolves of London


Ministry - Everyday (Is Halloween) (Dirt Mix)


"There is not a fiercer hell than the failure in a great object." - John Keats


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Wednesday, October 30, 2024

not dead yet...

 so, the Yankees actually got some decent pitching last night and the offense finally woke the fuck up. they won Game 4, 11-4. tonight, if they win Game 5, they will be the first team ever to go down 3-0 in the World Series and force a Game 6. i hope they show the same fight tonight.






Manchester United won today in the Leagues Cup at home over Leicester, 5-2. amazing, get rid of ETH and suddenly they remember how to score and have fun. they will face Tottenham in the next round.



NXT was awesome last night.




The Voice was very good last night.



the New York Rangers lost last night at Washington, 5-3.



grocery shopping went well today. i did manage to get everything and keep it under $200.


enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, the season finale of Grotesquerie, Abbott Elementary and Inside the NFL.


the USWNT plays Argentina tonight.


my plans currently for Halloween is to do my laundry. i doubt that changes, although i would like to write some more poems.


i need to go make dinner, so that's all for me kids.


until tomorrow...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Aún no muerto


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Sturgill Simpson - The Dead Don't Die


Iron Maiden - The Number of the Beast


Ben Brown - Until the Dead Rise


The Dollyrots - Rather Be A Zombie


White Zombie - More Human Than Human


"I have never known anyone worth a damn who wasn't irascible." - Ezra Pound


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Tuesday, October 29, 2024

well, it will probably be over tonight...

 i didn't think the Yankees would play this bad in the World Series. i knew the Dodgers were a better team, but i honestly thought the Yankees would pitch better and get a few clutch hits. silly me. the Dodgers won Game 3 last night, 4-2. they will go for the sweep tonight. i'll be pleasantly surprised if they don't get it.




well, it looks like Manchester United are closing in on a new manager.





Monday Night Raw was very good last night.






The Voice was excellent last night.





What We Do in the Shadows was fucking hilarious last night.



enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be NXT and The Voice.


the New York Rangers play tonight at Washington.


i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done. it will probably be after Manchester United's game against Leicester in the Leagues Cup.



it got up into the 70's here today. it should reaching 80 tomorrow. time to break out the shorts again.


i did write a poem last night. for some reason, i couldn't get the formatting right. i'm not sure how i fucked that up, but i did get it printed out. more trial and error coming i guess.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Bueno, probablemente terminará esta noche.


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Two Minutes To Late Night - The Monster Mosh


Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl


Sharon Van Etten & The Attachment Theory - Afterlife


Gary Lindsey & the Pleasure Tide - Idle Hands


_cheetahcheetah_ - shanti b


"There are no mistakes, only happy accidents." - Bob Ross


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:




response from Synchronized Chaos...

 i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "flutter", "imagine the fame", "any sense of depravity", "when the holidays roll around" and "something fondly" have been accepted for publication.


Monday, October 28, 2024

well, i wasn't expecting to wake up to this...

 so, i woke up this morning and looked at my phone. i normally see a text reminder to make by pill, etc. this morning, the first thing i saw was Manchester United had fired Erik ten Hag. Ruud van Nistelrooy has been named the interim manager. i know i said in the blog yesterday that some would blame the West Ham loss on ETH, i didn't figure it would be the owners and the board. my best guess is that Ruud will be the coach for the two games this week and then, if reports are true, they are going to hire Ruben Amorim as the next manager. he is currently the manager of Sporting CP in Portugal. i think they partly want to hire him so Manchester City can't. so yeah, my morning went from 0 to 100 really quickly.





the New Orleans Saints lost yesterday at the Chargers, 26-8. thank god i didn't see much of the game.



NXT Halloween Havoc was really good last night.


The Penguin was excellent last night.



Somebody Somewhere was very funny last night. i'm hoping this will be a great final season.



Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.


the USWNT won last night against Iceland, 3-1.



enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be The Voice, Monday Night Raw and What We Do in the Shadows.


Game 3 of the World Series is tonight. i'm hoping the Yankees can win tonight.



i hope everyone had a great weekend.


i need to go to Kroger and get a prescription for mom.


i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


until then kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


No esperaba despertar con esto


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Concrete Blonde - Bloodletting (The Vampire Song)


The Dollyrots - Punk Rock Werewolf


Nine Inch Nails - Came Back Haunted


Rattlesnake Venom Trip - Dead Empire


Motorhead - I Know How to Die


"War is delightful to those who have had no experience of it." - Desiderius Erasmus


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Sunday, October 27, 2024

when it stops being fun...

 so, i had wanted to get this blog done before Manchester United played this morning. in hindsight, i really wish i would have. unfortunately, i woke up a little later than i wanted and decided, let me actually enjoy breakfast instead of rushing through it. United pissed away chance after chance in the first half. thanks to a shitty penalty call in the second half, they lost to West Ham, 2-1. hard to blame this one on ETH, but i'm sure some will. not the way i wanted to start my Sunday.


the Yankees lost Game 2 last night of the World Series, 4-2, to the Dodgers. they are now down 2-0 in the series. the next 3 games are at Yankee Stadium. if the Yankees don't win Game 3, it will be more than likely a sweep.




Ohio State played like shit yesterday yet managed to beat Nebraska, 21-17. they play at Penn State next week.



the New York Rangers won last night at home over Anaheim, 2-1.





i did watch some college football yesterday:






AEW Collision was ok last night.





Austin City Limits was excellent last night.


El Clasico yesterday was nuts. Barcelona destroyed Real Madrid, 4-0, in Madrid.





enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be The Penguin, Somebody Somewhere and Last Week Tonight.


i will be watching NXT Halloween Havoc tonight on Peacock.



the New Orleans Saints play today at the Chargers.



the USWNT takes on Iceland today in another friendly.


i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.


best of luck to everyone gambling today.


i should be on here tomorrow before Game 3 of the World Series.


until then kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Cuando deja de ser divertido


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Sade Adu - Young Lion


Z Berg - Better The Devil


Beth Lee - Another Day


Duran Duran - Come Undone


Bright Eyes - Poison Oak


"An alcoholic is someone you don't like who drinks as much as you do." - Dylan Thomas


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:





Saturday, October 26, 2024

it happens...

 so, as a baseball fan, the walk off grand slam that Freddie Freeman hit last night was one of those plays you will probably remember forever. as a Yankees fan and watching he hit that grand slam against your team in Game 1 of the World Series, that was the epitome of a punch to the dick. Game 2 is tonight and honestly, the Yankees will need to win if they actually want to win this series.




Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both excellent last night.






AEW Rampage was ok last night.



Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.


i did watch that new Bruce Springsteen & the E Street Band documentary last night. i figured i have Hulu, might as well use it. it was very good, i recommend everyone to watch it.



enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Austin City Limits and AEW Collision.


Ohio State plays today at home against Nebraska.



i will probably watch some of El Clasico today. (Barcelona vs. Real Madrid)


i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today.


the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Anaheim.



i am going to try to be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays at West Ham.



i hope everyone has a great Saturday.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Sucede


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Bruce Springsteen - Jungleland


Sponge - Fade Into You


Jinjer - Kafka


Black Pumas - Know You Better (Live)


Lady Gaga - Disease


"Revolutions are always verbose." - Leon Trotsky


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:





poetry update

 i just sent out 5 poems to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from Cristina on them, i will pass along the verdict.


Friday, October 25, 2024

apparently, i was tired...

 i wanted to get up early this morning since mom had a doctors appointment at noon. so, when the phone rang and woke me up at 10, i was like oh shit. i got mom up, took my one pill and then took a piss. thankfully, not my first rodeo, so we did get to the appointment on time. now, on the way there, the check engine light came on. well shit. the earliest appointment i could get for it was Nov. 5th. well shit. good thing i have already voted.


i did write 3 poems last night. i got them typed up and saved, etc. i will hopefully send some poems out later tonight. fingers crossed.


the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Florida, 3-1.




Georgie & Mandy's First Marriage was good last night.


the season finale of The Old Man was excellent last night.



NJPW was good last night.


the USWNT won last night over Iceland, 3-1.




i did watch a little of the Rams vs. Vikings last night.




enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.


Game 1 of the World Series is tonight. Yankees at Dodgers. first time they have faced off in the World Series since 1981.


i know Ohio State plays tomorrow at noon, so i will hopefully be on here before they play Nebraska.



if i send any poems out tonight, i'll do another post.


i hope everyone has a great weekend.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Aparentemente estaba cansado


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Geese - Space Race (Live)


DAIISTAR - Velvet Reality (Live)


Chance Pena - Blackbird (Live)


Matthew Sweet - Sick Of Myself


Grateful Dead - Box Of Rain


"The purpose of art is washing the dust of daily life off our souls." - Pablo Picasso


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:




Thursday, October 24, 2024

a tuesday night in the sticks...

 my poem "a tuesday night in the sticks" has been published at Horror Sleaze Trash. you can read the poem by going here:

https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2024/10/24/j-j-campbell-90/


back in the saddle again...

 well, i am back. my cousin did a great job figuring out what was wrong with my old computer. he was able to save my hard drive. thankfully, i backed everything up two weeks before the thing crashed. so, i really didn't lose anything. he put everything on one of his old computers from work that still has plenty of life on it. charged me $75 for everything. i gave him $100. so, it will take some getting used to, but it is really quiet. that means i will be doing some recording soon.


mom had an eye appointment today. the doctor that did her cornea replacement is really pleased with how the recovery is going. she sees him again the day before Thanksgiving.


in other news, the squirrels are back or better yet, we might have baby racoons in the fucking attic. joy.


Manchester United played today at Fenerbahce in the Europa League. the game finished 1-1.



i only watched one match last night on AEW Dynamite.



both episodes of Grotesquerie were good last night. the season finale is next week.



The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.



Abbott Elementary was very good last night.


Inside the NFL was good last night was well.


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Georgie & Mandy's First Marriage, NJPW and the season finale of The Old Man.


the USWNT plays tonight against Iceland in a friendly.



the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Florida.



oh, by the way, the World Series starts tomorrow. Dodgers vs. Yankees.



i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to her doctor's appointment at noon.


i might watch some of the NFL game tonight.



i will hopefully write some poems tonight. i need to figure out the new computer as all the MS Word shit i have used was about a decade old. everything on here now is new to me. joy.


hope everyone missed me.


i need to go make dinner.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


De nuevo en la silla de montar


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


West 22nd - Road Trip (Live)


Kit Sebastian - Bul Bul Bul


Southall - Scared Money


Hayden Butler - Old News


Co-Stanza - Bet on Love


"I think creativity is spiritual. I absolutely believe that." - F. Murray Abraham


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Saturday, October 19, 2024

my 5 poems at Lothlorien Poetry Journal

 my poems "this fragile soul", "destined to take over the world", "misgivings", "icy water beneath" and "a nation of assholes" have been published at Lothlorien Poetry Journal. you can read the poems by going here:

https://lothlorienpoetryjournal.blogspot.com/2024/10/five-poems-by-jj-campbell.html


Tuesday, October 15, 2024

computer problems...

 so, my computer died today. i'm writing this from my mother's laptop. i have no clue when i will be getting a new computer, so the blog will be on hiatus until that happens. i'm hoping it won't be too long of a hiatus, but given what has gone on here today, don't be shocked if you don't see any posts for a few weeks. i believe mom's surgery has gone well. Orkin sent the wrong fucking guy to fix the hole the squirrels are going through. at least we won't be charged for any of this. add in the computer dying this morning and you can imagine my frustration. so, enjoy the links that are up. you have my email address if you need to get in touch. any of you that really need to contact me, you already have my cell number. a fond farewell for now. i will be back, hopefully before the end of the month.


my 5 poems at Synchronized Chaos...

 my poems "scribbling down some poems", "better when drinking", "hello is a better choice", "the better of me" and "the simmering rage" have been published at Synchronized Chaos. you can read the poems by going here:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-115/


subjective at best...

 my poem "subjective at best" has been published in Yellow Mama #106. you can read the poem by going here:

https://blackpetalsks.tripod.com/yellowmama/id3327.html


murder and discomfort...

 my poem "murder and discomfort" has been published in Yellow Mama #106. you can read the poem by going here:

https://blackpetalsks.tripod.com/yellowmama/id3326.html


Monday, October 14, 2024

now it feels like fall...

 hell, i even had to put on sweatpants today. holy hell. it only got into the 50's today. it was rather blustery today when i had to go to Kroger to get my pills. i guess it is going to be like this for most of this week. joy.


well, yesterday didn't go how i wanted for the most part either. i need the worm to turn and quickly.


the Saints got beat yesterday at home by Tampa Bay, 51-27. amazingly, the Saints were winning at halftime. fuck me. they next play on Thursday at home against Denver.






the season finale of Big Brother went how i was expecting for the most part. Makenzie won the final HOH and then made the stupid mistake of taking Chelsie to the final, instead of Cam. if she would have took Cam, she would have won $750,000. instead, she takes Chelsie, loses 7-0 and gets $75,000. Tucker won America's favorite player, first time someone that didn't at least make it to the jury has won that. $50,000 for that award. 





The Penguin was awesome last night.



Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.


enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.


the Yankees play Game 1 of the ALCS tonight at home against Cleveland. i'm hoping the Yankees will win.


the New York Rangers play at home tonight against Detroit.



a big thank you to everyone that checked out my latest published poem:




i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. mom has her eye surgery in the morning.


i hope everyone had a great weekend.


if you are gambling tonight, best of luck...


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Ahora parece otoño


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Father John Misty - Live at Pappy & Harriet's, Pioneertown, CA 9/25/2024


"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are." - e.e. cummings


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Sunday, October 13, 2024

looking for you know who...

 my poem "looking for you know who" has been published at Disturb the Universe Magazine. you can read the poem by going here:

https://www.disturbtheuniversemagazine.com/2024/10/looking-for-you-know-who-by-jj-campbell.html


what could have been...

 last night sucked for the most part. i can handle losing. i hate it, but i can handle it. what i tend to lose my shit on, is when one (or more) of my teams, beat themselves. yeah, it was one of those nights. 


Ohio State lost at Oregon last night, 32-31. injuries and mistakes. that pretty much sums up the game.




the New York Rangers lost at home to Utah last night, 6-5, in OT.



the USMNT won last night against Panama, 2-0. it wasn't pretty, but it was a win. i'll take it.






Austin City Limits was good last night.





Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night. Ariana Grande is a natural for that show.









enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be the Big Brother season finale, The Penguin and Last Week Tonight.


the New Orleans Saints play today at home against Tampa Bay.



i did watch plenty of college football yesterday:







the NLCS starts tonight, Mets at Dodgers. the ALCS starts tomorrow night, Cleveland at Yankees.


i'm sure i will watch some NFL games today as well as hockey, baseball and soccer.


i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


i did get our absentee ballots mailed out yesterday.


best of luck to everyone gambling today.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Anoche fue una mierda


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Danielle Ponder - Creep (Live)


Bettye LaVette - Somebody Pick Up My Pieces


Mavis Staples - Why Am I Treated So Bad? (Live)


Big Mama Thornton - Since I Fell for You


Dorothy Moore - Misty Blue


"The only truly anonymous donor is the guy who knocks up your daughter." - Lenny Bruce


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Saturday, October 12, 2024

so, this happened last night...

 i was on the phone with the muse and i was by the back door of the house. i could hear the squirrels going nuts. i went outside to see if i could see what the fuck they were doing, since it sounded like they were on the roof. i got over to the side of the house and could really hear them. i looked up and there is a fucking hole in the siding underneath one of the roof lines. fuck me. it sounded like there was a fucking family up there, again. i told mom about it last night. i'm hoping i can get her out there so she can see it for herself. i can't tell if the hole came from storm damage or the squirrels just ripped the fucking hole themselves to get back inside. so yeah, not good.


Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both really good last night.







AEW Rampage was ok last night.



Big Brother last night was the look back episode. the bloopers were pretty funny.


Real Time with Bill Maher was good last night. i hate when he has the right wing nut jobs on the show as all they do is try to explain Trump's bullshit and how it would actually be best for the country. ANYONE with a fucking brain and can see that bullshit.


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live and Austin City Limits.


Ohio State plays tonight at Oregon. hopefully, Ohio State will win.



the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Utah.


the USMNT plays tonight against Panama. this will be Pochettino's first game as head coach of the team.





i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today.


the Dodgers won last night at home against the Padres, 2-0. the Dodgers will play the Mets in the NLCS. 



the Yankees will play the winner of Cleveland vs. Detroit in the ALCS.


i should be on here tomorrow in the morning, before the Saints play Tampa Bay.


i hope everyone has a great Saturday.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Entonces esto pasó anoche.


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


flipturn - Rodeo Clown (Live)


Yola - Future Enemies


The Barr Brothers - You Would Have to Lose Your Mind


Rachael Yamagata - Money Fame Thunder (Live)


Disturbed - Down with the Sickness


"I never learned hate at home, or shame. I had to go to school for that." - Dick Gregory


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



response from Disturb the Universe Magazine...

 i heard back from Skaja at Disturb the Universe Magazine on my poetry submission from last month. my poems "a new set of suckers", "over a decade ago" and "looking for you know who" have been accepted for publication.


Friday, October 11, 2024

a day of pain, of course...

 my life has this uncanny ability to always swing the positive to negative and negative to even more negative with fucking ease. i'm not sure if it is because my inner child has to always be in pain. or, does my ego enjoy the suffering and rising above it. or maybe this is all i really know. happiness is fleeting. pain is real. loss is real. the sad thing is, i really want to be happy. have fun. enjoy what little life i have left. and no matter what i do to try to make sure these fairytales are possible, nothing works. this is why i have such a laid back fuck it view of life, etc. there is no point in me fucking it up more than i already have. i suppose this is my reasoning for just accepting the pain and learning how to live with it. joy.


the Yankees won last night at the Royals, 3-1, to clinch the series. they will play either Detroit or Cleveland in the ALCS.








Big Brother was good last night. Rubina got evicted. Chelsie won the first part of the final HOH. i fully expect Chelsie to win the show on Sunday.



The Old Man was excellent last night.



enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.


i might watch some of Game 5 tonight between the Padres and Dodgers.


i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow.


i am going to try to sleep in my bed tonight. i have been sleeping in my massage chair for a month. i really need to just stretch out and relax and hopefully get some better rest. i'm hoping my bed will do the trick. my left arm has been feeling better recently, so i'm hoping i can sleep in the bed and not have the arm act up again because of arthritis or the pinched nerve. fingers crossed.


i hope everyone has a great weekend.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Un día de dolor, por supuesto.


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


The Beaches - Blame Brett (Live)


Four Tet & Ellie Goulding - In My Dreams


Paul Oakenfold & Amba Shepherd - Love Escape


Pretty Lights - Hot Like Sauce


Cassius w/Cat Power - Feel Like Me


"If work was a good thing, the rich would have it all and not let you do it." - Elmore Leonard


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: