my life has this uncanny ability to always swing the positive to negative and negative to even more negative with fucking ease. i'm not sure if it is because my inner child has to always be in pain. or, does my ego enjoy the suffering and rising above it. or maybe this is all i really know. happiness is fleeting. pain is real. loss is real. the sad thing is, i really want to be happy. have fun. enjoy what little life i have left. and no matter what i do to try to make sure these fairytales are possible, nothing works. this is why i have such a laid back fuck it view of life, etc. there is no point in me fucking it up more than i already have. i suppose this is my reasoning for just accepting the pain and learning how to live with it. joy.
the Yankees won last night at the Royals, 3-1, to clinch the series. they will play either Detroit or Cleveland in the ALCS.
Big Brother was good last night. Rubina got evicted. Chelsie won the first part of the final HOH. i fully expect Chelsie to win the show on Sunday.
The Old Man was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.
i might watch some of Game 5 tonight between the Padres and Dodgers.
i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow.
i am going to try to sleep in my bed tonight. i have been sleeping in my massage chair for a month. i really need to just stretch out and relax and hopefully get some better rest. i'm hoping my bed will do the trick. my left arm has been feeling better recently, so i'm hoping i can sleep in the bed and not have the arm act up again because of arthritis or the pinched nerve. fingers crossed.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Un día de dolor, por supuesto.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Beaches - Blame Brett (Live)
Four Tet & Ellie Goulding - In My Dreams
Paul Oakenfold & Amba Shepherd - Love Escape
Pretty Lights - Hot Like Sauce
Cassius w/Cat Power - Feel Like Me
"If work was a good thing, the rich would have it all and not let you do it." - Elmore Leonard
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i was at the dealership for over a hour today waiting for the Highlander to get the oil changed. but, they got it done and nothing is wrong with it. so, at least that is done for now.
it does feel a little odd not going to the First Four. i will probably watch some of the games tonight on tv.
The Voice last night was very good. hopefully, it will be tonight as well.
Monday Night Raw last night was excellent.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Shogun, The Voice and Dark Side of the Ring.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Winnipeg.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i need to go make dinner, so that's all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
hora de empezar la locura
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Four Tet - Loved
Soul Coughing - Super Bon Bon
Laura Karpman - Monk Suite
Nick Teale - Half Genius
Francis of Delirium - Blue Tuesday
"The road to hell is paved with works-in-progress." - Philip Roth
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it started raining last night and it is supposed to rain all day here. joy.
i did take mom out last night to see some Christmas lights. she was happy.
Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.
i did see the highlights of Obi Toppin's first game last night.
i guess i'm doing laundry today and i will sent out some poems today.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live, ROH and The Bee Gees: How Can You Mend A Broken Heart.
Manchester United plays Manchester City today. i'd love for United to find a way to win this one, but i'm not holding my breath.
later in the afternoon, (the game time got changed last night) Dayton will be playing Mississippi St. down in Atlanta. i'd love to see Dayton find a way to win this one, but i don't see that happening either.
the MLS Cup final is tonight. Seattle plays at Columbus. the Crew will be missing two of their better players, so it's going to take a minor miracle for them to win their second championship tonight.
i'll be sending out 8 poems this afternoon between loads of laundry.
i'm hoping the orders from Amazon.com show up today. that would be nice.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
todo esta a la venta
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Burial, Four Tet & Thom Yorke - Her Revolution / His Rope
Sturgill Simpson - Hobo Cartoon
Chris Cornell - You Don't Know Nothing About Love
G. Love & Special Sauce - Christmas Joint
"Alcohol may be man's worst enemy, but the bible says love your enemy." - Frank Sinatra
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