Friday, May 31, 2024

maybe i'm already dead and just don't know it...

 i took a shower last night, trying to relax after a very frustrating Rangers loss. what the shower actually did was focus my anger. so, of course, i didn't sleep much at all last night. i might have got 3 hours in my massage chair. thank god i drink strong ass coffee. i'm beyond frustrated right now, between sports, my Trulicity once again being unable to get from the manufacturer to the pharmacy, to whatever the fuck else that is annoying the shit out of me. these are the days i wish i was out at the farm and i'd go out to the bank barn and hope the gun doesn't jam.


the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Florida, 3-2. Florida is now up in the series 3-2., if i am counting on the nostalgia of 1994, this is exactly what happened in the Eastern Conference finals against the Devils. Messier guaranteed a win in Game 6 (which he scored a natural hat trick in) and then they won Game 7 at home in double overtime. the only problem with this scenario is there is no Mark Messier on this team. do i think they can win Game 6 down in Florida? yes. do i think they will? maybe? it wouldn't shock me if i am shaving late Saturday night. 






the New York Yankees won last night at Anaheim, 8-3. they start a series tonight at San Francisco.





here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:



the NBA Finals are now set. Dallas vs. Boston.


I Can See Your Voice was good last night.


Don't Forget the Lyrics was pretty funny last night.


Welcome to Wrexham was excellent last night.


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be AEW Rampage, Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.


i'm sure i will watch some of Game 5 between Dallas and Edmonton tonight.


i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


i did write 2 poems today while mom was in physical therapy. i think they are pretty good.


hard to believe tomorrow is the first of June.


a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:




well, i am officially tired as fuck, so let's see if i can sneak a nap in before i make dinner.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Tal vez ya estoy muerto


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Magdalena Bay - Death & Romance


Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Frogs


BABYMETAL & Electric Callboy - RATATATA


The Boy From The South - Space Party


Beastie Boys - Sabotage


"I exist as I am, that is enough." - Walt Whitman


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


a different kind of success

 my poem "a different kind of success" has been published at The Beatnik Cowboy. you can read the poem by going here:

https://beatnikcowboy.com/2024/05/30/j-j-campbell-43/


Thursday, May 30, 2024

34 guilty counts, all of them earned...

 now, i'm cynical enough to believe that through witness tampering and judicial intimidation, Trump will probably get this overturned or vacated or some other legal bullshit, but to hear a guilty verdict on all 34 counts made me actually believe, at least for a second, that this is how the whole system is supposed to work. that no one is above the law, blah blah blah. of course, the chaos agents want him to be elected president in November just so the system blows the fuck up. that is the last fucking thing i want to see happen as these dumb fucks don't understand what democracy actually is and if they truly think there is a system better, try your luck in Russia or Hungary or anyplace in this world with a dictator running shit.

https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/donald-trump/live-blog/trump-trial-jury-deliberations-hush-money-case-rcna154607



ok, off of my soapbox. i'm sure most of my neighbors are pissed. good.


the New York Yankees won last night in Anaheim, 2-1. hopefully, they will win again tonight.







here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:



AEW Dynamite was good last night.










NJPW was very good last night.


enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be I Can See Your Voice, Don't Forget the Lyrics and Welcome to Wrexham.


the New York Rangers play Game 5 tonight at home. it is about as close to a MUST win as possible. the series is tied 2-2.



i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA playoffs as well tonight.


i should be on here tomorrow after i get back from taking mom to physical therapy.


that's all for me kids. thank god for sports tonight. i get the feeling most of the other channels will be covering something else.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


treinta y cuatro cargos de culpabilidad


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


NIKI - Too Much Of A Good Thing


CocoRosie - Werewolf


Crowded House - Teenage Summer


Powfu w/beabadoobee - death bed


flora cash - You're Somebody Else


"The system under which we live is owned and operated by people who do not deserve to run the world." - Tom Morello


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Wednesday, May 29, 2024

hello frustration, it's me again...

 last night was one of those nights where it started so well and then ended like a fresh slice of hell. between the Rangers losing in OT, the Yankees blowing a lead late, to the thunderstorm hitting late at night, to writing 3 poems while my left arm is radiating like i'm having a heart attack... i find it funny that my first thoughts of suicide came 40 years ago. maybe the roulette wheel of death is finally stopping on me. good times.


the Rangers lost last night at Florida, 3-2, in OT. the Rangers played their best first period of the series and were up 1-0. they responded to that by sleepwalking more or less through the rest of the game. i wasn't thrilled with the penalties they took or the ones the refs invented. they could have called 3 different penalties on Florida before OT and course swallowed the whistle then. but the first fucking chance they could call one on the Rangers in OT, they did. now, do i think the league wanted to make damn sure this series was going back to MSG 2-2? yes, 100% sure of that. sad to say, but the Rangers best players have to start being their best players if they actually want to fucking win this series. Game 5 is Thursday night.






the New York Yankees lost last night at the Angels, 4-3. hopefully, they will find a way to win tonight.





here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:



NXT was very good last night. two surprises that i never saw coming.











enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite and NJPW.


i'm sure i will watch some of the NHL playoffs tonight.


grocery shopping was a pain today. my pinched nerve was really bothering me. didn't help that i had shitty, and i mean really shitty sleep last night. less than 2 hours in my bed and less than 3 hours in the massage chair. fuck me. and, i have had to go to Rite Aid two different times to get pills today. why it is so god damn hard to wait until you have all 3 filled and then text me to come get them... fuck me. 


i did write 3 poems last night. between the pain and anger, i felt like it was a good time to get that shit down on paper. hopefully, i will get some more written soon.


well, first shit of the day at 6 PM. i'm guessing that is a sign of impending doom.


i ordered mom's birthday gifts last night. amazingly, they are supposed to be here by Friday. 


i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


until then kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


hola frustración, soy yo otra vez


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Pedro The Lion - Spend Time


Lavender Scare - I Hate Saturdays


Dehd - Mood Ring


Charlie Parr - Boombox


Goose - Hot Love & The Lazy Poet (Live)


"Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names." - John F. Kennedy


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Tuesday, May 28, 2024

catching up on some sleep...

 so, after struggling to get two hours of sleep last night, i finally decided to go to my massage chair. i put some ice on my back and holy shit... woke up 4 hours later actually feeling refreshed. that's probably the first time in weeks i have been able to get 4 hours straight. 


Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.













here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:



here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be NXT.


the New York Rangers play Game 4 tonight at Florida. the boys will be looking to go up 3-1 in the series.



the New York Yankees start a series out in Anaheim against the Angels tonight.


i will probably watch some of the NBA playoffs tonight. Dallas will be looking to sweep Minnesota. if that happens, Dallas will play Boston in the NBA finals, but it wouldn't start until June 9th. 


i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.


the landscapers were out here today. thankfully, i didn't have to pull the weeds, like last year.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


ponerse al día con un poco de sueño


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Grateful Dead - Ripple


Cara Van Thorn - Rage


Revenge Wife - Myth of a Salesman


The Band - When I Paint My Masterpiece


Cody Jinks - Hippies and Cowboys (Live)


"If I wait for the genius to come, it just doesn't arrive." - Ian Fleming


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Monday, May 27, 2024

Happy Memorial Day...

 



i hope everyone has a good Memorial Day.


i sort of had this blog planned in my mind and then of course, life gets in the way. i was sort of stunned when i got the news today that Bill Walton had died. the true definition of being one of one. rest in peace big man. thank you for all the laughs.






the New York Rangers won yesterday at Florida, 5-4, in OT. they are now up 2-1 in the series. Game 4 is Tuesday night.











the New York Yankees lost yesterday at San Diego, 5-2. they are off today and start a series tomorrow night at the Angels.



here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:



The Chi was very good last night.


the finale of The Sympathizer was excellent last night.


the finale of The Jinx Part 2 was very interesting last night.


enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.


i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.


i did watch some of the Indy 500 and NASCAR race yesterday.






i'm getting better sleep in my chair than in my bed. my pinched nerve doesn't go as crazy when i'm in the chair with ice on my back. fun times.


i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. 


until then kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


feliz día conmemorativo


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - Decoration Day (Live)


John Prine - Sam Stone


John Mellencamp - Pink Houses


Lynyrd Skynyrd - Sweet Home Alabama


Van Halen - Summer Nights


"You don't win championships by just being normal, by just being average." 
                                                        - Bill Walton (November 5, 1952 - May 27, 2024)


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:




Sunday, May 26, 2024

paint the town red...

 so, let me start off with the most unexpected thing that happened yesterday. if i had known what was going to happen, i would have put more than fifty cents on the game. Manchester United defeated Manchester City yesterday, 2-1, to win the FA Cup. when Kobbie Mainoo scored to make it 2-0, i felt like i was in a fucking dream. Garnacho scored the first goal for United. to have both goals scored by 19 year olds is something that i hope means good things in the future. City scored late but it truly was a day to paint the town red. i have no clue if ETH keeps his job or not. i won't be surprised if they do fire him. hell, they have fired coaches before after winnings titles. if it was his last game as manager, that is probably the best way he could have gone out. 








the New York Yankees won last night in San Diego, 4-1. they go for the sweep this afternoon.






WWE King and Queen of the Ring was good yesterday.








here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:



here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:



AEW Collision was good last night.







Lady Gaga Chromatica Ball was very good last night:



enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:










on the DVR tonight will be the finale of The Sympathizer, the finale of The Jinx Part 2 and The Chi.


the New York Rangers play Game 3 this afternoon down in Florida. i'm hoping the boys find a way to win.



i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA playoffs today, as well as the Indy 500 and probably some of the NASCAR race as well.


we're supposed to have some strong storms come through today, so i imagine i will be on tornado watch as well. good times.


i need to go ice my back down and try to catch a nap before the Rangers play this afternoon. 


i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


irse de parranda


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


The Stone Roses - This Is the One


Lady Gaga - Always Remember Us This Way


The Cuckoos - Dirty Pictures


Taj Farrant - 2X2


Slash & Beth Hart - Stormy Monday


"We can't plan life. All we can do is be available for it." - Lauryn Hill


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


response from Synchronized Chaos...

 i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "life as a cynical soul", "constant hate", "a little wooden cross", "a country song" and "all of his failures" have been accepted for publication. 

Saturday, May 25, 2024

what a night...

 i have a pinched nerve in my left shoulder that is trying its hardest to rain on my fucking parade right now. but, i'm hoping i have enough Jack Daniels in me to get through this and give that pain the middle fucking finger.


the New York Rangers won last night at home against Florida, 2-1, in OT. that ties the series at 1-1. Game 3 is Sunday afternoon down in Florida.









the New York Yankees won last night at San Diego, 8-0. that's a good way to start a road trip.






Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both good last night.











AEW Rampage was good last night.






here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:



enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision and Lady Gaga Chromatica Ball.


Manchester United plays the FA Cup final later today against Manchester City. i'm hoping against everything that is sane and logical, that United can pull off a miracle today.



right after that the WWE King And Queen of the Ring will take place in Saudi Arabia.



i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs on Saturday.


it is now 4 AM in my little bedroom here in Ohio. i guess i should try to get some sleep.


who knows, i may do another blog later in the day or early evening, especially if i get some feedback from the poems i sent out.


i hope everyone has an amazing weekend.


until we meet again my friends...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


qué noche


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Tindersticks - Falling, The Light


Grandma Mousey - When I'm Not There


Zach Bryan - Pink Skies


Sublime & Stick Figure feat. Bradley Nowell - Feel Like That


Prince - Silver Tongue


"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." - Ralph Waldo Emerson


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:




poetry update...

 i just sent out 11 poems... 3 each to Mad Swirl and Yellow Mama; 5 to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.


Friday, May 24, 2024

so, i tried being a responsible person last night...

 i actually went to bed before 3 AM. now, the problem with that? i was up at 5 and then 6 and then at 7 i just gave the fuck up. if i don't completely exhaust myself, i can't sleep. that is beyond fucking frustrating. so yeah, i'll be up late as fuck tonight. actually, i might end up doing tomorrow's blog before i go to bed. tomorrow is going to be a busy as fuck day.


the New York Yankees won yesterday at home against Seattle, 5-0. they start a series tonight at San Diego.





here are the highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:



here are the highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:



I Can See Your Voice was pretty good last night.


Don't Forget the Lyrics was good last night.


Welcome to Wrexham was excellent last night.


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and AEW Rampage. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.


the New York Rangers play Game 2 tonight at home against Florida. i'm hoping they play much better than they did in Game 1 and get a victory tonight.



i'm sure i will probably watch some of the NBA playoffs tonight as well.



later tonight, i will probably send out some poems. after i do that, i'm going to write the blog for tomorrow. i want to do that then so i can get some sleep before i watch the FA Cup final tomorrow between Manchester United and Manchester City.






that will lead right into the WWE King and Queen of the Ring tomorrow afternoon from Saudi Arabia. so, around 3 in the morning might be the only chance i have to do the blog, send out some poems, etc.


i hope everyone has a great weekend. for all us here in the USA, i hope you have a safe Memorial Day weekend.


until later tonight / tomorrow morning kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


dos horas de sueño ya no son suficientes


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Efterklang w/Mabe Fratti - Plant


Carson McHone - I Couldn't Say It To Your Face


Charley Crockett - $10 Cowboy


Cody Jinks - What You Love


Hayes Carll - Drunken Poet's Dream


"I accept chaos, I'm not sure whether it accepts me." - Bob Dylan


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Thursday, May 23, 2024

not exactly the evening i was hoping for...

 i am not someone who gets really low after losses. well, at least not anymore. 


the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Florida, 3-0. Florida leads the series 1-0.






the New York Yankees won last night at home against Seattle, 7-3. hopefully, they will split the series this afternoon.





here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:



AEW Dynamite was good last night:







the season finale of The Masked Singer was good last night.



the season finale of Abbott Elementary was very good last night.


NJPW was awesome last night.


enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be I Can See Your Voice, Don't Forget the Lyrics and Welcome to Wrexham.


i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.


i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


until then kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


no es exactamente la noche que esperaba


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Girl and Girl - Mother


Jessica Pratt - Life Is


Tom Waits -Cold Water


Tyler Childers - Nose On the Grindstone


Lucero - What Are You Willing To Lose?


"No aspect of my brief and mild fame actually made me happier." - Chris Gethard


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Wednesday, May 22, 2024

a fresh slice of hell...

 it was beyond fucking humid today. the air you can wear. thankfully, i got the grocery shopping done before the storms hit. that is, if the storms make it past the state line of apathy tonight.


here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:




the New York Yankees lost last night to Seattle, 6-3. i'm hoping they will find a way to win tonight.



the season finale of The Voice was good last night.



the two episodes of Stax: Soulsville U.S.A. were excellent last night. i highly recommend all 4 episodes to anyone that has a love of music.




NXT was very good last night.












enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, the season finale of The Masked Singer, the season finale of Abbott Elementary and NJPW.


the New York Rangers play Game 1 of the Eastern Conference finals at home tonight against the Florida Panthers. the two best teams in the east going against each other to see who goes to the Stanley Cup final. this has the makings of a classic.








i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA playoffs tonight as well.


grocery shopping went pretty good today. other than the heat, nothing was really crowded, so that was a plus.


i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


i need to get this done and figure out what i'm making for dinner.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


un nuevo trozo de infierno


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Hovvdy - Bad News


Flight Facilities w/Enumclaw - Days of the Week


The Staple Singers - The Weight


Otis Redding - Little Ol' Me


Indoor Creature - Cross The Line


"In 1969, I gave up women and alcohol - it was the worst 20 minutes of my life." - George Best


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