i actually wrote some poems...

 i sat down last night, as it was raining, and started writing. i only had one line in my head, so i was interested to see where i would end up going. now, all the crutches were still there, dead father, neon, broken anything..., but i had a nice outburst. i got 4 poems written and typed up. i figure if i can do that a few nights each week for the next month or so, i should be able to have plenty to choose from again. 

here are the 3 videos for this final day of national poetry month:

the New York Yankees lost last night at Baltimore, 2-0. hopefully, they will win tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

The Voice was pretty good last night. i believe the live shows start on Monday.

Monday Night Raw was very good last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT and Dark Side of the Ring.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight as well.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get all the grocery shopping done.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

De hecho escribí algunos poemas.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Low - Stay

Zach Bryan - Something in the Orange (Live)

Jordan Rakei - Friend or Foe

Trip Cigs - Comeback Kid

Sly5thAve - Liberation

"I believe more in the power of drama than in the power of religion." - Tony Harrison

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nothing like 3 hours of sleep...

 when i got up to take a piss this morning, it was 8:30 AM. i went to bed at 5 AM. i was tempted to fall back asleep, but i didn't. i put the dishes away, made some coffee and got going with my day. probably a good thing as the guys came to do the gutters around 10 AM. so, now we have leaf guards on the gutters. that should help with the squirrels and whatever else. i did manage a bit of a nap in my massage chair. but a 20 minute power nap didn't do that much for me.

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the New York Rangers won last night at Washington, 4-2. they won the series 4-0. they will now play the winner of Carolina and the New York Islanders. i would love if that series goes 7 games.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs yesterday:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:

the New York Yankees won yesterday at Milwaukee, 15-5. they start a series tonight at Baltimore.

A Gentleman in Moscow was very good last night.

The Sympathizer was excellent last night.

The Jinx Part 2 was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.

i'm sure i will watch some of the playoffs tonight as well.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

hard to believe April is almost over.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

nada como tres horas de sueño

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Rett Smith - Sunsets

Yot Club - Human Nature

Nine Inch Nails - Discipline

Queen - Another One Bites the Dust

The Who - Baba O'Riley

"Cats have it all - admiration, an endless sleep, and company only when they want it." - Rod McKuen

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response from Synchronized Chaos

 i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "sadness becomes loneliness", "start the weekend", "two vapid souls", "a zombie apocalypse" and "a soft rain in the sunshine" have been accepted for publication.

and now it feels like summer...

 it was 70 degrees here before noon. that feels like summer to me.

i sent out 5 poems late last night to Synchronized Chaos. i have no clue if i will make the cut off for the issue on May 1st. my writer's block comes and goes more than ever before now. i think i probably need to have a great mind fuck to release a few demons.

below are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the New York Yankees won last night at Milwaukee, 15-3. hopefully, they will win the series this afternoon.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs yesterday:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:

AEW Collision and AEW Rampage were ok last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be A Gentleman in Moscow, The Sympathizer and The Jinx Part 2.

the New York Rangers play Game 4 of their series against Washington tonight. if they win on the road, they will sweep the Capitals.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of the NHL and NBA playoffs today.

i did like what the New Orleans Saints did on day 3 of the NFL Draft.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

y ahora se siente como verano

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Slick Rick - Children's Story

Mobb Deep - Shook Ones Pt. 2

Outkast - Player's Ball

LL Cool J - Pink Cookies in a Plastic Bag Getting Crushed by Buildings

Beastie Boys - So What'cha Want

"Many receive advice, only the wise profit from it." - Harper Lee

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not how i wanted to start the weekend...

 but, given how this season has gone for Manchester United, i should have totally expected them to struggle today at home against Burnley. they eventually scored to take the lead and of course, gave that lead up even later to end up in a 1-1 draw. 

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the New York Rangers won Game 3 last night at Washington, 3-1. they are now up 3-0 in the series. Game 4 is Sunday night at Washington.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

the New York Yankees lost last night at Milwaukee, 7-6, in 11 innings. hopefully, they will win tonight.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.

Jerrod Carmichael Reality Show was good last night.

i did love what the New Orleans Saints did last night at the NFL Draft:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision and AEW Rampage.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs today and tonight.

the weather seems to be pretty good so far today.

i might go out and feed the birds later on.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

No es como quería empezar el fin de semana.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Red Wanting Blue - Run For Your Life

The Twins of Franklin - To The Moon

Nick Taylor - Dead Land Future

The South Hill Experiment w/Karriem Riggins - Little Monk

Thom Yorke - Knife Edge

"Nobody's life is as romantic as it is in fiction." - Ruth Glick

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and now it feels like i am stuck in a void...

 i was all ready to get some sleep last night and mom let out a scream at 4:45 AM. i went into her room and turned on the lights and she was wondering where her flowers were. i asked her why would you have flowers in the bed with you? she then told me she loves me and went back to sleep. i mumbled to myself... and people wonder why the fuck i don't get any sleep. good times.

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the Yankees lost last night at home to Oakland, 3-1. they play tonight at Milwaukee.

i did watch a good amount of the NFL Draft last night. i liked what the New Orleans Saints did.

Young Sheldon was very good last night.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and Jerrod Carmichael Reality Show. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

the New York Rangers play Game 3 of their series with the Capitals tonight at Washington. the Rangers will be looking to go up 3-0 in the series.

i might watch some of rounds 2 and 3 tonight in the NFL draft.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays at home against Burnley.

i hope everyone has a great weekend...

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Y ahora se siente como si estuviera atrapado en un vacío

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Jana Mila - Somebody New

Viben - Pablo Picasso

Lizz Wright w/Meshell Ndegeocello and Brandee Younger - Your Love

David Gilmour - The Piper's Call

Mary Gauthier - Coney Island Baby

"Writers, particularly poets, always feel exiled in some way - people who don't exactly feel at home, so they try to find a home in language." - Natasha Trethewey

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up too early on a Thursday...

 so, the reason the check engine light was on in the Highlander was due to the same damn reason as three times before. the hose that goes into the air box came loose. as the guy at the dealership told me, that should never happen. so, me made a note in my account and also didn't charge me anything. now, if i could just get that hour back in the waiting room watching fox news. holy shit, no wonder so many people in this country are fucking dumb.

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the Yankees won last night at home against Oakland, 7-3. hopefully, they will win again tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.

the season finale of American Horror Story was good last night.

NJPW was very good last night.

AEW was ok at best last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon.

the first round of the NFL Draft is tonight. i imagine i will watch some of that.

i am running on roughly 3 hours of sleep, so at some point i will crash, that's for certain.

i did get 2 poems written today. i was hoping for a lot more than that. but, i can only squeeze so much water out of the rock anymore.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Despierto demasiado temprano un jueves

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ruel Thomas - I Am Today

Eels - Goldy

Cage the Elephant - Ain't No Rest for the Wicked

Foster the People - Pumped Up Kicks

Butthole Surfers - Pepper

"People say conversation is a lost art; how often I have wished it were." - Edward R. Murrow

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one of those days where i definitely feel like an old man

 maybe it was when i was looking for the butterscotch chips that mom wanted... maybe it was straining to bend down and get some cheese... fucking one of those days where i feel like an old man. for those that are interested, my doctors appointment went well yesterday. my weight was down, my A1C was down and my blood pressure was very good. so, all of them were pleased that i seem to be headed back in the right direction. the Trulicity has definitely worked so far.

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the New York Rangers won last night at home against Washington, 4-3. they are now up 2-0 in the series. Game 3 will be Friday at Washington.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

the New York Yankees won last night at home against Oakland, 4-3. hopefully, they will win again tonight.

here are your NBA playoff highlights from last night.

the finale of Shogun was very good last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was excellent last night.

NXT was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, NJPW and the season finale of American Horror Story.

grocery shopping went pretty well today. nothing was that crowded, so that helped.

i got home in time to watch the second half of the Manchester United game today at home against Sheffield United. the boys found a way to win while not playing great again. Manchester United won 4-2.

not sure what i am doing for dinner tonight.

i have to take the Highlander in to the dealership tomorrow at 9:45 AM. so, i know i need to get to bed a little earlier than normal tonight if i want to be able to function like whatever the fuck a normal human is like.

i should be on here tomorrow in the afternoon.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

me siento como un anciano

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Caravan Palace - Mirrors

Drew Holcomb & The Neighbors - Suffering

Beth Gibbons - Floating On A Moment

Local Natives - April

Zsela - Fire Excape

"I want women to be liberated and still be able to have a nice ass and shake it." - Shirley MacLaine

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nothing like waking up after a solid two hours of sleep...

 and here i thought i was doing the right thing and got to bed before 3 AM last night. so, when i woke up and looked at the clock and it said 5:48 AM, i was like what the fuck. thankfully, i was able to fall back asleep until 8:30 AM. 

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the Yankees lost yesterday at home to Oakland, 2-0. hopefully, the offense will wake the fuck up and they will win tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

The Voice last night was really good.

Monday Night Raw was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Dark Side of the Ring and the finale of Shogun.

the New York Rangers play Game 2 tonight at home against Washington. hopefully, the boys will be up 2-0 in the series after tonight.

i have a doctors appointment this afternoon. i'm hoping the Trulicity has had a positive effect on my A1C. 

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

i'm not looking forward to the rain later today.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Nada como despertarse después de dos horas seguidas de sueño.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

MAKR EN ERIS - Get In The Water

melotheory - Breathe

The Beatles - Oh! Darling

The Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

Bob Marley - No Woman, No Cry (Live)

"Good luck needs no explanation." - Shirley Temple

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happy earth day

 so, i woke up this morning and my back told me to go fuck myself. yeah, it has been one of those days...

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the Yankees won yesterday at home against Tampa Bay, 5-4. they are playing Oakland today at home, it is currently 0-0 in the 7th inning.

the New York Rangers won Game 1 yesterday at home against Washington, 4-1. Game 2 will be Tuesday night.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs yesterday:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:

A Gentleman in Moscow was very good last night.

The Sympathizer was excellent last night.

The Jinx Part 2 was good last night.

Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.

i should be on here tomorrow before i go to my doctor's appointment.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

go out and enjoy the weather, plant a tree, pick up some trash, whatever feels good for the earth today.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

feliz día de la Tierra

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Nina Simone - Do I Move You?

Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes (Live)

Willie Dixon - You Shook Me

Thelonoius Monk - Body and Soul (Live)

Guided By Voices - Do the Earth

"The optimist thinks this is the best of all possible worlds. The pessimist fears it is true." 

                                                                - J. Robert Oppenheimer

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