it was one of those days. i tossed and turned until 6 this morning. i finally fell asleep and woke up at 10. joy. made some coffee, had some breakfast and then didn't make it to the toilet in time. fuck me. so, i had a little laundry to do. these are the days where i just shake my head and realize the 8 year old me was the smartest one i knew. for those of you who wonder why i always reference that... it was at 8 years old that i first thought of suicide. and given all the pain, rejection and endless amounts of effort put into this world for nothing... imagine all of that being spared and ceasing to exist. i don't want to make suicide this glamorous thing because it isn't. i have people i love that have done it or even tried it. but, i never judge anyone that chooses that route. not my place to do that. mostly because, i have been there and if my circumstances would have been different, i would have done it. i tried it once at 17, but didn't know at that point in my life you need to snuff out the will to live to accomplish your goal. now, at 48, i know such things. but i don't think i have the strength, unless i am a few bottles of Jack Daniels in, to snuff out the will. but, i do know i am capable. so, i tuck it away like an Irish goodbye. don't worry, i have too many irons in the fire to do something like that right now. the light still makes it through the darkness. when that changes, then worry.
i did catch a little of the Oscars last night.
the series finale of Hightown was good. the show was crazy and while i hope there will be a spin off, i won't be shocked when there isn't.
The Regime was fucking crazy last night.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was fucking hilarious last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and The Voice.
the New York Rangers play at home tonight against New Jersey.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i am hoping it will be after some decent sleep.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
una comedia de errores
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tenacious D - ...Baby One More Time
Slash & Brian Johnson - Killing Floor
Anderson East - All On My Mind
Joy Oladokun & Noah Kahan - We're All Gonna Die
Hard Working Americans - I Don't Have A Gun / Stomp & Holler (Live)
"I seldom end up where I wanted to go, but almost always end up where I need to be." - Douglas Adams
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
honestly, i think it is really fucking stupid that we still change the time twice a fucking year. even the farmers i know think it is fucking stupid. now, as a piss poor sleeper, it doesn't really mess with me. i don't really give a shit about time anymore.
the New York Rangers won last night 4-0 over the Blues. hopefully, Igor is getting hot in goal just in time for a playoff run.
AEW Collision was good last night.
Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be the series finale of Hightown, The Regime, Curb Your Enthusiasm and Last Week Tonight.
i doubt i will watch much of the Oscars tonight, although this is the first time in years i have actually seen some of the movies nominated.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
¿a dónde se fue esa hora?
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Aili - Takoyaki
Wild Heaven - What You're Looking For
Gabi Turner - Comfort Zone
Paris Paloma - labour
The Avett Brothers - Love Of A Girl
"I guess edgy things tend to get my attention." - Rick Rubin
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i think i got a little sleep last night. i was almost too tired to masturbate. almost. when i got up this morning, it was just before Manchester United and Everton was getting ready to play. more on that in a bit.
when Dayton got down 17 to VCU yesterday, i was pissed. thankfully, Dayton calmed down, started getting stops and started making shots. Dayton didn't lead in the game until there was 5 minutes left in the second half. Dayton won last night, 91-86 in OT. Dayton finished the season undefeated at home. VCU will get the 5th seed in the A10 tournament.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both very good last night.
AEW Rampage was good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.
Manchester United won 2-0 this morning over Everton. honestly, Everton was the better team for most of the game, but United won two penalties and Bruno and Rashford both scored.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision and Saturday Night Live.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against the Blues.
i'm sure i will watch plenty of sports today.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:
my poems "like teaching algebra to an infant", "natural causes" and "a night of doing strange drugs" have been published at The Asylum Floor. you can read the poems by going here:
i might have got 2 hours of sleep after i took a shower last night. i couldn't find a position where my back wasn't hurting. and of course, when i did fall asleep, mom woke me up as i guess she was having a bad dream. most of the time, she thinks there are spiders or snakes on her. good times. as i was getting ready to take her to her appointment today. she told she had to call them and cancel. she wasn't feeling good. now, she goes next Friday. that meant i got to watch the trade deadline coverage from the NHL this afternoon. the New York Rangers made a few minor moves. they held on to their top prospects and first round pick. so, time will tell if the players they got will work for them.
oh, and add in that it has been fucking raining all day long.
Young Sheldon was very good last night.
NJPW was excellent last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against VCU. if Dayton wins, they will finish the season undefeated at home. they will be the #3 seed in the A10 tournament regardless. VCU needs the win to finish in the top 4. top 4 seeds in the A10 tournament get a double bye. game is on ESPN2.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:
i'm not exactly sure why i didn't sleep well last night. i tried to make up for it this afternoon. but, sleeping in two hour increments isn't exactly what i need at the moment. oh well.
i was able to see A Revolution on Canvas last night. i highly recommend it.
AEW Dynamite was good last night.
Abbott Elementary was hilarious last night.
The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon and NJPW.
i mailed out my absentee ballot today. i laughed because mom's absentee ballot finally showed up today. so, her ballot will go out tomorrow.
i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to a doctor's appointment.
i need to go make dinner.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
una velada inquieta
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Wild God
Scott H. Biram - No Man's Land
Justice - Generator
Jarina de Marco - Boca Chica
Sex Mob - House of the Rising Sun
"I don't envision a very long life for myself. I think my life will run out before my work does. I've designed it that way." - Townes Van Zandt
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i didn't get to sleep until 5 this morning. when i got out of bed a little after 10, it was still raining. more of a mild drizzle than anything, but to anyone with arthritis, a drizzle is basically being in a monsoon. add in that a good portion of Brookville is under construction, and you can imagine my stress level today. although, i did see a black cheerleader at the local grocery store today. maybe Brookville is actually approaching the 20th century now.
the Dayton Flyers won last night at Saint Louis, 100-83. Dayton was without their starting point guard, so i was pleasantly surprised that the offense was humming last night. of course, Saint Louis absolutely sucks this year. Dayton will have their senior night at home on Friday against VCU.
we had some storms move through here last night, so i wasn't able to see A Revolution on Canvas. hopefully, it will be able to record tonight on HBO2.
NXT was very good last night.
The Voice was good last night.
Shogun was excellent last night.
Dark Side of the Ring was good last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be A Revolution on Canvas, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer and Abbott Elementary.
the New York Rangers made a trade today. i like it.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i'm just hoping i don't feel as achy as today.
i need to go make dinner.
that is all for today kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
mas lluvia
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Sweet Limb w/Norman BA$E - Meditate
Pink Pablo - falco
Balming Tiger - Buriburi!
Dirty Heads - That's All I Need
Weezer - El Scorcho
"The true work of art is but a shadow of the divine perfection." - Michelangelo
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i knew i was in for it today when i woke up in the middle of a thunderstorm. i ached like a motherfucker. still do. joy.
well, the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Florida, 4-2. to be honest, i think the Rangers need a center, a right wing and a defensive defenseman. and i think they will probably have to give up their first round pick in the draft to get 2 of those positions. if they don't, i honestly can't see them winning more than one round in the playoffs. trade deadline is this Friday.
The Voice was very good last night. hopefully, it will be tonight as well.
Monday Night Raw was good last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, The Voice, Shogun, Dark Side of the Ring and A Revolution on Canvas.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at Saint Louis. hopefully, they will find a way to win on the road.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:
mom actually wanted to go out and walk this afternoon. i told her it was a good day to do that. it was in the low 70's with a bit of wind. we walked for a little over 10 minutes. we probably could have done more but someone forgot to taker her pain pills before we started. i did go outside a little bit yesterday. i fixed our chimes that the wind tried to destroy the other night and i filled all the bird feeders. on top of all that, i wrote 3 poems yesterday afternoon. those are the first poems of March.
The Regime last night was pretty crazy.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was very funny last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Hightown was good last night. the series finale is next week.
here are your NBA highlights from yesterday:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Florida. this will be a true test to see if the Rangers have a chance to get through the east this year in the playoffs.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i know it is supposed to be raining, so i will most likely be in pain. joy.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
un dÃa cálido y tranquilo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Lykke Li - Ring of Fire
Scott Ballew - Mutiny
Ryan Bingham - Southside of Heaven (Live)
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Ballad Of Curtis Loew
Lucinda Williams - Essence
"Anybody who doesn't know that politics is crime has got a few screws loose." - James Ellroy
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i went to bed pretty late last night, knowing that is the only way i actually sleep past 9 AM. i did that mostly because i was fearing the worst today in the Manchester derby. for the first 45 minutes, i was pleasantly surprised as United was up 1-0 at halftime thanks to a Marcus Rashford screamer. after halftime, that was when the absolute gulf in talent showed up. to be honest, i turned the game off when City took the lead. hell, i went out to my massage chair, and hoped for the best. of course, that didn't happen. Manchester City won the derby, 3-1. i am hopeful the new people in charge at Manchester United truly understand the massive job ahead for them. while i am not sure if a new manager is what the team needs, i am 100% sure they need new and better players. the sooner the better.
last night, the New York Rangers lost at Toronto, 4-3 in a shootout. at least they got a point out of the game.
AEW Collision was good last night.
Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night:
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Regime, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Last Week Tonight and Hightown.
i'm hoping to do a little writing today and maybe catch up on some sleep.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Estuve feliz durante unos cuarenta y cinco minutos.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Cigarettes After Sex - Tejano Blue
The Dandy Warhols - Be-In (Live)
Orebolo - Mad World (Live)
Hurray for the Riff Raff - Hawkmoon
twenty one pilots - Overcompensate
"Educate the masses, elevate their standard of intelligence, and you will certainly have a successful nation." - Alexander Graham Bell
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
the Winter 2024 ebook is the first one on the page
others with work in the ebook include: Alan Catlin, Chris Butler, William Taylor Jr., Damian Rucci, Brenton Booth, Karl Koweski, Casey Renee Kiser, Mike Zone, Harry Whitewolf, Daniel S. Irwin, Donna Dallas and many more.
the Dayton Flyers lost last night at Loyola Chicago, 77-72. considering that Dayton lost their starting point guard and had a ton of turnovers, the score was closer than what it should be. at least i got the over correct.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night.
AEW Rampage was good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was pretty funny last night.
here are the highlights from the NBA last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision and Saturday Night Live.
the New York Rangers play tonight at Toronto.
i'm sure i will watch plenty of soccer and college basketball today.
i will most likely be on here tomorrow after the Manchester derby.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
so far, i have been awake for almost 4 hours and i have shit 3 times. good times.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
una velada inquieta
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
St. Vincent - Broken Man
Passion Mango - Surf Scum
Chrome Corps - Body Attestation
Leyla McCalla - Tree
Bully - Atom Bomb
"Life is like Sanskrit read to a pony." - Lou Reed
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i heard back from Dave at Black Coffee Review on my poetry submission from back in November. my poem "the last remnants of hope" has been accepted for publication in the spring issue.
of course, it had to be raining today since i had things to do. but, the beauty of being stubborn is sometimes you can block everything out; pain, common sense, whatever... i did make it to the bank this afternoon to make a deposit. after that, i went to Meijer, which is just down the road a bit from where i bank. i found just about everything i was looking for and kept it under $50. it was raining all the way home. what i hate about living in Brookville is when it does rain, no one goes the speed limit. the absolute joy i have going 35 in a 50 and 100% of the time, it is an elderly person that shouldn't be behind the wheel at all anymore. fuck me.
Young Sheldon was pretty funny last night.
NJPW was excellent last night.
here are your highlights from the NBA last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at Loyola Chicago. this is a MUST WIN for Dayton if they want a chance to win the A10. the game is on ESPN2 at 9 tonight.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:
my poems "the right to die", "it was better to be realistic", "that likes to play with knives", "trying to be civilized" and "drive a mercedes" have been published at Synchronized Chaos. you can read the poems by going here:
