i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "remember to laugh", "in any traditional sense of the word", "still like the taste", "violent in my dreams" and "a really short drive to crazy" have been accepted for publication.
a delightful trip into the dark mind of an evil genius or simply the musings of an asshole
Tuesday, August 23, 2022
Monday, August 22, 2022
i want to believe the only way to go is up...
i didn't sleep well last night. i think i must have fallen asleep in my bed with my neck in some crazy ass position. when i got up at 5 to piss, my neck was killing me. so, i went and got some ice and tried to sleep in my massage chair. broken at best...
the Yankees won yesterday against Toronto, 4-2. they start a two game series at home tonight against the Mets. they really need to start winning some games.
around three each morning
my poem "around three each morning" has been published at Horror Sleaze Trash. you can read the poem by going here:
https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2022/08/22/j-j-campbell-66/
response from Horror Sleaze Trash...
i heard back from AG at Horror Sleaze Trash on my recent poetry submission. my poems "around three each morning" and "pissing blood" have been accepted for publication.
Sunday, August 21, 2022
on a rainy Sunday morning...
i just sent out 5 poems to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from Cristina, i will pass along the verdict.
the Yankees lost yesterday to Toronto, 5-2. they will try to avoid the sweep this afternoon. the lead in the division is now 7 games.
Saturday, August 20, 2022
before the rain comes...
i was up at 7:30 this morning. not that i wanted to be, but... i got the bird food out this morning. i had to put air in the front tire of the Highlander. it has felt like it was going to rain since i got that shit done this morning. i figure when i get ready to go to Kroger to get my mom's prescription, that is when it will start raining.
the Yankees lost last night to Toronto, 4-0. hopefully, they will stop this losing streak this afternoon.
Friday, August 19, 2022
always love waking up with a bad back...
so, right as i woke up, i knew my day was fucked. my back was screaming bloody fucking murder with every step to the bathroom. joy. the only reason i honestly have made it 46 years into this life is learning how to find the pleasure in the pain. i honestly know as soon as i lose that ability, i am fucked. so, i did get to ice my back down for hours later in the morning into the afternoon. after that, i had to take a prescription to Kroger for my mother and then get some things that weren't put on the grocery list. of course, Kroger didn't have the first item i was looking for, so i went to Meijer instead. i'll have to go back to Kroger this weekend to get my mother's prescription. her appointment yesterday with the foot doctor went well. now, i just need to figure out a good time to take her to get a haircut.
the Yankees had their asses handed to them last night by Toronto, losing 9-2. hopefully, they will find a way to win tonight.
Thursday, August 18, 2022
a big victory, a stunning loss and yet another fall...
so, i was going to start the blog off today one way, but considering my mother just fell again in her room, that plan is out the window. i'm not really sure how many fucking times i have to tell her to watch where she is going, have a clear path, etc. but, once a stubborn person, always a stubborn person. she's going to have some more nice bruises and i'm pretty sure her shower isn't going to feel real good. good times.
so, the Yankees won last night (finally) over Tampa Bay, 8-7, in 10 innings. the Yankees were down 4-0 at one point last night and fought their way back to 4-4. then, i figured as soon as Chapman heard he was going to be a closer again, he'd shit the bed. sure enough, he gave up 3 runs in the top of 10th. thankfully, Josh Donaldson hit a walk off grand slam in the bottom of the 10th to win the game. Yankees start a series tonight at home against Toronto.
Wednesday, August 17, 2022
it was like the universe was listening...
so, i was standing in line at Kroger today, waiting to check out and this old lady came up behind me. she asked me if this was the only line open. i said yeah, no other lines open, just like always. and then, within a few minutes, 2 checkout lanes opened and i was like holy shit. the old lady had gone to get in line at the self checkout. i got behind this old man trying his best to get what was in his cart onto the conveyor belt, i thought he was going to have a heart attack. thankfully, he didn't. i ended up saving over $35 at Kroger today. between that, Rite Aid and the local grocery store, i got everything that was on the grocery list.
the Yankees actually scored last night, but still lost to Tampa Bay, 3-1. they have called up three kids from the minors today. hopefully, that will give them a spark. the lead in the division is now down to 9 games.
my 3 poems at Terror House Magazine...
my poems "survival", "love is never allowed to exist" and "in a public square" have been published at Terror House Magazine. you can read the poems by going here:
https://terrorhousemag.com/allowed/
response from Terror House Magazine...
i heard back from Matt at Terror House Magazine on my recent poetry submission. my poems "survival", "love is never allowed to exist" and "in a public square" have been accepted for publication.
Tuesday, August 16, 2022
up too damn early...
so, i was up at 6 this morning. i wanted to get up early and get my day going as i knew mom wanted to be up around 8 this morning. she is not a morning person at all and i barely am. thankfully, i think she was awake enough to have her online counseling session this morning. i shaved and showered and went to the bank today. after i made that deposit, i went to Big Lots. i got 5 packs of 2022 Topps Heritage for $30. i found some decent rookies in the packs and one short print. i'm still chasing a damn Julio Rodriguez rookie card.
the Yankees lost last night to Tampa Bay, 4-0. hopefully, the fucking offense will wake the fuck up tonight and score.
Monday, August 15, 2022
one of those days...
or maybe it is simply, i can't fucking stand Mondays. today has been one of those days where it seems like i'm just fucking stuck in first gear and don't have the ability to get going. add in my mother falling again and me screwing up my back trying to get to her and you can easily understand why i turn to alcohol on most days.
i think most of mom's falling is due to her vision being so bad she has absolutely no sense of depth perception. so, this once again will be the battle between being stubborn and asking for fucking help. as always, i'll be the one stuck in the middle, getting more frustrated by the minute. good times.
the Yankees lost to Boston last night, 3-0. it almost seems like the team is just going to coast for the rest of the season, see if they can still win the division and then flip the switch in the playoffs. great. they start a series at home tonight against Tampa Bay.
my 5 poems at Synchronized Chaos...
my poems "a purple sadness", "on these rainy days", "i called his bluff", "relaxes with a cold drink" and "dead relatives" have been published at Synchronized Chaos. you can read the poems by going here:
https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-66/
Sunday, August 14, 2022
the joy of cheating death
my poem "the joy of cheating death" has been published at The Beatnik Cowboy. you can read the poem by going here:
https://beatnikcowboy.com/2022/08/14/j-j-campbell-31/
here comes the rain, so i might as well do my laundry...
on top of the fact, i'm out of bread, so i will be hitting the local grocery store sometime this afternoon. it would have been nice if i would have remembered that yesterday when i was shopping. oh well.
i turned off the Manchester United game yesterday when they were losing 2-0. they eventually lost to Brentford, 4-0. even worse, they are now at the bottom of the league for the first time in 30 years. now, i know it has been just 2 games, etc. etc. they play Liverpool next, so i can just imagine how bad it is going to get before it even starts to get fucking better.
my 3 poems at Pyrokinection...
my poems "avoid the punches", "but every blue moon" and "more than anything left on this earth" have been published at Pyrokinection. you can read the poems by going here:
http://www.pyrokinection.com/2022/08/three-poems-by-jj-campbell.html
Saturday, August 13, 2022
and here comes a busy day...
i swear, it feels like i just went to bed. of course, i have been up for almost 3 hours after my usual 4 hours of sleep.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night.
poetry update...
i just sent out 6 poems, 3 each to Pyrokinection and Terror House Magazine. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.
Friday, August 12, 2022
i guess i needed some sleep...
so, all the shopping i was going to get done today never happened. apparently, i needed some sleep. so, i guess i know what i will be doing tomorrow...
mom's appointment at the eye doctor went well. i think we have a better idea what has been playing a part in all her falls. i'm hoping the new glasses will help that. now, i didn't love the way they basically rushed her out of the place since we were the last appointment. they didn't even bother to give mom the chance to actually pick new frames if she wanted them. in the end, that probably saved her some money, but mom was not happy about it. i can understand. but, i also know now, never get the last appointment of the day.
Big Brother was good last night. Daniel did get evicted. Taylor is the new HOH.