hello anger...

 so, when the Yankees got up 5-0 last night, i was hoping they were going to win. silly me. they must have forgot that the Brewers are fighting for a playoff spot as well. add in some shitty balls and strikes calls and sure enough, yet another fucking Yankees collapse. they pissed that 5-0 lead away and lost last night, 7-6. joy.

Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was very good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.

Los Espookys was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

nothing on the DVR tonight.

Ohio State plays at home tonight against Toledo. hopefully, they will blow them out.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today.

i'm sure i will watch some MLS games today as well.

i didn't sleep well last night, mostly because of anger. i did my best to not go to sleep angry, but when 5AM rolls around and you haven't gone to bed yet, it kind of leaves you with no choice.

i should be on here tomorrow before the Saints play at home against Tampa Bay.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow night kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

hola ira

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Wayland - Get a Little

Magnolia Park - Addison Rae

The Lone Bellow - Honey

Skullcrusher - Whatever Fits Together

The Firm - Satisfaction Guaranteed

"Take what you can use and let the rest go by." - Ken Kesey

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

a rainy, rainy Monday

it has been raining almost all fucking day. needless to say, i didn't make it to the bank. hell, i've been in so much pain today, i almost didn't make it out to the damn mailbox this afternoon.

hopefully, i'll make it to the bank tomorrow.

the season finale of Batwoman was really good last night. can't wait for season 2.

the last two episodes of The Last Dance were great last night.

VICE was really good last night.

Billions was pretty good last night.

Penny Dreadful: City of Angels was excellent last night.

I Know This Much Is True was really good last night.

Insecure was pretty funny last night.

Last Week Tonight was brilliant as usual.

Hightown was pretty interesting last night. i'm hoping it's going to be a really good show.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Voice, Songland, Fuck That's Delicious and Desus & Mero. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i did listen to episode 291 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2020/5/18/notsam-wrestling-291-flash-morgan-webster-amp-john-cena-thoughts

i did watch a little of the NASCAR race yesterday.

if i do go out tomorrow, i want to find a new hummingbird feeder. the old one i have out there is a cheap one.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i'm off to go ice my back down for the 5th time today. joy.

until tomorrow kids...

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

otro día no siendo amado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

CocoRosie - Fairy Paradise (Live)
The Band of Heathens - All I'm Asking (Live)
The Lone Bellow - Count on Me (Live)
Chris Cornell - Nothing Compares 2 U (Live)

"A hunch is creativity trying to tell you something." - Frank Capra

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

not a happy camper

so i settled in to watch Manchester United play this afternoon in the Ukraine in Champions League group play when the breaking news came on. Wayne Rooney was ill (then later reported to be injured, who the fuck knows what the truth is) and not available for today. so, i was prepared for the worst. they had the lead at halftime 1-0, but were lucky at best to have that. then, they decided to play the second half by just sitting back and trying to defend. you probably know how this story ends... 1-1. they are extremely lucky to get a point. they didn't deserve it. what i loved about Sir Alex's Manchester United teams was they always went forward. sure, it kept the other team in the game as well, but it was always entertaining. sadly, those days are fucking gone. perhaps they play better this weekend against the worst team (so far) in the premier league. or, this fucking nightmare continues.

at least my fantasy hockey team got off to a good start last night.

The Voice was pretty good last night. i find it funny that every 4 chair turn at the end of the night goes to Adam. creative editing i imagine. i guess next week will be the final picks for teams. then the show will pick up the pace.

after a new episode of Duck Dynasty, i will be getting ready for the season finale of The Bridge. my hopes are set pretty damn high for this one. i really hope it leaves me begging for more or scratching my head trying to figure out the questions left unanswered. sure, i'm setting myself up for disappointment... i'm 37 and live with my mother, you think i don't understand disappointment.

sometime either before or after all this, i need to work in a shower.

my cat Michael Jackson is still alive. it dragged itself underneath the summer kitchen today. my best guess is it went under there to die. i suppose i will know in the next few days.

i was a little stunned when i saw the news about Tom Clancy. and then i thought about all the writers that were secretly celebrating, hoping that maybe they would get a chance now to sell some books. dog eat dog world out here my friends.

that's all for today. the New York Rangers play their first game of the season tomorrow. i might be a little edgy tomorrow. just a little.

music:

The Lone Bellow - The Lone Bellow
Stevie Ray Vaughn and Double Trouble - Live at Carnegie Hall
Neon Indian - Psychic Chasms

"Success will ruin your life." - Tom Clancy (April 12, 1947 - October 1, 2013)

musings on a partly cloudy Tuesday

it's amazing what a huge win does for me on the day after. i don't hate people as much. the sun actually comes out. the music sounds better. hopefully the feeling can last for a few days at least.

the New York Rangers had a HUGE 4-3 win last night. nice to see them score some goals, especially from some unlikely sources. also, it was so good to see Marc Staal back in the lineup. hopefully the good momentum will continue to Wednesday and they can tie the series up at 2. here are the highlights from last night:

i did catch a good bit of The Voice last night. the only singer from team Usher that does anything for me is Michelle. as for team Adam, he's got 4 singers that could possibly win it all. i would have to put Judith and Amber a little higher than the other two. hopefully the performances tonight are as good as last night.

Monday Night Raw got the short stick from me as i ended up paying more attention to the Bulls vs. Heat than i thought i would. judging by the internet, it doesn't appear i missed much at all.

i was able to catch the Big C a little earlier than i thought. a really good episode but a little sad as well. doesn't help that my stepfather died from cancer. so many things in the show bring back so many memories. hard to believe it's been 11 years.

the Yankees start a series in Colorado tonight. not many good memories from previous games out there, as they usually turn into softball scores. i'm just hoping none of the pitchers get hurt playing in the national league parks. the last thing this team needs is more fucking injuries.

throw in some Deadliest Catch tonight and the playoffs in the NHL and NBA and i've got another full slate of tv again tonight.

what really sucks is i'm having problems napping in the afternoon. i'm getting too old to run on just a few hours anymore.

toying with a few ideas for some new YouTube videos. if those ideas actually result in something, i'll be sure to post them here as well as my YouTube channel.

if the rain can hold off for the rest of today and tomorrow morning, looks like i'll be pressing my luck and seeing just how quickly i can get the grass cut.

music today:

ZZ Ward - Til The Casket Drops
The Lone Bellow - The Lone Bellow
Old Crow Medicine Show - O.C.M.S.

"Marriage is a wonderful institution, but who wants to live in an institution?" - Groucho Marx