arthritis is slowly killing me...

i stretch everyday. i try to be productive and actually do something everyday. and yesterday was one of those days where i was reminded none of that fucking matters. my back was all fucked up after i got done vacuuming the house. my package from Amazon never arrived. i'm not sure how the fuck a 2lb. box gets put on a UPS truck at 8 in the morning and never finds its way to the house less than 30 minutes away. now, UPS says i'll get the package on Monday and Amazon says it will be on Tuesday. have i mentioned how i fucking love stress?

the only good thing from yesterday was the 5 poems i wrote. i should have enough now to do another round of submissions this upcoming week.

i helped mom make some french toast for breakfast this morning. i don't think she trusts me just yet cooking everything on my own. and someone dares to wonder why i'm stubborn.

ROH was really good last night.

i did watch some of the UFC last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be the series finale of I Know This Much Is True, the season finale of Insecure, I May Destroy You, Last Week Tonight, Hightown, VICE, the mid-season finale of Billions and Penny Dreadful: City of Angels. i'll be watching WWE Backlash on WWE Network for most of the night.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a good Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.

it's fucking obvious the Atlanta police department needs to be all fired and start the fuck over.

that's all for me kids...

until tomorrow...

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck fascism.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

nuestros mejores ángeles están todos muertos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Rage Against The Machine - Bullet in the Head (Live)
Portishead - Sour Times (Live)
B.B. King - The Thrill Is Gone (Live)
Jimi Hendrix - Hear My Train A-Comin' (Live)

"Any mind that is capable of real sorrow is capable of good." - Harriet Beecher Stowe

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like finding a little gold...

so, i spent a good portion of yesterday going through my old baseball cards. holy shit. i forgot about so many of the cards i already had. and i nearly shit myself when i found a Ken Griffey Jr. rookie card i forgot about, let alone the Jack Morris rookie card. when i looked up what that is going for these days, i nearly screamed. so yeah, i think i have the bug again.

while doing that, i also got my laundry done and i wrote and typed up 5 poems.

Austin City Limits was very good last night. it was the episode that had H.E.R. on it. hopefully, i won't delete it this time.

ROH was really good last night.

Yvonne Orji: Momma, I Made It was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR today will be Shelter in Place with Shane Smith, VICE, Billions, Penny Dreadful: City of Angels, Be Water, I Know This Much Is True, Insecure, I May Destroy You, Last Week Tonight and Hightown. i'll be watching NXT Takeover: In Your House for most of the evening.

i will be on here tomorrow sometime after my doctor's appointment. it's really just a nurse visit to get the shot i was supposed to get back in April, but i have no clue if that is all they are really going to do or not.

i told mom to make sure she tells me if she needs anything while i'm out since i will be pretty close to the Meijer i shop at. at the very least, that will give me the chance to see if i can find any 2020 Bowman baseball cards.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

if you need to do some reading today, hit the following links:
https://beatnikcowboy.com/2020/06/06/j-j-campbell-15/
http://winedrunksidewalk.blogspot.com/2020/06/day-twelve-hundred-and-thirty-seven.html

until tomorrow kids...

fuck racism.

fuck fascism.

fuck the police.

know your rights.

black lives matter.

keep up the fight.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

larga vida a esta revolución

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Yuna - Stay Where You Are
Prince - Call My Name
Cigarettes After Sex - Apocalypse
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky
Charles Bradley - Why Is It so Hard?

"There's a dark side to everything." - Prince

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so much for the day of rest...

those poems i wrote last night were some of the most powerful political shit i have written in years. i really hope they get published somewhere one day.

kudos to the asshole that runs the country. you have made sure those with a gun believe the news media are on the same level as the protestors. this is how democracy dies and a country begins its devolution into a third world country. no wonder the rich are trying to figure out if they can live in space.

ROH was really good last night.

i ended up watching this concert last night on YouTube for the Colorado Music Relief Fund. it was a nice diversion from everything else going on in the world.

my stubborn mother has gone to the bathroom 6 times this morning. i told maybe it's time to get tested for everything to see what is really going on. she brushed that off. so, now i get to see how much of an asshole i have to be today so she gets a little urgency about the situation. joy.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be I Know This Much Is True, Insecure, Last Week Tonight, Hightown, VICE, Billions and Penny Dreadful: City of Angels.

i will probably watch some of the NASCAR race today.

i hope everyone had a good Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

i'll be on here tomorrow after a trip to the bank. i may have to get mom a new lamp for her desk tomorrow as well. the piece to turn on the lamp broke off and her arthritis is such that she can't turn it on without that. and i don't think she wants to call me into her room everytime she wants the lamp on.

to all the protestors, keep up the fight.

to all the looters, wrong fucking time assholes.

to the police, go fuck yourself.

to the elected officials, wake the fuck up already.

until tomorrow kids...

stay safe.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

sin justicia, no hay paz

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Pokey LaFarge - End of My Rope
Morgane & Chris Stapleton - You Are My Sunshine
Sturgill Simpson - The Dead Don't Die
Ryan Bingham - Bluebird

"There is no week nor day nor hour when tyranny may not enter upon this country, if the people lose their roughness and spirit of defiance." - Walt Whitman

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these are the moments where there are no good answers...

so, it's been a few weeks, so it was bound to happen again... some strange woman contacted me, sent me messages, all the beautiful pictures didn't produce any red flags and before you know it... here comes a conversation about someone needing some money. so, all my bullshit detectors went off, but the little bastard inside of me that so desperately needs to feel loved and needs attention, so badly wants it to be someone who is wordly, has a sense of the dramatic and gives off the vibe of danger... that little bastard wasn't willing to call it a scam. but thankfully, the cynical old fuck still runs the show... sadly, i know damn well i'll probably never get to fall in love again and have it actually mean something. i guess when the bottle starts turning me down, we're all in for a world of shit...

ROH was pretty good last night. it was a few matches involving Dragon Lee.

i helped mom make this big breakfast this morning that she got from Omaha Steaks. i was really surprised she handled the spices as well as she did. of course, it was a big enough meal that both of us ended up taking naps afterwards. i swear, anymore, if i put some ice on my back and get in my massage chair, i'm going to fall asleep.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be VICE, Hightown, I Know This Much Is True, Insecure, Billions and Penny Dreadful: City of Angels.

i'll probably watch a little of the golf today between Tiger, Phil, Peyton Manning and Tom Brady.

and i'll probably watch some of the NASCAR race tonight as well.

as of right now, i have no plans for Memorial Day. i know i bought some ribs that we're planning on making for the afternoon on Monday. i know mom has a doctor's appointment in the morning on Tuesday...

i hope everyone had a great Saturday, all things considered. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

stay safe.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

y nunca olvidar, nadie ama a los pobres

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

New Edition - Can You Stand the Rain
Phil Collins - In the Air Tonight
Bryan Adams w/Tina Turner - It's Only Love
Prince - Purple Rain

"All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie." - Bob Dylan

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the problem with hitting 80 degrees...

whenever it gets this hot in May, the one constant is there will be thunderstorms. and those storms are scheduled to hit while all my shows are on tonight. fuck me.

Joker last night was really good. i can see why some people didn't like the movie. i'll assume most of those people have never been crazy before. i laughed at most of the movie and was truly caught off-guard by some parts, which made me really happy. i can definitely see why Joaquin Phoenix won all the acting awards. what a fucking performance.

ROH was pretty good last night.

i did watch some of the UFC last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of Batwoman, the last two episodes of The Last Dance, VICE, Billions, Penny Dreadful: City of Angels, I Know This Much Is True, Insecure, Last Week Tonight and Hightown.

i will probably watch some of the Bundesliga today as well as some of the NASCAR race. hell, if i don't fall asleep, i might even watch some golf.

i hope everyone has a great Sunday.

i'll probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the bank.

that's all for me kids.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

until tomorrow...

Puedo sentir la lluvia viniendo simplemente del dolor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Nick Leng - Music To Clean The House To
Hazel English - Off My Mind
Tanya Donelly - Here Comes Your Man
Sharon Van Etten w/Josh Homme - (What's So Funny 'Bout) Peace, Love and Understanding?

"I write most of my songs when I'm in a bad mood." - Trent Reznor

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here comes another freeze warning...

i guess we're still in fucking winter... a couple more nights of cold ass weather and then it's supposed to be in the 70's for the weekend. that's the beauty of Ohio... wait a few days and everyone will be fucking sick.

i thought Mother's Day went pretty well. my sister stayed later than i thought she was going to. i think the storms that rolled through was the reason for that. i think mom enjoyed her gifts and lunch.

WWE Money in the Bank was pretty good last night. i love that Otis and Asuka won the briefcases.

Batwoman was really good last night. the season finale is next week.

I Know This Much Is True was fucking amazing last night. Mark Ruffalo is truly brilliant in this.

Insecure was excellent last night.

Last Week Tonight was brilliant as usual.

VICE was really good last night.

Billions was great last night.

Penny Dreadful: City of Angels was good last night.

both episodes of The Last Dance were great last night.

the Feeding America Comedy Festival was awful last night. i wanted it to be good but there wasn't much funny in the 2 hours at all. i'm talking maybe 4 to 5 minutes total that i laughed at.

the Saturday Night Live Mother's Day special was hilarious.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Voice, Songland, Fuck That's Delicious and Desus & Mero. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i did listen to episode 290 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2020/5/11/notsam-wrestling-290-mitb-amp-the-last-ride-instant-reaction

a big thank you to everyone who checked out my latest SoundCloud recordings:
https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/the-prettiest-roses
https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/a-lousy-cheeseburger

it feels like it is getting ready to rain again here, so i'm off to my massage chair.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

until tomorrow kids...

Juro que el clima más cálido estará aquí pronto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Soul Coughing - Super Bon Bon
Puscifer - Apocalyptical
Sturgill Simpson - Sing Along
Vince Staples - Big Fish

"Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings." - Salvador Dali

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Happy Mother's Day

first off, Happy Mother's Day to my mother and all the mothers out there. i made breakfast this morning for my mother and watched her nearly choke on her pills. joy. my sister is down here now. that gives me a little time to write this i suppose.

thanks to everyone that checked out my latest SoundCloud recording. keep a watch out for another new one this afternoon.
https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/a-lousy-cheeseburger

the season finale of Saturday Night Live was pretty good last night.

ROH was excellent last night.

i did watch some of the UFC fights last night. god i miss sports.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Batwoman, two episodes of The Last Dance, I Know This Much Is True, Insecure, Last Week Tonight, VICE, Billions, Penny Dreadful: City of Angels, A Saturday Night Live Mother's Day and Feeding America Comedy Festival. i'll be watching WWE Money in the Bank for most of the evening.

i hope everyone had a good Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.

i'm not really sure when i will be on here tomorrow. my best guess is sometime in the afternoon.

once again, Happy Mother's Day.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

until tomorrow...

Te traje a este mundo, también te sacaré de él

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Natalie Maines - Mother
Chocolate Genius - My Mom
John Lennon - Mother
Ebony Stewart - Happy Mother's Day (Live)

"The less you know, the more you believe." - Bono

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