these are the moments where there are no good answers...

so, it's been a few weeks, so it was bound to happen again... some strange woman contacted me, sent me messages, all the beautiful pictures didn't produce any red flags and before you know it... here comes a conversation about someone needing some money. so, all my bullshit detectors went off, but the little bastard inside of me that so desperately needs to feel loved and needs attention, so badly wants it to be someone who is wordly, has a sense of the dramatic and gives off the vibe of danger... that little bastard wasn't willing to call it a scam. but thankfully, the cynical old fuck still runs the show... sadly, i know damn well i'll probably never get to fall in love again and have it actually mean something. i guess when the bottle starts turning me down, we're all in for a world of shit...

ROH was pretty good last night. it was a few matches involving Dragon Lee.

i helped mom make this big breakfast this morning that she got from Omaha Steaks. i was really surprised she handled the spices as well as she did. of course, it was a big enough meal that both of us ended up taking naps afterwards. i swear, anymore, if i put some ice on my back and get in my massage chair, i'm going to fall asleep.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be VICE, Hightown, I Know This Much Is True, Insecure, Billions and Penny Dreadful: City of Angels.

i'll probably watch a little of the golf today between Tiger, Phil, Peyton Manning and Tom Brady.

and i'll probably watch some of the NASCAR race tonight as well.

as of right now, i have no plans for Memorial Day. i know i bought some ribs that we're planning on making for the afternoon on Monday. i know mom has a doctor's appointment in the morning on Tuesday...

i hope everyone had a great Saturday, all things considered. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

stay safe.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

y nunca olvidar, nadie ama a los pobres

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

New Edition - Can You Stand the Rain
Phil Collins - In the Air Tonight
Bryan Adams w/Tina Turner - It's Only Love
Prince - Purple Rain

"All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie." - Bob Dylan

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: