right as i was getting ready to go to bed last night, i could hear my mother crying. i went into her room and asked what was wrong? she said she was crying because she was thinking about when she dies how i will be alone here. i chuckled and asked why are you worrying about that? she believes she has failed if i am somehow alone. that baffled me. of course, i am not a parent, nor have i ever wanted to be one. but, i do try to understand where my mother is coming from with these things. so, we had a 30 minute discussion about a wide range of topics. she went to sleep and i of course was now in my head and slept like shit. the only thing i can surmise is the holidays are quickly approaching and there is always time for dysfunction.
the New York Rangers lost last night in Calgary, 3-2. hard to win when you get outshot 49-29.
i did watch a good amount of the Steelers at Browns game last night. i always love a good snow game.
NJPW was good last night.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.
it was a rainy, cloudy day here. Orkin came earlier than expected to do the normal household spray shit. i still don't think they have any fucking clue how to deal with the squirrels.
i'm going to try to be on here tomorrow before Indiana plays at Ohio State at noon.
that's all for me kids.
i need to stretch my back out before i make dinner.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Supongo que estoy conectado de manera diferente
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up
The Crystal Method - Busy Child
Groove Armada - I See You Baby (Fatboy Slim ReMix)
today has been gloomy as fuck. i don't think the sun has even bothered to fucking show itself yet. it has felt like, especially in my bad back, that it has been raining all day long. i haven't watered the tomatoes, hoping it would fucking rain at some point. these are the days where i wish i had just a little heroin to take the edge off.
the landscapers did a good job yesterday, other than putting the welcome sign in backwards. thankfully, their boss came out this morning and mom told him she wasn't going to pay him until he fixed it. he looked stunned at first and then saw what she was talking about. hopefully, we won't have the problem with weeds anymore in that bed.
Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.
NXT UK was excellent yesterday.
the season finale of Clarice was great last night.
the season finale of The United States of Al was very good last night.
the season finale of Dark Side of Football was about the fans last night.
When Nature Calls last night was hilarious.
Holey Moley was fucking crazy last night.
Desus & Mero was very funny last night.
the Yankees beat the Royals yesterday, 8-1. they start a series tonight in Boston. hopefully, they will find a way to get another victory.
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:
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on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, the season finale of Pause with Sam Jay, The Shop, Real Time with Bill Maher and Betty. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.
at the Copa America last night, Uruguay defeated Bolivia, 2-0 and Paraguay defeated Chile by the same score.
i'm sure i will watch some of Game 7 tonight between Tampa Bay and the New York Islanders, as well as some of the NBA playoffs tonight.
i will hopefully be on here tomorrow in the morning, before the Euro 2020 games start at noon.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the shot.
a veces el dolor te parte por la mitad
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood
Soul Coughing - Super Bon Bon
Butthole Surfers - Pepper
Sofi Tukker x Amadou & Mariam - Mon Cheri
The Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up
"Barbecue may not be the road to world peace, but it's a start." - Anthony Bourdain
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we didn't get much snow yesterday, but holy fuck it got cold. i believe the windchill for most of today was below 0 at all times. that made for a fun walk in the parking lot at mom's physical therapy. i guess it's supposed to be like this all week. joy.
i wrote 12 poems today. i'll type them up sometime tonight or tomorrow morning. i guess they told mom they can't do much for her back anymore. they are concentrating on her shoulder now. i know she gets her next injection in her back in a month.
i did watch part 1 of Leaving Neverland last night. as someone who was molested at a young age, it was very tough to watch at times. seeing the faxes that Michael Jackson sent the kid in Australia and the jewelry he bought for the kid in California, that really drove it home to me that they are telling the truth. i'll watch part 2 tonight and then the interview with Oprah sometime tonight. i'm not expecting part 2 to be any easier to watch.
Total Bellas was good last night.
Crashing was pretty good last night. the season finale is next week.
High Maintenance was hilarious last night.
Last Week Tonight was fucking great as usual.
Shameless was great last night. the season finale next week should be amazing.
Black Monday was really fucking funny last night.
SMILF was pretty good last night.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be The Voice, part 2 of Leaving Neverland and Oprah Winfrey Presents: After Neverland. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.
so i know celebrity deaths usually come in 3's, but today was pretty ridiculous. i first saw that Ted Lindsay died. i knew of him because of my love for hockey. then, i saw the news about Keith Flint, lead singer of The Prodigy. his suicide broke my damn heart. they were absolutely one of my favorite electronic bands ever. and then, i saw that Luke Perry died from his massive stroke at just 52.
so you can imagine what theme most of the poems were about today.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to get some money out of the bank for mom and picking up her medications. that will be fun to do in the fucking cold.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
Dudo que mi muerte incluso haga el periódico.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Prodigy - The Fat of the Land
"The best songs I write in 20 minutes." - Evan Dando
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i suppose i should start off with the USA's national team and their victory over Ghana. it's always nice to beat Ghana, no matter if the game is a friendly or not. i was really happy for Dom Dwyer and Kellyn Acosta for scoring their first goals with the team. all in all, i think the team is ready for the Gold Cup. that first game is in less than a week against Panama.
Clint Frazier did not disappoint yesterday. i wish i could say the same thing for the New York Yankees. Frazier hit a double and a home run in his major league debut. not too shabby. sadly, the dumpster fire that is the Yankees bullpen pissed away a late lead and the Yankees lost to Houston 7-6. what pissed me off even more was the mistake Brett Gardner made that ended the game. he got a bloop single off the Astros closer and either thought he was going to stretch it into a double or the dumb fuck forgot how many outs there were. he was tagged out going back to first base. when you ask the kids to step up, you can't have veterans out there shitting the bed.
i thought Night 1 of the G1 Special that NJPW put on last night was good. there were some minor glitches with the broadcast on AXS TV that just totally pissed me off. one, the graphics stunk. two, you can't have announcers calling wrestlers by the wrong name and never correcting it. third, you have to do a better job making sure the audience at home can hear the translators for the guys speaking Japanese. that being said, the wrestling was spectacular. the match between Kenny Omega and Michael Elgin was match of the year worthy and the match of the night. i can't wait to see Night 2 when it airs on Friday.
ROH was excellent last night.
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on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Power and Last Week Tonight.
i was pleasantly surprised with the New York Rangers yesterday. the contract for the backup goalie was a 1 year deal at $1.3 million. and i think everyone knew Kevin Shattenkirk was going to sign with the Rangers. i was fearing it was going to be 7 years and way too much money. instead, it was 4 years at $26.6 million. much, MUCH better than what i thought it was going to be. the Rangers also signed a couple players for their AHL team in Hartford, which they need to rebuild as well. they still have holes to fill, but at least it appears they are being smart about how they are filling them.
i woke up this morning with a damn song from The Chemical Brothers stuck in my head for some fucking reason. sometimes i think i dream in the 90's.
i did catch some of the third place game today in the Confederations Cup. Portugal beat Mexico 2-1 in extra time. Mexico was 3 minutes away from winning the game in regulation. ha ha. i do plan on watching the championship this afternoon between Germany and Chile.
this might end up being a day i catch up on sleep or do a little more writing.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Chemical Brothers - Where Do I Begin
The Prodigy - Breathe
The Crystal Method w/Meiko - Falling Hard
The Glitch Mob - Can't Kill Us
"Freedom has never been free." - Medgar Evers
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