i have to figure out a new way to sleep

my right shoulder hurts so fucking much these days that i have to figure out a new way to sleep. i have slept on my right side for years now. unless i drink myself into a coma, that isn't possible anymore. i got no more than 45 minutes trying to sleep that way last night. so, more or less, i just fucking tossed and turned all night. i figure i'll be out in my chair before too long.

the New York Yankees won last night, 6-3. they go for the series win against Minnesota this afternoon. they also made a pretty big trade last night. they somehow got rid of Tyler Clippard, along with 3 prospects, and got back 3 useful pieces from the White Sox; Todd Frazier, David Robertson and Tommy Kahnle. both pitchers used to be with the Yankees and Frazier should give them some much needed help at third and first base.

Smackdown was not as good as i thought it was going to be last night. i figured, going into WWE Battleground this Sunday, the show would be good. so much for that.

205 Live was pretty good last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show last night was fucking hilarious.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother, Lip Sync Battle, Lucha Underground and Snowfall. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

in Gold Cup action tonight, the USA takes on El Salvador with the winner advancing to the semifinals. i'd like to think that the USA will win tonight, but anything is possible these days.

i've heard back from a couple places i sent to yesterday, but i don't know which poems are going to be published yet. but the signs are looking good.

i think it's supposed to be yet another hot and sticky day here. i know i need to get some damn bread at the grocery store at some point today. so much for getting that done this morning.

that's all for me kids. i'll be on here tomorrow before mom's physical therapy session.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Benjamin Booker - Wicked Waters
Motorhead - I Know How to Die
SEE - Green Line Killer
Trent Reznor - Hurt (Live)

"Painting is easy when you don't know how, but very difficult when you do." - Edgar Degas

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a couple hundred dollars later...

so mom and i walked around Meijer for probably 90 minutes this morning. we found plenty of shit we needed, plus a few things we probably didn't. mom was dead tired by the time we were done. i told her to think of it like this... if each of your physical therapy sessions are 30 minutes, you just did three of them in a row. i then had to get gas and pick up some prescriptions at the grocery store before we went back home. i know things are bad when a pharmacist is working the cash register. i was expecting 6 things for mom, only got 3 of them. i really wasn't in the mood to inquire why after standing in line for 20 minutes.

the picture frame i got today worked out great for the autographed poster of SEE i have. that will probably go up around all my music shit. i also got some more Batman shit and another sign for my bar. everything i got was on sale. and most of what mom got today was medical related, so that's why the bill was over $200.

NJPW last night was night 2 from the G1 special from last week. it was excellent. Kenny Omega is honestly having the best year of any pro wrestler. between the matches with Okada and the matches he had in the US title tournament, for my money, he's the best going today.

the New York Yankees had a lead yesterday, but of course, the bullpen can't stop shit at the moment. they turned a 4-2 lead into a 9-4 loss. they are in the process of losing again today. it's 3-2 going into the bottom of the 9th. i'm sure it will be over before i finish this fucking thing.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Tour de Pharmacy and ROH.

holy shit, Clint Frazier just hit a 3 run home run to give the Yankees a 5-3 walk off win. i'm going to enjoy the fuck out of some alcohol tonight.

team USA starts the Gold Cup today against Panama. hopefully i will be getting that second round of alcohol after this one.

i will be probably on here in the morning tomorrow. hopefully still a little drunk.

i will most likely do a little writing tonight. i had a line come to me this morning while i was taking a shit that i will have to turn into something. enjoy that visual.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Chemical Brothers - Block Rockin' Beats
Marcy Playground - Sex and Candy
Morphine - French Fries With Pepper
The Verve - Drugs Don't Work

"If your only goal is to be rich, you will never achieve it." - John D. Rockefeller

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it gets easier to do so much when you don't sleep

i figure at the rate i'm living at the moment, i will be dead sometime in my 50's. i don't sleep worth a shit anymore and i certainly don't have a favorable view of anything any longer. if i get more than a few hours of sleep at a time anymore, i'm shocked. i constantly find myself waking up to see how mom's doing. i noticed when i changed her dressing last night, it looked like she has some pus or something near her incision. the nurse comes again on the weekend i believe. i showed mom what it looked like and since she, the medical professional, didn't seemed alarmed by it, i figure i shouldn't be either. hopefully it looks better when i do it again tonight.

the New York Yankees scored early and often last night and defeated Baltimore 8-3. they will go for the series win tonight.

i thought Smackdown was pretty good last night.

205 Live was pretty good as well last night. i get the feeling that Austin Aries is going to win this Sunday against Neville.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Lucha Underground. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i got some great FREE music this morning on NoiseTrade. links will be below in the music section.

mom's physical therapist is supposed to be here soon. i figure once she's gone, mom will need to get some sleep. and when that happens, i can go to the grocery store without anything happening while she's here alone. that's why i'm doing the blog now as i have no clue when i'll be back from the grocery store.

it's hard to believe that the end of May is already here. as i tell my mother all the time, time flies on the back side of the circle.

i might check out some of Game 2 of the Stanley Cup Final tonight. hopefully Nashville will win so this will actually be a competitive series.

that's all for me kids.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

SEE - Ties
Lindi Ortega - Til the Goin' Gets Gone

"The future is no more uncertain than the present." - Walt Whitman

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