Showing posts with label billy collins. Show all posts
Showing posts with label billy collins. Show all posts

Sunday, March 22, 2020

sadly, it's not that hard to be by myself and just drift away...

i think i'm pretty much over my sinus bullshit from earlier in the week. of course, i'm now back to horrible sleep and hanging out in my room for most of the day. mom likes to watch all the news conferences, etc.... that's not my cup of tea.

i was pleasantly shocked to see new music this morning from Childish Gambino. that gave me something to sink my teeth into today.

ROH was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Axios, Batwoman, Westworld, the season finale of Curb Your Enthusiasm, My Cartoon President, Homeland and Black Monday.

i was going to go to Kroger today to take that stuff back that mom needs me to return, but my arthritis decided that can be done tomorrow.

i did watch a little of that Nascar race today that was done on the simulators. that should tell you how much there is a void in my life with sports.

that's all for me kids. hope your Sunday is going good.

stay healthy...

until tomorrow...

estaremos encerrados en nuestras casas pronto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Childish Gambino - 3.15.20
Alan Frenz - I Am
cavanugh (open mike eagle + serengeti) - Quarantine Recordings

"I don't write for an auditorium full of people. I don't write for the microphone; I write for the page."                                                                                                - Billy Collins

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

watching the seconds tick away...

the one thing i hate about living in a small town is nothing ever happens. good or bad, it's just like watching the seconds tick away at life. i remember my stepdad telling me boring is not always a bad thing. i'm 41 and feel like i'm spinning my wheels at times. boring is incredibly bad at the moment.

the stress in this house is incredible at the moment. mom has no clue what the fuck is going on with her health insurance and has no clue if her surgery is actually going to happen in April or not now. good times.

the New York Rangers lost to New Jersey last night in OT, 3-2. they deserved more in the game, but puck luck just isn't happening right now. they play at home tonight against the fucking Islanders. i'd really like to see them win tonight. please.

The Voice was really good last night.

Smackdown was excellent last night. i was a little surprised they had the tag team titles switch hands last night, but i think it's always easier to tell a story with heel champions.

205 Live was excellent last night as well. the match between Mustafa Ali and Neville was holy shit good.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i got a great FREE song on NoiseTrade today. i'll post the link in the music section below.

so, another day, another attack. part of me wonders what the response will be if it is found that this was a British citizen that did this. or god forbid, he was crazy and not a terrorist. it's not shocking to me that no one really gives two shits about the mentally ill in this world. that is of course, until they kill someone.

i'll be on here tomorrow after i take mom to her dental appointment. i may take a drive out to Menards as well tomorrow. all depends on the weather i suppose.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

DED - FMFY
Run The Jewels - Legend Has It
The Dollyrots - Walking on Sunshine
Gary Clark Jr. - Our Love (Live)
Lucinda Williams - Essence

"The public is probably more suspicious of poets than women, and maybe for good reason." - Billy Collins

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

and the words keep on coming

i wrote 5 more poems while in the waiting room this afternoon. i think mom was with the doctor for almost 45 minutes or so. that brings my total for the month up to 40 poems. this is easily the most productive month for me in years. i typed them up when we got back from my uncle's house. i really like all 5 of them.

it's been windy as fuck here today so it must be time to put out the trash. it never fucking fails.

the New York Rangers played much, MUCH better last night and had a holy shit, Rick Nash sighting as they defeated Florida 4-2. the Islanders lost as well last night, so that opens up a bit of a gap. that is a good thing. the Rangers play tomorrow against Boston.

i enjoyed The Voice last night. tonight is the last night for the battle rounds.

Monday Night Raw had some very good moments last night but is just too damn long to be great anymore. Kevin Owens vs. AJ Styles was excellent. they fucked over KO and put him in a 7 man ladder match at WrestleMania. now, the match will be great, but i really wanted Kevin Owens vs. Sami Zayn to go one on one. thankfully, i was in a chat with some wrestling friends last night, that made the show more fun than usual.

i also watched some of Men in Blazers last night, just so i could relive the Manchester United win once again.

Gotham was fucking awesome last night. things got crazy much quicker than i expected. so i know the rest of this season is going to be great.

enjoy some music kids:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll probably also watch some Deadliest Catch to get ready for the season premiere next week.

i woke up this morning to the news of the terror attacks in Belgium. i immediately thought about the friends i have in Europe. i'm really to the left on most things in life; all drugs should be legal, fuck your god, etc, etc. i told my mother that maybe if we actually thought about not shoving our way of life down the throat of the world for a change, maybe there wouldn't be so much violence in the world. but, what do i know? we keep people ignorant so we can control them and then get shocked when these people decide to kill. i'm not so naive that i think there actually can be a world without violence. i mean, what the fuck would i write about if stupid people didn't exist? but, i'm also enough of a dreamer to believe that if you educated people and did everything possible to eliminate poverty in the world, i do believe there would be less need to be violent. i often challenge Christians to show me the part of the New Testament where Jesus said fuck the poor. i also explain to them if you actually believe in Jesus, you should be a socialist like he was, but that is usually when their heads will start to spin. i don't ever want to wake up in a fucking utopia. your perfection is not mine. i wrote a poem today that said terrorist attacks are nothing more than programming for news channels. it's so sad to realize how true that really fucking is.

i have no clue what i have going on tomorrow. i figure i'll be on here sometime, probably enjoying some hate mail. good times.

i heard from my former lesbian lover today. she read a poem i wrote about "us" that got published. she said it was true J.J. i decided rather than ask, i took that as a good thing.

i hope everyone had a good day. i will keep Belgium in my mind tonight. i don't really believe that prayer helps in these moments. i mean, look how much the world prays every damn day and look what happens. free will. such a dangerous tool.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

David Bowie - Life On Mars? (Live)
Beck - Dreams
Fun Lovin' Criminals - Scooby Snacks
TV On The Radio - Will Do

"I don't write for an auditorium full of people. I don't write for the microphone; I write for the page." - Billy Collins

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: