one of those days where the pain rides under the surface like a demon on a skateboard...

 i often wonder when i string these 4 hour sleep nights together if i am going slowly insane or i am simply riding that wave to a different plane of thought, belief, etc. my ego tends to get stronger as the candle gets closer to burning out. i'm pretty sure that is insanity. but, it also tends to be the moments where i am the most calm. that delicate dance i suppose.

i did sit in on mom's meeting with her financial advisor today. she is better off than she realized, which should help her mental state. it also opened my eyes to the investment opportunities that will be coming soon. after that meeting, i had to go to the next town over to get money out of mom's checking account. 30 minutes roundtrip. i drove by the old farm. it looks so much different now.

the New York Knicks won last night at home over Houston, 137-115.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

Monday Night Raw was good last night.

The Voice was very good last night.

Perry Mason was excellent last night.

the USMNT won last night over El Salvador, 1-0.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, MLW, The Voice and That's My Jam.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Columbus. the Rangers qualified for the playoffs last night after Buffalo and Florida lost. now, it is time to find their groove to make a deep run.

i need to get going on dinner and get all the trash picked up tonight.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

así que supongo que estamos bien con los tiroteos escolares ahora

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Caution - To Decide

Y La Bamba - Collapse

Evergreen - Step

Bon Iver - Skinny Love

Tracy Chapman - Fast Car

"I allow myself to fail. I allow myself to break. I'm not afraid of my flaws." - Lady Gaga

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: