a restless night...

 so, mom and i got into it last night. she has this very passive aggressive way of taking her pain out on other people. she called me an ungrateful shit last night, which i found pretty amusing. i then said i guess you'll have to find someone else to get your groceries next week. i went to my room after that and didn't see her again until this morning. she of course is acting like last night never happened. for me, it is a reminder of my youth. no matter what i ever did, my mother and father always had a way of letting me know it was never good enough. i can't imagine why i have spent the majority of my life wanting to die.

the Yankees overcame Chapman blowing another save last night to win in the bottom of the ninth, 6-5, over the Royals. the rubber game of the series is this afternoon.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

in the Copa America last night, Brazil defeated Colombia, 2-1. today, Bolivia plays Uruguay and Chile plays Paraguay.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, the season finale of Clarice, the season finale of The United States of Al, When Nature Calls, Holey Moley, the season finale of Dark Side of Football and Desus & Mero. at some point today, i will watch NXT UK on Peacock.

the landscapers are out here today to dig out the one flower bed and change it completely. i guess they are putting rock in with some plants. all i care is they put my bird feeders back where i had them. they are hoping to have it all done today.

i will probably watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

Nunca fui lo suficientemente bueno

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Metallica - Fade to Black (Live)

Sarah McLachlan - Good Enough

Tinsley Ellis - Kiss of Death

The Black Lillies - Where The Black Lillies Grow

"A champion is someone who gets up when he can't." - Jack Dempsey

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: