going to that dark place

so i wrote 15 poems yesterday. 2 before i even left the house to take mom to her physical therapy; 13 while sitting in the waiting room. and those were interesting to write as i went pretty dark. death, rape, abuse, murder, devils, drugs, etc. let's just say lunch after that was a little interesting. i really could have used a fucking drink, that's for sure. i typed the poems up when we got home. the rain was just hard enough that my arthritis was making typing damn near impossible. but, like the stubborn fucker i am, i plowed right through it. i've got a damn pile of unpublished poems dying to go out now. my apologies to all the editors and publishers for the next few weeks.

here is your poetry for this day of National Poetry Month:

Menards was pretty good yesterday. mom and i was able to find most of what we were looking for. and we spent less than $100.

The Voice was okay last night. America is doing all the voting now, so of course the final 2 to be possibly eliminated was the only 2 black guys on the show. and, as usual, America kept the wrong one.

Smackdown was pretty good last night.

205 Live was great last night.

Deadliest Catch was excellent last night.

the New York Yankees had 4 errors last night. thankfully, they also had 4 home runs. they defeated the Twins 8-3. they can clinch a series win with a victory tonight.

The Chris Gethard Show was fucking crazy last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i will probably watch a good portion of Game 7 tonight between Boston and Toronto in the NHL playoffs. a Game 7 between two original six franchises is pretty much MUST WATCH television.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night.

i will try to be on here in the morning tomorrow as mom has a dental appointment tomorrow afternoon. and since i'm going to be watching wrestling all of Friday (or at least most of the day on Friday), we're going to do the grocery shopping after her appointment.

if i'm not on here in the morning, i'll do a rush job when i get back from the grocery store.

the doctor's appointment today was just to get blood drawn to look at my liver. i haven't had any alcohol in 19 days. if the Yankees win tonight, that all changes. i should have the results by sometime tomorrow. mom thought i was joking when i told her the nurse she hated was working for our new doctor. well, she found out today that i wasn't lying. that was a fun conversation to listen for 30 minutes.

we went to Red Lobster today for lunch. for some fucking reason i wanted some shrimp tacos for lunch. the ones i got were Southwestern style. so my mouth was on fire for a good portion of lunch. but, as i told mom, if i ever plan on living out there to escape the pain of my arthritis, this is how every meal will be. and it wasn't a bad fire by the way. i handle spicy foods much better than people think i will. of course, i don't get crazy about it and get spicy as hell foods either.

that's all for today kids. i'll see you in the morning.

donde sale el sol y los fuegos comienzan

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ryan Bingham - Southside of Heaven (Live)
The Black Crowes - Bad Luck Blue Eyes Goodbye (Live)
Chris Isaak - Baby Did a Bad Bad Thing (Live)
Tom Waits - Goin' Out West (Live)

"Subtlety may deceive you; integrity never will." - Oliver Cromwell

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: