that familiar smell of chaos...

today was a complete clusterfuck. my arthritis decided today was going to be the day where i would have to go through a fucking wall to get anything done. on top of that, my doctor's nurse got a hold of me to tell me when i need to come back to get my blood drawn again because of my cholesterol. so from now until April 25th, i can't have any alcohol. fuck my life.

i sent out 42 poems today. 39 of them i had to retype into the emails or the attachments. fuck fuck fuck. i sent out 3 poems each to Red Eft Review and Lucidity Poetry Journal; 5 poems each to Horror Sleaze Trash, Carcinogenic Poetry, 48th Street Press and Synchronized Chaos (already accepted); 6 poems to Record Magazine; 10 poems to Dodging The Rain. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.

after i got the poems to Lucidity mailed at the post office, it was off to the grocery store. mom had a damn scroll with her and i thought, oh fuck, this is going to be a long one. about 2 hours later, we were coming out of the store. of course, it had to be single black female night at the grocery store. just my fucking luck. and of course, the store didn't have my bread. so, after we unloaded the food at home, i had to go to the local store to get that. joy. by this time it was fucking raining. at least the fucking store had exactly what i was looking for.

the New York Yankees lost last night to Baltimore 5-2. they had plenty of chances to get closer in the game, but never got the big hit. they are losing tonight 3-2. joy.

the New York Rangers lost last night to the Islanders 2-1. thankfully, the last game of the season is tomorrow afternoon at Philadelphia.

oh yeah, here is your poetry for this day of National Poetry Month:

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

the season finale of Will & Grace was fucking hilarious.

The Big Bang Theory was really good last night.

Young Sheldon was good last night.

Life in Pieces was very funny last night.

Gotham was great last night.

Atlanta was fucking bizarre last night. easily, the best fucking show on television.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice, NJPW and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'm currently watching the WWE Hall of Fame ceremony on WWE Network. this will probably go on for most of the evening.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays at Manchester City. if United loses, City wins the Premier League title. if that happens, i will be pretty fucking pissed. of course, given how the teams have played this season, i'm expecting to be pissed.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

supongo que el sol todavía existe

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Bettye LaVette - Let Me Down Easy (Live)
Ray Charles - Let's Go Get Stoned (Live)
Prince - Let's Go Crazy

"The most wasted day of all is that on which we have not laughed." - Nicolas Chamfort

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: