what a crazy Sunday...

so i spent most of last night sending emails to the security team at Gofundme showing when i got the money and when i sent the money to Debbie. this morning i sent a screenshot from my checking account that shows all 3 wires i sent her and the wire sent from the grocery store via Western Union. i'm really hoping that takes care of this bullshit. and honestly, once i sent the money, i don't think i can be held responsible for what the crazy bitch on the other end does with it. part of me believes the stupid fuck thinks it was her ex putting the money in as that would continue the narrative in her head that he actually still loves her. someone should be preparing for a hard fucking crash. and honestly, i wouldn't mind if this was the last fucking time i ever had to write something about Debbie in this fucking blog.

"It" was a pretty good movie last night. i enjoyed it. laughed way more than i thought i was going to. my mind is twisted enough that it really takes some truly fucking crazy horror shit to actually scare me anymore.

ROH was really good last night.

the New York Yankees got their asses handed to them last night by Boston, 11-0. the Yankees only had 2 damn hits in the game. hopefully, they will do a better job tonight. if they win tonight, they win the series and will be tied again in the division.

here is your World Cup update:
what a crazy day. Russia defeated Spain on penalty kicks (4-3) as it was so fucking obvious that Spain was more interested in passing than scoring today. and then Croatia defeated Denmark on penalty kicks (3-2) in one of the more dramatic penalty shootouts i can remember. if you ask me, Croatia has a pretty open road to a possible berth in the finals. tomorrow, Brazil plays Mexico and Belgium takes on Japan.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Power, The Affair, I'm Dying Up Here, Succession and Last Week Tonight.

NHL free agency started today. i didn't expect the New York Rangers to do much and they haven't. they signed one of their own restricted free agents and a defenseman from Ottawa. i guess the biggest news of the day was what Toronto did. thank god John Tavares is out of the division now.

my sister came down for a little bit today. she brought some shoes she got for mom. mom liked 2 of the 4 my sister brought. we had lunch together and then she went back to her home. i was kind of surprised she was out in this heat, but it was nice seeing her.

i did write a poem this morning for the woman i have fallen madly in love with in Rome. i really like it and hope to get it published. i ended up writing 50 poems in June. so, since April 1st to July 1st i have written 184 poems. not bad.

not sure when i'll be on here tomorrow. it might be after the World Cup games, it might be earlier. i know i have a doctor's appointment on Tuesday coming up and i do believe they are measuring the windows on July 5th to get an accurate measurement for our new windows for the house. that, plus the insulation we did 2 years ago, should really help with energy costs.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday has been even better. hopefully your Sunday night is even better than that.

espere hasta que descubran que todo el dinero fue por drogas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cold War Kids - First
Travis Meadows - Underdogs
XTC - Dear God
Trampled By Turtles - Where Is My Mind? (Live)

"I learned that creativity is all about being frustrated." - Sydney Pollack

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the air conditioning still works in hell

if this morning was a catharsis to me, walking outside later in the morning was a reminder that hell is never that far away. the humidity today has been oppressive beyond belief. thank fucking god i got everything i needed to get done this morning.

mom paid me for everything i paid for in June, plus covered some other costs from some fucking cunt. i deposited that this morning. when i bitched about the heat while in the bank, the black guy working said it could always be snow. i told him, fair point.

here is your World Cup update:
France and Argentina played easily the best game of the tournament so far. France won 4-3. Uruguay defeated Portugal 2-1 today. that means Messi and CR7 are both out of the World Cup.

the New York Yankees defeated Boston last night 8-1. good pitching and 4 home runs. that's a good recipe to win most games. hopefully they will win again tonight.

both hours of NJPW last night were excellent.

Major League Wrestling was very good last night.

VICE was really good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH and It. i will probably watch It late tonight so i can have some hopefully creepy dreams.

our air conditioning has basically been running all day long. i think it feels like close to 100 outside. thankfully, the mail was here when i decided to check a little after noon.

thanks to everyone spreading the word on my new chapbook and doing the dirty work on Facebook with some bitch spreading lies about me. those defending me will never be forgotten.

i will probably be on here tomorrow around the same time after the World Cup games are over. tomorrow, Spain takes on Russia and Croatia plays Denmark.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday night. only fuck the ones that cough.

me siento mucho más ligero sin el ancla alrededor de mi cuello

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Fall Out Boy - My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark (Light Em Up)
Nicki Bluhm & The Gramblers - Little Too Late
Ryan Bingham - The Poet
American Aquarium - I Hope He Breaks Your Heart (Live)

"Always be smarter than the people who hire you." - Lena Horne

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: