i do say, the bags under my eyes are impressive...

i'm back in the cycle of my brain never shutting off at night. i've tried different music, i've tried no light, some light. i've tried different positions. i suppose now i have to go to illegal drugs to see if i can get at least 6 hours of fucking sleep without being awake the entire time. i could see if i was just fucking stressed out or something, but i'm not. part of me thinks this is all my body "celebrating" the 10 year anniversary of when i should have died. and as much as i want to believe i survived a blood clot that was my entire left leg and 60 pulmonary embolisms in my lungs because i still had a purpose, it's hard to see what that is 10 years later. i can't imagine it was because the world still need a few dirty poems to make it laugh.

i went to the bank today to make a deposit. the woman that i have written about wasn't working. figures. after that, i went to the grocery store to pick up some prescriptions. it's fucking humid as hell outside.

the New York Yankees survived some shitty defense last night to defeat Boston 3-2. that postpones Boston's division title for at least a night. hopefully, they can do the same again tonight.

Smackdown was really good last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show was fucking hilarious last night.

Mayans M.C. was excellent last night, especially the ending.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Lucha Underground, Big Brother, Mr. Mercedes, American Horror Story and Total Divas. i'll watch NXT, 205 Live and Mae Young Classic sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight in a pre-season game against Philadelphia.

Manchester United plays this afternoon in the Champions League. i'm going to try to find the game online since it's not on television here.

i'm going to try to be on here in the morning tomorrow before i have to take mom back to Best Buy to drop off her laptop. i think she needs a new battery for it. plus, she forgot to tell them yesterday that she wants them to take the old television when they deliver the new one on Saturday. and since i told her to get the whole home protection plan when she got the new television, having them take the old television is going to be $85 cheaper now.

hopefully, i will have 3 drinks in my hands late tonight celebrating 3 victories. it hardly ever works out that way, but a guy can dream.

until tomorrow kids.

nunca es bueno cuando la realidad comienza a ensombrecer tu corazón

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Iron & Wine - Waves of Galveston
Shawn James - Ain't No Sunshine
Valerie June - Love Told a Lie

"Life is full of ironies and absurdities." - Adam West

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: