so, i woke up this morning and went out to the kitchen to do my blood sugar. i dropped the thing to prick my finger and it got another finger and i started bleeding. but, of course, it wasn't enough blood to get a reading. so, i still had to prick another finger to get enough blood. fuck me.
i did take mom to her eye doctor's appointment today. she had the same doctor i had a few weeks ago. she agreed with me that this place is way better than where we used to go. sadly, mom didn't get the news she was hoping for. her prescription hasn't really changed and it is due to her cornea. so, now we will have to go to see a specialist next month i think. i know mom wants to get the appointment changed since she doesn't want to drive 45 minutes to go see the specialist. so, i took her to McDonald's afterwards so she could get a frozen Coke.
the Yankees lost last night at the White Sox, 9-2. thank god they are off tonight. they start a series tomorrow in Miami against the Marlins.
AEW Dynamite was very good last night.
Big Brother was good last night. tonight's show should be interesting, especially if they show the footage of when they kicked the racist guy out of the house.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, What We Do in the Shadows and NJPW.
i went to Rite Aid this afternoon to get a prescription. thankfully, we've entered that stage of my insurance where my prescriptions are free now.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. if i can get my ass in gear, i am hoping to do some writing tomorrow.
we got another 1.5 inches of rain last night. we have had almost 4 inches of rain this week. hello pain.
that's all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
nada como el azúcar para quitar malas noticias
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Kristen Ford - White Man's Dream
Georgia Gets By - Easier To Run
Tender Wolf - Good Day
Film School - Tape Rewind
Sea Lemon - Vaporized
"Most men are not that evolved." - Rosanna Arquette
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
the quiet moments, sitting alone, in front of a computer, wondering what to type, wondering who even bothers to read this shit anymore, it eventually becomes this scream in the back of your head. and we all know that you can't muffle it, you can't change into lyrics or some heavy metal riff from your youth. that scream becomes the soundtrack to the rest of your life. that uneasy knowledge that you aren't better than this. that every fucker that has put you down or dragged you through the proverbial mud, or stole from you over the years... they were right. these are the moments i think about when i was 8 years old and first thought of suicide. it was also the year i realized i was molested at the age of 4 by a female cousin. also the age i started masturbating to Pam Grier movies. there's the glorious backstory on how to become a poet boys and girls. add in a love of cheap whiskey, 10 years of smoking 2 packs a day and an endless array of how to creatively use the word fuck.
this is what happens when the afternoon gets so humid you sit at the computer and dream of your death. all i could picture was a dog taking a piss on my headstone. better than my usual dream of my ashes being flushed in a truck stop in northern Ohio. good times.
so, the Yankees played one of the craziest games i ever saw last night. they blew the lead 4 different times in the game, but defeated the Royals, 8-6 in 11 innings. hopefully, they will win again tonight.
Monday Night Raw was good last night, but could have been way better.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NXT, Deadliest Catch and Hard Knocks.
so, mom called her physical therapist last night and got her to change her visit to the house to later this week.
we made it to the podiatrist in plenty of time. she had some paperwork to fill out. at least this one is way closer to the house than the last one was. i thought the office had a good vibe and everyone was really nice. i think mom felt much better when she was done. i got her a frozen Coke on the way home.
i need to pick up the trash and get that out to the curb.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done. now, with the Yankees playing in the afternoon tomorrow, there is always the chance i get the blog done in the morning. who knows.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the shot.
Estos son los días en los que el futuro no se encuentra por ningún lado
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Local H - Bound For The Floor
The Righteous Brothers - You've Lost That Lovin' Feelin'
The Revivalists - To Love Somebody
Pearl Jam - Last Kiss
Tycho & Benjamin Gibbard - Only Love
"Most men are not that evolved." - Rosanna Arquette
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
