one of these days i'll rediscover happiness, i suppose...

today has been a gloomy one, that's for sure. i wanted to have all this shit done this morning, but of course life never works out the way i want it to. the pharmacy was supposed to have mom's pills ready this morning. of course, they didn't. i was going to pick those up, do some other shopping, be back home, get the blog done, etc. etc. instead, it's been a foggy day where my arthritis is fucking killing me.

the Dayton Flyers beat VCU last night, 79-65. at one point in the second half, Dayton went on a 22-0 run. that was a beautiful thing to watch, especially against a team full of assholes like VCU. that ends the Flyers losing streak against them. now, Dayton has a huge road game on Friday at Saint Louis.

Jeopardy! The Greatest of All Time was excellent last night. i'm happy that Ken Jennings won.

WWE Backstage was pretty good last night.

so, my doctor's appointment yesterday truly was a fucking waste of my time. my liver numbers aren't back to where they should be yet. so, it's the same shit that could have been put in an email. better diet, lose some weight, don't drink as much, exercise, etc. etc. i'm supposed to have an ultrasound and see him again in 6 months or so, but they will mail me to schedule those because their books don't go out that far. fuck me, i thought it was 2020 already.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT and AEW.

Manchester United won today over Wolves 1-0 in the FA Cup. Juan Mata scored the only goal of the game. of course, Marcus Rashford got injured. hopefully, he's ready for the game against Liverpool on Sunday.

i have no fucking clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i am hoping the pharmacy is going to call soon so i can get that bit of shopping out of the fucking way. if not, my Friday is going to be one where i might as well get high as fuck before i attempt to do all this shit in one day. good times.

i've got some poems brewing after another run in with some fake motherfuckers last night. i love when you think you've met someone who seems pretty cool and into you and right when you let the wall down, you find out it's actually someone from Nigeria hoping to scam some money out of you. and people dare to wonder why there is so much fucking hatred inside of me.

until tomorrow kids. 6 days until i turn 44. will i make it? your guess is as good as mine.

a veces el dolor hace que te sientas clavado en una cruz

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Notorious B.I.G. - Big Poppa
Depeche Mode - Blasphemous Rumours (Live)
T. Rex - Bang a Gong (Get It On)
Nine Inch Nails - Burn

"Of all the noises known to man, opera is the most expensive." - Moliere

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: