my hatred for life will only grow from here...

today was maybe one of the greatest examples of why i hate humans and why i hate technology. now, add those 2 together and you can just imagine the fuck ups that could happen. we were in the grocery store line for probably 20 fucking minutes longer than was needed as mom noticed that the cash register didn't print out the right price for the two liters we got. we bought 4 and they were supposed to be 88 cents each, if you bought 4. they weren't ringing up that way. the cashier called over another cashier, who walked back to make sure we weren't lying about the promotion. that pissed me the fuck off. mind you, this was near 4 in the afternoon and we got to the store before 2 in the afternoon. i made the mistake of not eating lunch before i went to the grocery store. so, the second cashier then went and got a manager. now, the manager simply rung all 4 things up and coded them correctly, so the right price would show up. and then my mom turns around and pays with a fucking check. insert shotgun, say goodbye to the world. i was probably a good 20 miles over the speed limit the entire way home. that included when i was driving by the police cruiser. good thing it was the first of the month. no need to meet their quota just yet. and if a cop ever tells you that's a lie, trust me, that's a secret they don't want the general public to know. good thing i shaved and showered today. who wants to stink while being pissed off.

the New York Yankees were rained out last night in Baltimore. that game will be made up as a doubleheader in July. hopefully, they will get the game tonight in.

Vice News Tonight had yet another great week of shows.

here are your highlights from Game 1 of the NBA Finals last night. i still don't know what the fuck J.R. Smith was thinking at the end of regulation.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be VICE, NJPW, Major League Wrestling, Real Time with Bill Maher and Wyatt Cenac's Problem Areas.

i will probably be on here tomorrow in the morning as tomorrow will have plenty of things i want to watch in the afternoon.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

a big thank you to everyone who has given to Debbie Kirk's fight against breast cancer. if you would like to donate, please go here: https://www.gofundme.com/5m0wfqg

also, a big thank you to everyone for the very kind comments on the poems published this morning at Synchronized Chaos. i really do appreciate them.

that's all for me kids. i have lost time to go make up.

Primero pensé en el suicidio cuando tenía 8 años. No he tenido una buena idea desde entonces.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

John Coltrane - Summertime
Ray Charles - Let's Go Get Stoned (Live)
Charlie Parker - Summertime
Beth Orton & The Chemical Brothers - I Never Asked to Be Your Mountain
Nikka Costa - Nothing Compares 2 U

"Fear is stupid. So are regrets." - Marilyn Monroe

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: