stress is trying to break me...

 before i get into how today went, let me rewind to when i was finishing the blog yesterday. that was when i got the news of Pete Rose dying. i have a ton of Pete Rose memorabilia, baseball cards, autographs, etc. needless to say, the news of his death was like a punch to my dick. growing up in this area and loving baseball, i think nearly every father told their kid to play like Charlie Hustle. one thing the death did was make me feel old. it also reminded me of how much my father liked him. and the asshole in me quickly wondered how much that 1964 Kahn's baseball card could now be worth. 

i did take mom to her appointment with her dermatologist today. she was going back to see if the spots they treated before were gone. her lip was fine, she had one spot on her head that she scratched at (as usual). then, the doctor started to look at mom's arms and hands. they froze 7 spots that she called pre-cancerous. as if i needed more fucking stress in my life.

we then went to Kroger. mom wanted to go in and pay for her own pills. she admitted to me that she doesn't have the money to pay me back. fun times.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

The Voice was good last night.

i did watch a little of the NFL games last night.

the New York Rangers lost last night at New Jersey, 3-1. both teams play again tonight at MSG.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT and Deadliest Catch.

the baseball playoffs started today.

a big thank you to everyone that checked out my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-114/

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done. i also need to go to the bank tomorrow.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

El estrés está tratando de destruirme

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Stevie Nicks - The Lighthouse

Floor Cry - Happy Together

A Band Called Ma - Walker

Daniel Blake - Dreaming About It

The Kills - The Last Goodbye

"I'd walk through hell in a gasoline suit to play baseball." - Pete Rose

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

part of my childhood has died...

 i'm sure i'm not the only one that felt that punch to the gut today when the news hit that Pee Wee Herman was dead. Paul Reubens played that character so damn well that you can't imagine anyone else on earth ever doing it. i remember watching the Pee Wee Herman Show when i was probably too young to watch it. and then came the movies, Pee Wee's Playhouse, etc. that always made me laugh. and it taught me a valuable lesson in how uncomfortable can be fucking hilarious. to know that cancer was the reason for his death at 70 years old crushed me. cancer is probably one of the things i hate the most in this world. thank you for allowing a young kid to laugh at stupid shit and actually have fun.

i went and got my new glasses and sunglasses today. my vision is horrible and i can tell my eyes are only getting worse. but, i can see way better with these than my old ones. hopefully, i won't need new ones for a few years (fingers crossed).

the Yankees lost last night at Baltimore, 9-3. they start a series tonight at home against Tampa Bay.

i did watch a good amount of the Leagues Cup last night.

i went to Meijer yesterday since i had a few coupons that were going to expire. i shocked mom by getting dinner last night with a pizza at Meijer for less than $3. 

WWE NXT Great American Bash was good last night.

Heels was very good last night.

the two episode finale of The Righteous Gemstones was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.

i did listen to episode 458 of Notsam Wrestling this afternoon. you can hear it by going here:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/another-chance-for-bray-wyatt-notsam-wrestling-458/id934576040?i=1000622903980

i did watch the Cody Rhodes documentary on Peacock today. it is excellent.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

hard to believe July will be over in a few hours. time for the dog days of summer i suppose.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Recuerda siempre, todos morirán.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Love & Pain - Deep Space (Soft Faith remix)

A Band Called Ma - Mountaintop

Jamila Woods - Tiny Garden

Quaker City Night Hawks - Fox in the Hen House (Live)

Paul Thorn - Joanie the Jehovah Witness Stripper (Live)

"I think my entire career path was determined for me when I was 6 years old, watching reruns of 'I Love Lucy' on TV and thinking about making people laugh." 

                                                   - Paul Reubens (Aug. 27, 1952 - July 30, 2023)

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