Tuesday, November 28, 2023

frustration once again...

 so, mom called me from the kitchen around noon today and said we had no water. i looked online to see if there was a water main break or something. there was one in a town a few miles from us but that shouldn't be affecting us. i then asked her if she paid the bill. she was quiet. she couldn't find her password to get online to see her statement. so, i made her a new password for it and sure enough, the bill hadn't been paid. so, i immediately paid it and she called the water department. apparently, the bill was due November 8th. that was twenty fucking days ago. so, i told her this afternoon that i am taking over everything so this shit doesn't happen again. i have tried to do this before but she hasn't relented her control on shit. but, when she realized she hadn't paid the bill her response was well, another reason to leave the earth. so, yeah. i am trying to juggle her anxiety, depression, anger and her oncoming blindness all at the same time. i am hoping she will see that allowing me to control the finances will take a huge burden off of her and she can live without trying to remember shit while not being able to see clearly what she is trying to pay online. what happens most of the time is she doesn't realize that she has signed up for paperless billing and then doesn't think twice when a bill never comes in the mail. have i mentioned how i hate this time of year?


i did get my Christmas shopping done last night. i hope mom likes what i got her. if any of you want to be on my Christmas card list, be sure to send me your mailing address by or around December 1st.


the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Buffalo, 5-1. 





here are your NBA highlights from last night:



The Voice was very good last night. tonight is the last night of the playoffs. the live shows start next week.






Monday Night Raw was excellent last night:




















i didn't watch any of the NFL game last night. judging from the highlights, i didn't miss much.



enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Inside the NFL, Name That Tune, The Voice and Hard Knocks.


i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done. that will also be after Manchester United plays a MUST WIN game in the Champions League tomorrow in Turkey.



i need to get all the trash picked up and figure out what is for dinner.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


frustración una vez más


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Ray LaMontagne - Jolene


Otis Redding - You Don't Miss Your Water


Dennis King - Hail the Pale Blue Moon


Choses Sauvages - Pression


The Veldt w/Elizabeth Fraser - Aurora Borealis


"What is now proved was once only imagined." - William Blake


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



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