what is happiness...

 my mother asked me last night if i was happy. the first thing that came out of my mouth was about as much as i am allowed. this of course started a discussion that i didn't feel like having in the middle of a college football game. given my upbringing and all the shit that came with that, happiness is a relative term. i have ever truly been happy? probably not. do i believe happiness exists? i'm sure it does. she then asked why i'm not happy. and i basically told her, any time i got to a point where i should be happy, something or someone made damn sure to bring me back down. and my most obvious example of this was the first time i ever got paid for something i wrote. the first thing my mother asked me was if i had to use my real name? that infuriated me and still does to this very day. she wasn't happy or proud or anything like that, she was more concerned on what could possibly happen to her professional career if someone connected the dots. and people wonder why i'm fucked in the head. good times.

Ohio State whipped Western Kentucky yesterday, 63-10. that's more like it. they play at Notre Dame next week.

i did watch plenty of college football yesterday.

the Yankees won last night at the Pirates, 6-3.

here are your MLS highlights from last night:

AEW Collision was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, the season finale of Heels, Billions, The Chi and Power Book IV: Force.

i'm sure i will be watching plenty of NFL games today. since, the New Orleans Saints play tomorrow night, i'm sure i'll get some napping in during these games as well.

i'm not sure when i will be on here tomorrow. i know i need to get some bloodwork done before i have my next doctor's appointment on Friday. 

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets. 

get the fucking shot.

Qué es la felicidad

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Mirror Tree - Let It Go

Tanerelle - Lovin' You

Paul Cauthen - 25 Tequilas

John Prine w/Iris DeMent - In Spite of Ourselves (Live)

Van Halen - Summer Nights

"People think love is an emotion. Love is good sense." - Ken Kesey

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: