not how i thought i would wake up this morning...

so i got to bed around 5 in the morning. i figured i would get a good 4 or 5 hours of sleep, shower, eat and take mom to her doctor's appointment. roughly, 4 1/2 hours into my sleep, that all changed. mom came into my room and told me she was getting ready to shower and she had already fallen once this morning. those words were like a record suddenly coming to a stop and you could hear the scratch a few thousand miles away. i got up and asked her, while still asleep mostly, if she was okay. i don't think i still have processed the whole thing quite yet. of course, she did her usual job of making me feel guilty because i didn't hear her calling for me when she fell. and like the asshole i am, i've been beating myself up for it. i tend to sleep with music playing and my fan on, mostly because it tends to calm me into at least a good nap. so, i guess that ends now. great.

her doctor's appointment was pretty easy. we were able to get back home before the rain started. this whole afternoon has been a dance party for arthritis. i'm really hoping mom doesn't feel any pain. if she does, we get to get some x-rays in the next few days. joy.

the New York Yankees lost yesterday to Houston, 9-4. oh well, they did homer again so they set the club record for consecutive games with a home run. they start a series with Toronto tonight.

i didn't get to watch the USWNT team this afternoon. by the time we got home, the game with Spain was over. thankfully, the USA won 2-1. they will now advance to play France. oh joy. in the other Women's World Cup scores, France defeated Brazil 2-1 and Sweden beat Canada 1-0.

here are your scores from the Gold Cup:
Canada defeated Cuba 7-0 and Mexico beat Martinique 3-2. tonight, Bermuda plays Nicaragua and Haiti takes on Costa Rica.

WWE Stomping Grounds was much better than i thought it was going to be last night.

Axios was very good last night.

Big Little Lies was short but fucking great last night.

Euphoria was excellent last night.

Last Week Tonight was brilliant as usual.

Our Cartoon President was hilarious last night.

City on a Hill was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Desus & Mero. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get my blood work done and take mom to the bank.

she won her battle with the insurance company over her disability insurance. i'm sure they didn't expect me to remember everything about the shitty doctor they sent her to. oh well.

i think i am falling in love with this sexy spanish angel. at least, i'm hoping that is what it becomes one day. i think we're both just weird enough for each other. should be an interesting time.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

ella es una luz que quiero abrazar y disfrutar

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cigarettes After Sex - Keep on Loving You
Cowboy Junkies - Dreaming My Dreams With You
Alex Cameron - Happy Ending
Chris Stapleton - Tennessee Whiskey

"Do whatever you do intensely." - Robert Henri

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: