sometimes, the nightmares make me smile...

the one thing i truly hate about it being warm at night is my mind is never even fucking close to shutting off. and as much as i want to believe i could get a good 5 hours of sleep if i wanted to, there would be no more than probably 30 fucking minutes of my mind just being blank. now, the writer in me loves this shit, as there is always material. but, it is also the equivalent of burning the candle at both ends. and at age 42, i also understand it's a damn good way to make sure you die before 50.

i spent my 4th of July masturbating to women selling bra & panties on QVC and HSN, listening to mariachi music and watching professional wrestling. i can't think of anything much more American than that. and of course, the hot dog eating contest.

i did do a little poetry work yesterday. i believe i know where my next 37 poems are going. i'm shooting to have those out this weekend most likely, or early next week.

the New York Yankees defeated Atlanta yesterday 6-2 to win the series. unfortunately, Gleyber Torres got hurt and is now on the disabled list (right hip strain). hopefully, he won't be out too long. the Yankees are off today and start a series tomorrow night at Toronto.

NXT was really good last night.

Lucha Underground was excellent last night.

Big Brother was pretty good last night. i have no clue who is getting evicted tonight.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother.

i did listen to the latest Sam Roberts Wrestling Podcast today. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2018/7/5/wrestling-podcast-193-the-ass-special

if i get my ass in gear tomorrow, i'm planning on going to the grocery store in the morning. i'm not counting on it, but since my prescriptions are ready, i wouldn't mind getting the groceries before it gets too fucking hot. if that happens, i'm hoping to be back home before the World Cup quarterfinals start. and then i might just get some poems out before i do the blog. or, i could get in a mood tonight and the whole fucking plan changes. joy.

the guys came out and did the official measurements for the new windows this afternoon. those will be in by the end of summer, if that ever comes. it will be really nice to have new windows in. the ones in now are original to when the house was built in the 90's.

that's all for me kids. i hope everyone enjoyed their 4th of July. if you are lucky enough to have a long ass weekend, what the fuck are you doing reading this blog? enjoy life.

hasta el momento, el ancla no ha regresado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Mark Lanegan - I'll Take Care of You
Zoe Keating - Snowmelt (EP)
DJ Shadow - Midnight In A Perfect World
Mariachi El Bronx - Revolution Girl (Live)

"Clowns are the pegs on which the circus is hung." - P.T. Barnum

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: