when the hate starts to run through your veins

part of me knows i should be used to this by now. part of me knows this is what i get for giving a shit. part of me knows i only get knocked down so god can laugh at me trying to get back up. part me of knows this is the price of wanting to live a passionate life.

the Dayton Flyers lost today to Saint Joe's 82-79. Dayton didn't shoot well enough to win this game. Dayton didn't play defense well enough to win this game. but overall, the horrific officiating in this game was what decided it. just god fucking awful. and the sad thing is, these assholes will probably be refs in the tournament games next week and probably ruin them as well. so many missed calls or just swallowing the whistle or even worse, thinking you had the right call and it's not even fucking close. but, like the wife of the coach of Dayton said on twitter, the refs did the same thing to us 2 years ago and we made the Elite 8. time to do it again.

and to cap off my shitty day, the New York Rangers pissed away 2 different leads and 40 fucking saves from The King to lose in OT to Detroit, 3-2. just a game of shitty puck luck and the wrong people on the ice at the wrong fucking times. yes, i'm talking about you Dan Boyle. please retire NOW. the Rangers play tomorrow against Pittsburgh. i don't think i'll get to see much of it. more on that later.

NJPW was excellent last night. Treehouse Masters was pretty cool. VICE was once again MUST SEE television.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live.

before my day turned to shit, i watched ROH this afternoon. i really enjoyed the tag team gauntlet.

mom and i went to the grocery store this morning. i ran into one of my cousins. he's a bit younger than i am but we have always been cool with each other. i was hoping his wife was with him. she's one of the long list of crushes i've had in the past. i believe mom and i were in the store for well over 90 minutes. i guess we were getting low on shit.

i guess my sister is coming over tonight in a little bit.

i'm not sure when i will be on here tomorrow. chances are it might be early in the morning. we have to go to Columbus tomorrow for a Blue Jackets game. they are facing Tampa Bay, or how i refer to them, Rangers south. i'm hoping the game gets over in time for us to get somewhere to watch Selection Sunday.

so not only will i miss the Rangers game tomorrow, i'll also miss Manchester United in the FA Cup. god willing, both teams will win without me watching.

the rest of tonight will be getting ready to watch a special on WWE Network. Roadblock looks like it is going to be really good tonight. at least i hope it is.

now i just have to remember to put the clocks ahead tonight before i fall asleep.

if i'm not on here in the morning, i'll try to squeeze one in before all the Sunday night shows. or this could end up being the only post of the weekend.

i hope your Saturday has been better than mine.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Dum Dum Girls - Coming Down
Johnny Cash - Hurt
The Afghan Whigs - When We Two Parted
Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds - Push the Sky Away

"I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion." - Jack Kerouac

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: