one of these days, i'll actually get something resembling sleep...

i'm the type of guy that usually will try his best to ignore the pain as much as possible. when my back is truly fucked up or when my nerves start firing at all times, that becomes a little impossible. i get the feeling tonight i will have to sleep in a bath of CBD oil, hoping i get more than 3 1/2 hours of sleep.

so i got a message from my doctor's office this morning. apparently, all my numbers look good but my liver enzymes are still elevated. of course, the results haven't been posted yet and they haven't told me what GI doctor they have referred me to. so, until i see some concrete shit, i'm not going to just take the word of a nurse.

part 2 of I Love You, Now Die was way more fascinating than part 1. it cemented 3 things in my mind... 1) no 14 year old should EVER be on Prozac. 2) Glee was an evil show masked as a musical. 3) the mentally ill will never get the help we need in this country.

NXT last night was really good.

Big Brother was good last night. i'm really liking the game Sam is playing so far. i'm pretty sure Kemi will be evicted tonight.

the season 3 premiere of Snowfall last night was excellent. this season looks like it is going to be great.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Holey Moley, Big Brother, Baskets and Desus & Mero.

i did listen to episode 246 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/one-night-stand-2006

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

the weather is supposed to be way less humid tomorrow, so i'm hoping they actually get that one right for a change.

i'm off to my massage chair to ice down my body yet again.

here's hoping my friends in the New Orleans area aren't under water.

until tomorrow kids...

estoy perdiendo la capacidad de disfrutar el dolor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sufjan Stevens - Love Yourself
Sleater-Kinney - Hurry On Home
Emily Wolfe - Holy Roller
David Bowie - Space Oddity

"The world is full of people who have never, since childhood, met an open doorway with an open mind." - E.B. White

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maybe i'm getting close to the end...

today has been one of those days i feel like i'm stuck in neutral. nerve pain is sort of making me delirious a bit. it's fun to type when it feels like your right arm is being held in a vice. and i just had lunch at 5 PM. these are the days where i wish i could do enough drugs that i would wake up a different person on Friday.

i did watch part 1 of I Love You, Now Die last night. watching some of that home footage was like a punch to the gut. part 2 should be rather interesting tonight as well.

Smackdown was great last night. and i love what they are doing with Kevin Owens.

205 Live was pretty good last night.

Deadliest Catch was crazy last night.

i did watch a little of the All-Star game last night. love that Tanaka got the win and Chapman got the save for the American League. hopefully, that's a sign for good things to come for the New York Yankees in the second half.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, part 2 of I Love You, Now Die, Snowfall and Big Brother. i will watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network. i watched NXT UK this afternoon, it was pretty good.

i guess we're supposed to get some storms tonight and tomorrow. so, i'll probably be in my massage chair trying to sleep or let the ice freeze my spine. that tends to help me with my nerve pain.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

¿Alguien vendió mi alma desde abajo?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Houses - Fast Talk
Soul Asylum - Summer of Drugs
Portishead - Glory Box
Tricky - Aftermath

"The only real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes."
                                                                                                 - Marcel Proust

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busier than 9 cats covering up shit in a windstorm...

i didn't sleep good last night. i couldn't find a position where my pinched nerve in my neck wasn't driving me crazy. so, i might have got 4 hours at best. i woke up this morning and had a plan. i wanted to get the poems out and i wanted to get my shit together so i could get my blood drawn. 10 hours now after waking up, and i pretty much have everything done, other than the trash and this blog. and no, they aren't the same.

i sent out 26 poems today; 5 each to Horror Sleaze Trash, Misfit Magazine, Academy of the Heart and Mind (already rejected) and Synchronized Chaos (already accepted for publication); 6 poems to Record Magazine. when i hear back from these places i will pass along the verdicts.

i did get a shave and shower in today. i got my blood drawn, went and picked up pills for mom and then she wanted Taco Bell for lunch/dinner. now, i just need to get this done and get the trash picked up and i'm done for the night.

Monday Night Raw wasn't nearly as good last night as it was last week.

Divorce was pretty good last night.

Desus & Mero was hilarious last night. all the shit they haven't shown yet was on last night.

i did watch a good portion of Home Run Derby last night. i get the feeling everyone on earth knows who Vlad Jr. is now.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, I Love You, Now Die: The Commonwealth v. Michelle Carter and Deadliest Catch. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight.

i imagine if i get bored i might watch some of the All-Star game tonight. i know there are 2 New York Yankees in the starting lineup for the American League.

i have no damn clue what is going on tomorrow, so i will probably be on here in the afternoon.

i have trash to pick up now. until tomorrow kids...

bueno no tengo miedo a las agujas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lana Del Rey - Doin' Time
Japanese Breakfast - Head Over Heels
Valerie June - Little Wing
Dana Fuchs - I'd Rather Go Blind (Live)

"Sometimes there is no darker place than our thoughts, the moonless midnight of the mind."
                                                                                             - Dean Koontz

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