managing constant pain...

 it is becoming harder for me to manage the constant pain i have anymore. hell, it gets so bad that sometimes now my body will just shut off. i feel like i know what Jason Isbell meant now with the line about not falling asleep but fading to black. it becomes real tricky while grocery shopping. watching the elderly pass me because i can't move that fast anymore. good times.

i did get everything on the grocery list. and i'm still waiting on Rite Aid to text me. i figured if i started writing the blog they would text me in the middle of it to tell me the test strips are ready. but, if that doesn't happen, then the plan will be when i am done with this, i am going to Rite Aid and probably have to wait until god knows when for them to figure out what to do since i am out of the strips completely now.

NXT was excellent last night. 

AEW Dynamite was good last night.

Inside the NFL was good last night.

Welcome to Wrexham was very good last night.

The Voice was good last night. thankfully, the blind auditions are just about over.

Big Brother was good last night. sadly, i'm pretty damn sure Cameron is going to get back doored this week.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Masked Singer and American Horror Story.

i'm sure i will watch some of the hockey games tonight, much like i did last night. maybe some of the baseball playoffs as well.

i will probably be on here tomorrow in the afternoon.

i'm hoping i won't be at Rite Aid forever tonight as i would like to have dinner at a decent time.

wish me luck kids. i'm not the kind of guy that likes to make a scene, but i'm having one of those days where i am happy i have money set aside for bail.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

manejar el dolor constante

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Jeremy Dutcher - Ancestors Too Young

Laura Misch - Listen To The Sky

Romy - loveher

Bobby Sanchez - the premonition (lethalneedle)

Chromeo - Personal Effects (ACL Fest Pop-Up)

"If work was a good thing, the rich would have it all and not let you do it." - Elmore Leonard

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: