not sure how much deeper a depression can get...

 now, i think i do a pretty decent job fighting my depression, battling through. but, the last few days, maybe it is the heat or maybe it is my lingering thoughts on mortality, the depression has been sinking deeper and deeper into me. and as much as i can drink away the pain or clear my head with a cold shower, nothing really works. not even a beautiful woman telling me how good i look lifts my spirits. good times.

i did vacuum the house last night. of course, after i did that mom decided she wanted to open the box her new light was in and to put it together. i looked at all the Styrofoam and cardboard on what i just vacuumed. i just started to laugh. honestly, why the fuck do i even bother to do this shit anymore? of course, i ended up putting the light together. as much as she wants to think she can still do things, the more she has to realize that she can't.

Game 1 of the Stanley Cup final went to Las Vegas last night. they beat Florida, 5-2. Game 2 is Monday night.

the New York Yankees won last night at the Dodgers, 6-3. they go for the series win tonight on ESPN.

i did watch some of the MLS last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Idol, Vice and Ghosts of Beirut.

Game 2 of the NBA Finals is tonight. i'm sure i will watch plenty of that.

i should be on here tomorrow in the morning before mom has to go to physical therapy.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

a veces la muerte es un ancla, a veces un globo.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Paul Thorn - It's a Great Day to Whup Somebody's Ass (Live)

American Aquarium - I Hope He Breaks Your Heart (Live)

Pearl Jam - Fuckin' Up (Live)

Cody Jinks - Hippies and Cowboys (Live)

John Prine - Jesus the Missing Years (Live)

"Strength does not have to be belligerent and loud." - Russell Brand

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: