i'd give up a kidney for a good night of sleep

i don't know what the fuck it is, but nearly every night now i'm waking up and looking at the clock just a few hours after i finally fall asleep. and then try to fall back asleep when you're angry, awake and looking at a clock that says 3:44 AM. when i got back up at 7 i just said fuck it. i guess disjointed sleep is all i will get until i enjoy the sweet relief of death. so be it.

my blood sugar has been pretty damn good the last week or so. i'm keeping off the weight i lost, so that's good. now, i'm sure when i go to the doctor in the next few days all the numbers will still be shit.

the New York Yankees pissed away a 5-1 lead last night to lose at Baltimore 6-5. you can just imagine how happy that made me. hopefully they do better this afternoon.

VICE last night was really good. the story about plastic in the oceans was very interesting.

NJPW was excellent last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious as always.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live and ROH.

the New York Rangers play in Ottawa this afternoon. all i'm hoping is that no one gets injured before the playoffs start. neither team is really playing for anything today.

my sister did come down last night. she went out and got mom's phone fixed this morning. apparently mom didn't know she put the phone on voice command (usually used for the blind). that made me laugh as mom's eyes are so bad right now she might as well be blind.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Cure - Pictures of You
The Civil Wars - Dance Me to the End of Love (Live)
The Revivalists - Wish I Knew You
Metallica - Now That We're Dead

"People are generally badly advised when they're starting out in the creative field." - Julian Lennon

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: