these are the days...

 my mom asked me last night if i thought she was going to die before spring? how the fuck do i answer that? i replied to her, what do you want to hear? i know why she is depressed. it is coming up on the 23rd anniversary of her second husband's death. she has never stopped grieving that. i never expect her to as i know there is no time table for the grieving process. i also know she is in pain and nothing is working to help her really. what pisses me off is she won't ask for help until she absolutely needs it. and then, will get mad at me for helping her because apparently i don't do it the way she wants me to. i'm trying to keep my cool and remain calm, but i know how i have no patience for this kind of shit. this is where i have to just give her as much space as possible and hope she comes to her fucking senses at some point and just lets me do this shit. it is painfully obvious that this world has past her by now.

here are your links for this day of Black History Month:

https://blackfacts.com/fact/first-black-woman-to-receive-an-m-d

https://blackfacts.com/fact/heavy-weight-boxer-jimmy-ellis-born

the New York Rangers won yesterday at Pittsburgh, 5-3.

the USWNT won yesterday against Australia, 2-1. they play Japan on Wednesday night.

both episodes of The Americas were excellent last night.

Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.

The White Lotus was really good last night.

Yellowjackets was fucking crazy last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll watch Monday Night Raw sometime tonight on Netflix.

i did watch some of the MLS last night.

i also watched some of the NASCAR race as well yesterday.

i had 50 cents on the guy that won. that paid out at $9.25. i love that kind of luck.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i need to get started on dinner tonight.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Estos son los dias

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

TV on the Radio - Wolf Like Me

Ivan Neville - Why Can't I Fall in Love

Howlin' Wolf - Three Hundred Pounds Of Joy

Screamin' Jay Hawkins - I Put a Spell on You

Roberta Flack - The First Time I Ever Saw Your Face

"So see every opportunity as golden, and keep your eyes on the prize - yours, not anybody else's." 

                               - Roberta Flack (February 10, 1937 - February 24, 2025)

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: