sorry once again to my 8 year old self...

 today was a cloudy, gloomy fucking day for sure. add in some arthritis and back pain and then some grocery shopping, and you can just imagine. so, i thought i had a good day of shopping. but, once i got home from Kroger, that thought quickly faded. i bought 5 Renuzits at Kroger. there was only 4 in the bag when i got home. and on top of that, 2 of the eggs i got were cracked. now, i know damn well they weren't cracked when i got them at the store. put all that together with some constant pain and you will quickly understand why these are the days i think of when i was 8 and first thought of suicide. you're right little buddy, death was the simplest option of all. and my stubborn fucking ass is going to pay for it until i finally give in and say yes.

the Yankees won last night at Toronto, 5-2. that clinches their first division title since 2019. they will have the 2 seed in the American League playoffs and home field advantage for at least that first round. Judge walked 4 times last night. he still leads in the triple crown race. hopefully, he fucking homers tonight.

NXT was very good last night.

The Voice was good last night.

the season finale of Deadliest Catch (at least from the series in Alaska) was very good. i believe there is still more episodes to go on the footage from Norway.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer and two episodes of Welcome to Wrexham.

mom asked for a little alcohol in her Diet Coke last night and apparently when she gets something 110 proof, she's able to sleep for hours and hours. if i try doing that, i am at the stage where i might as well just drink myself to death. hello Dylan Thomas, one day my friend...

i'm not sure when i will be on here tomorrow. probably the afternoon, but who the fuck knows.

i have watched a little of the first two New York Rangers preseason games the last two nights. a win over the Islanders and a loss in OT to the Bruins. i really like how some of the kids are looking. i hope this is going to be the start of one of those seasons to remember.

i finally figured out how to put my iPhone on silent mode last night. i had no choice since the volume on some of the sounds was just going fucking nuts.

i did get some baseball cards today. i got a few decent rookies in the packs i got, along with one Shohei Ohtani card.

that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

al menos no llovió aquí hoy

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Rocky Votolato - Little Black Diamond

Nolina - Tourist

Peter Matthew Bauer - Skulls

Jessie Baylin - Time Is A Healer

Sonja - Fuck, Then Die

"Only idiots refuse to change their minds." - Brigette Bardot

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: