Happy (dead) Father's Day...

as many of you know, i did not have a good relationship with my father. i think he's been gone long enough now that he's simply a crutch for the poems when i'm stuck and can't think of anything to write. so, to all the good fathers out there, the ones that didn't punish their children by mentally abusing them or threatening to take them out of the world they brought them into; to the ones that didn't arrive late with an excuse to a championship match; to the ones that didn't steal all the college money playing the fucking lottery; to the ones that didn't blame a hit and run accident on their oldest child; to the ones that didn't forget birthdays; to the ones that didn't choose to work overtime instead of going home and enjoying the family... happy father's day.

i made the mistake last night to read the #speakingout stories on the internet last night regarding pro wrestling before going to bed. so many of the names involved are people i really respected and i was literally in tears reading those stories of abuse. as someone who has struggled to come to grips with it in my own past, i applaud each and everyone for coming forward as i know how fucking hard that can be. and honestly, the sooner we as a society get all this shit out into the open and treat sexual abuse, domestic abuse, etc. as seriously as it deserves to be treated, the better we are going to be in the future.

ROH was very good last night.

Austin City Limits was the Chris Stapleton episode i mistakenly deleted a few months ago.

i did watch the Belmont Stakes yesterday. i wasn't surprised with the winner of the race.

i watched some of the UFC last night as well.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of VICE, Perry Mason, Last Week Tonight, Hightown, The Chi and Penny Dreadful: City of Angels.

i went to the store earlier today to pick up my prescriptions and get a few other things. i didn't know that Father's Day was all the moms take all the kids to the store day. it was way too fucking crowded for an early Sunday afternoon.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i send some poems out.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday is even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

stay hydrated in this damn heat...

amor sólo brillará a través de si el amor nunca muere

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Suffers - You Only Call (Live)
Dirty Revival - Chuck (Live)
Gary Clark Jr. - When My Train Pulls In (Live)
John Lee Hooker - I'll Never Get Out Of These Blues Alive (Live)

"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." - Jean-Paul Sartre

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: