and people wonder why i don't trust many of you...

 as a poet that likes to network and get my poetry out there the old fashioned way, word of mouth, actually engaging with humans, i have seen all sides of the ugliness of humanity. what really pisses me off is when someone starts off in a genuine way and then within 3 fucking days, is trying to scam you. part of that makes me laugh because all i have to my name is about $15,000 worth of debt. but still, why pieces of shit are still trying these fucking scams today is just mind blowing to me. of course, it is the holidays, why wouldn't someone be trying to steal pennies from me.

the grocery store went well today. between gas, prescriptions and groceries, i spent close to $400. fuck me.

i did watch team USA yesterday at the World Juniors. they defeated Germany, 10-4.

thank god i only watched about 2 minutes of the NFL game last night. Seattle beat Chicago, 6-3. of course, the spread was 4.

i did watch Nate Bargatze's new special on Netflix last night. that was fucking hilarious.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Inside the NFL and the final episode of AEW Rampage. i'll watch the final episode of NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i believe we are having leftovers tonight. we had pizza last night, mostly because mom didn't want Christmas dinner two nights in a row. i can understand that. 

i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. last weekend of 2024.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Y la gente se pregunta por qué tengo problemas de confianza.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Momma - Ohio All The Time

The Devil Makes Three - I Love Doing Drugs

Kendrick Lamar - Not Like Us

Goose - Hot Love & The Lazy Poet (Live)

Joe Bonamassa - Twenty-Four Hour Blues (Live)

"It's the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter." - Marlene Dietrich

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: