it's easy to sink into the rabbit hole...

 today was one of those days where depression saddled right up to me and whispered into my ear. and as much as i tried to fight the temptation, i always give in. it's always interesting when you're in a store and you are looking for baseball cards while dreaming of your own death. good times. i didn't find any cards today. not surprising, not helpful either.

Manchester United lost yesterday 3-2 to Roma but advanced to the Europa League final on a 8-5 aggregate. they will face Villarreal in the final.

the Yankees pissed away the lead yesterday and lost to the fucking Astros, 7-4. they start a series with the Nationals tonight.

the Rangers looked like they wanted the season to be over already last night. they lost to Boston 4-0. i expect the same shit when they play tomorrow as well.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

NXT UK was really good last night.

Young Sheldon was pretty good last night. the season finale is next week.

B Positive was good last night. their season finale is next week as well.

Clarice was excellent last night.

The United States of Al was pretty good last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was all about Brian Pillman last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and A Black Lady Sketch Show. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.

i think my sister is coming down sometime tomorrow for the weekend.

i vacuumed the house this afternoon. i'm not sure how i do this shit with my back in as much pain as it is. i'm running out of mental tricks to control it anymore.

at some point tonight i'll go through my poems and see where i'm sending the next round. there are some places that i haven't sent to in a long time that i know i need to.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

i should be on here sometime in the morning tomorrow i guess.

that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

get the shot.

No tengo miedo de morir solo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

HEALTH & Nine Inch Nails - Isn't Everyone

Pearl Jam - Indifference

Angie McMahon - If You Call

Bruce Springsteen - I'm On Fire

"Time is my greatest enemy." - Evita Peron

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: