nothing like a bowling ball on the small of your back...

on average, i probably get 3 hours of sleep in my bed because of the pinched nerve in my right arm. then, with the help of some ice and the massage chair, i might get a couple hours in that. expect for this morning, when a fucking cramp in my left leg woke me up after 45 minutes. fucking joy. so yeah, to say i'm a little pissy today...

the New York Yankees lost to Oakland last night, 5-3. they start a series tonight at the Dodgers, which many believe will be a World Series preview. the Yankees have lost 4 games in a row. this isn't exactly how i wanted them to enter this series.

Big Brother was pretty good last night. Sis got evicted, which was probably a mistake in my opinion. Holly won HOH, marking the first time this season someone has won it twice.

the series finale of Baskets was a little bittersweet.

the grocery store wasn't as crowded as i was expecting today. the tariffs are definitely starting to creep up the prices now. joy.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Real Time with Bill Maher and A Black Lady Sketch Show.

i figure i might end up watching some NFL tonight and probably some MLS as well.

my lower back has been killing me today. it's so much fun to be walking in the grocery store and watch the elderly move past you. i did have a good laugh when this drunk asked me where the fuck do they keep the lemons and limes, where you can buy just one. i pointed over to the produce and started to chuckle. i guess a drunk can always recognize another friendly soul.

i get the feeling i'm going to spend most of tonight in my massage chair icing my back. exactly how i wanted to start my weekend.

i'm going to try to be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays in the morning.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow...

a veces el dolor es como un cuchillo clavado en tu alma

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Social Distortion - Sometimes I Do
Macy Gray w/Gary Clark Jr. - Buddha
Lucid Vanguard - Genetic Pool
The Revivalists - Wish I Knew You
My Morning Jacket - Tyrone

"I can't believe that person on the television is really me." - Keith Moon

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

so now my mother is making jokes about suicide...

as i told my mother in the Highlander on the way to the restaurant, you probably shouldn't mention suicide in front of the doctors. you're going to do it once and they are going to take you and i'm going to tell you you brought this on yourself. she told the doctor today that she's thought about it but is too much of a chicken to do it. these are the days when i think about going to work in a factory so my sister could go to college and my mother wouldn't have to get a second job to afford it since the asshole that played the role of father had gambled away all the college money. as my friend told me one night while drinking, a poet is pretty much the only thing i could be in this life.

we had lunch at Rusty Bucket today. it was great as usual.

the New York Yankees left a small village on base last night and lost to Oakland, 6-4. hopefully, they will avoid being swept tonight. i'm not holding my breath.

Big Brother was good last night. i can't believe it, but i guess Christie has saved herself and won't be voted out tonight, unless the fucking house flips again at the last minute. i get the feeling this is going to be the decision they will regret the most at the end.

i did get to watch Songland this morning. it was really good.

NXT was really good last night. i could watch Matt Riddle and Killian Dain wrestle forever.

here are some highlights from NXT UK yesterday:

Snowfall last night was fucking great. and i mean FUCKING GREAT.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother and the series finale of Baskets.

i did listen to episode 252 of Notsam Wrestling this afternoon. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/braun-strowman-notsam

i will probably watch some preseason NFL games tonight as well.

i'll be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

we've got a cold front trying to move through here. my arthritis and pinched nerve are plotting their victory dance tonight, i can feel it.

that's all for me kids. i have to go ice down my back before i become too fucking irritable.

have a good one, until tomorrow...

todos estaremos muertos lo suficientemente pronto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Grace Potter - Love Is Love
Shooter Jennings - It Ain't Easy
Grant Lee Buffalo - Honey Don't Think
Ray LaMontagne - It's Always Been You

"Some of the most wonderful people are the ones who don't fit into boxes." - Tori Amos

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

some memories never leave you...

so, the woman behind me in line at the grocery store today totally reminded me of the woman i was madly in love with when i was 21. now i know it wasn't her, because that woman lives a couple thousand miles away now. but, holy shit, what a rush of memories when i saw her a few times in the store and then behind me in line. and as much as i thought about saying something, it was just as much a thought that god was totally fucking with me at this moment. i did manage to keep the groceries under $100, no thanks to the jackass that runs this country that still doesn't understand how tariffs fucking work.

i had a little writing session last night. i ended up writing 7 poems. i typed those up before i went to bed last night. i'm pretty sure most of them will be included in my next round of submissions, here in the next few days most likely.

the New York Yankees had their asses handed to them last night, losing to the Indians, 19-5. i'm happy that happened actually. it could be the wake up call they fucking need. i guess i'll know with how they play tonight.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Kat got evicted. now, the fun begins because Michie won the HOH.

Baskets was pretty funny last night. the series finale is next week.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Real Time with Bill Maher and A Black Lady Sketch Show.

i will probably be on here tomorrow in the morning, before the Yankees play in the afternoon.

it's supposed to be a hot and humid weekend here. oh joy.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. until tomorrow kids...

fue el mejor sexo que he tenido

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Slayer - Raining Blood
Code Orange - Let Me In (The Fiend)
Purple Mountains - Darkness and Cold
Snoh Aalegra - I Want You Around

"Almost everybody is born a genius and buried an idiot." - Charles Bukowski

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

nothing like 3 hours of something resembling sleep...

i'm pretty much a damn zombie anymore these days. i haven't shaved in weeks, mostly due to the pinched nerve in my right arm. i now know how much gray hair i have on my face. if i actually liked people, i could have a future as Santa. thank god i don't.

i had to run to the local grocery store last night as mom wanted some things from the deli and we needed some buns as well. i got everything she wanted and was headed up to the registers. i saw this woman and her two kids go to one line that was already closed, so they headed back to the line i was going in. i stopped to let them in, mostly because i know her life is obviously more tedious than my life is. her son raced into the line without looking. the mother then scolded her son for cutting in front of me and ordered him to apologize. he turned to me with the saddest fucking look i have seen on a child in years and said i'm sorry. i told him not to worry about it, as he has obviously been browbeaten for most of his life. the woman thanked me 3 different times, even after she paid and was leaving the line. i chuckled, she had to have been intimidated by me. i tend to have that effect on people when they don't know me. i guess my inner asshole just shines through.

the New York Yankees beat Baltimore 6-5 yesterday. that was their 16th straight win this season over the Orioles. too bad they don't play them anymore this season. the Yankees start a series tonight at home against Cleveland. this could be a little playoff preview tonight. i'm hoping the Yankees keep winning, but given that they have a 10 game lead in the division now, i'd love for them to get healthy more than anything.

NXT and NXT UK were both pretty good yesterday.

Big Brother was good last night. i do believe Kat will be going to the jury house tonight.

i did get to see Songland this morning on the internet. i really enjoyed it and i loved the song Macklemore ended up choosing.

Snowfall was excellent last night.

Alternate Endings: Six New Ways to Die in America was fascinating last night. i cried like a baby when Amazing Grace was played on the bagpipes. that was the song my stepfather died to. i know i want to be cremated when i die and have my remains divided into dime bags for anyone who bothers to show up to a funeral. having the remains be part of creating a new reef in the ocean looked pretty interesting. it's one of those documentaries that everyone should check out.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother and Baskets. i might watch some preseason football tonight, especially if i'm bored.

i did listen to episode 251 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/8/15/notsam-wrestling-251-r-truth-amp-carmella

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

i'm off to my chair to get a nap in before the Yankees play tonight.

until tomorrow kids...

dudo que dormiré más cuando muera

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Macklemore w/IRO - Shadow
Nipsey Hussle - I Don't Give a Fucc
Travis Scott - SICKO MODE
Dirty Heads - That's All I Need

"I always had faith in my creative capacity." - Nipsey Hussle

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

remind me to never go into a liquor store while in pain...

so yeah, i have been in pain for most of today. and when i was in the grocery store, my nerve pain really started hitting me. so, of course, the natural spot to go was the liquor store. 1 bottle of Wild Turkey, 1 bottle of Fireball and 5 little bottles of Absolut Vodka and i was leaving a happy man. of course, i know either my liver or my wallet are going to feel the effects at some point, but i'm not trying to live forever.

mom wanted some gift cards so there was no chance of keeping the total under $100 today. and for some damn reason, the grocery store decided to not be fully staffed on a Friday. fuck me.

the New York Yankees won again last night, defeating Toronto 12-6. hopefully, they will keep on winning tonight.

the New Orleans Saints play their first preseason game tonight against the Vikings. i don't think it's on television here, so i'll probably check out the highlights sometime tonight.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Jack was evicted. Tommy won the HOH on his birthday. and i truly loved that Julie brought up all the racist shit Jack said in the house and made him answer for it on national television.

Holey Moley was hilarious last night.

Baskets was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, David Bowie Finding Fame, Real Time with Bill Maher and A Black Lady Sketch Show.

i will probably be on here tomorrow in the morning. it's a big wrestling weekend, so i'm shooting to get the blogs done early enough where i can settle in for a long one.

on top of that, with me sleeping like shit, i take as many naps as i can. thank god soccer has started back up. i can put on a game with two teams i don't give a shit about and get a good 60 minutes of a nap in easily.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

¿Cuáles son las probabilidades de que nunca vuelva a besar a una mujer en mi vida?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lana Del Rey - Looking For America
Lana Del Rey - Season of the Witch
Valerie June - Cosmic Dancer
Muddy Waters - Long Distance Call (Live)

"Life has a practice of living you, if you don't live it." - Philip Larkin

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

sometimes, pain is i all i have...

it's one of those days where my back has been tight and nothing has worked. but, there's shit to do and i'm a stubborn old fuck anymore.

i did send out 16 poems today. 5 each to Horror Sleaze Trash and Synchronized Chaos; 6 to Record Magazine. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.

the transfer window closed today. i was hoping Manchester United was going to do more than just finish the sell off of Lukaku to Inter Milan. silly me.

the New York Yankees whipped Baltimore last night, 14-2. they start a series tonight in Toronto.

NXT was a little light on the wrestling last night, with most of the episode setting up Takeover: Toronto this Saturday.

Big Brother was good last night. i'm pretty sure Jack will be evicted tonight. the episode won't air here until the middle of the night because of preseason football. i figure i'll follow online at some point.

Snowfall was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Holey Moley, Big Brother and Baskets.

i did listen to episode 250 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/stone-cold-steve-austin-notsam

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

i think it's supposed to storm here in a bit. joy.

i need to go take a shower, so that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

descanse en paz David Berman

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Purple Mountains - All My Happiness is Gone
Freya Ridings - Lost Without You
David Bowie w/Queen - Under Pressure
Fine Young Cannibals - I'm Not The Man I Used To Be

"Blame is for God and small children." - Dustin Hoffman

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

running on 3 hours of sleep...

at some point this morning i just said fuck it. i had a million fucking things to do and there was no fucking way i was going to get anything resembling good sleep. i had to make the appointment with the GI doctor. just my luck, that's going to be at 8 AM later in the month. fuck me. then, i had to make a trip to the bank to make a deposit. mom paid me back for everything for the last two weeks. that came up to nearly $700. i loved how she couldn't find her credit card yesterday at the car dealership. then, she casually found it while we were in Waffle House. after the bank, i had to go to the drugstore. after the drugstore, it was to the local grocery store right next door. i was hoping to have everything done by noon today. i brought everything home on the first trip around 12:30. i was back home from the big grocery store by 2 in the afternoon. my back has been killing me all day. my arm has been killing me all day. but, that's life. no one truly gives a shit.

Holey Moley was fucking hilarious yesterday.

Big Brother was a big old fucking tease last night. i got hopeful that Sam wasn't going to get evicted. then, of course, he got evicted 9-0. fuckers. Jessica won HOH, so it should be an interesting week, hopefully.

Baskets was really good last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking great last night. sadly, they start their Summer vacation now.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, the finale of Shangri-La, Real Time with Bill Maher and A Black Lady Sketch Show.

the New York Yankees start a 4 game series at home tonight against Boston. i'm hoping they do what they should have done last weekend in Boston.

i will probably be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays its last preseason game of the Summer against AC Milan.

and apparently they have agreed to the fee for Harry Maguire. i'm not going to believe it until i see him in the fucking jersey though.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. i hope i can get some fucking sleep tonight. and most of all, i hope i get some victory drinks tonight.

that is all kids. have a good one. until tomorrow.

tres horas de sueño es básicamente una siesta

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Kid Rock - Jackson, Mississippi
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here (Live)
Tool - Sober
The Rolling Stones - Sympathy For The Devil

"Everybody's got one killer story. It doesn't take talent to tell that story, it just takes experience."
                                                                                                    - Kevin Smith

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

hello, my name is... exhaustion

i think my body just gave up last night. i actually was able to sleep in my bed for more than 3 hours straight. and it wasn't that i wasn't in pain or my arm wasn't killing me. i think exhaustion just won over the pain last night.

the New York Yankees won yesterday over Arizona, 7-5. they didn't do shit with the trade deadline. they made a minor league trade. so, i guess the Yankees are betting on themselves. it's foolish, given that no one knows how the injured pitchers are going to do if/when they come back. in my opinion, Houston probably just won themselves the World Series yesterday with the trades they made. i hope i'm wrong, only time will tell.

NXT and NXT UK were both really good yesterday.

Snowfall was excellent last night.

Big Brother was good last night.

Unmasking Jihadi John: Anatomy of a Terrorist was really fucking good last night. it's another documentary that i suggest everyone should watch.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Holey Moley, Big Brother, Baskets and Desus & Mero.

i did listen to episode 249 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/booker-t-notsam-wrestling-249

since our NBC station is in a feud with DIRECTV, i doubt i will see any of the NFL game tonight.

the Yankees are off today. they start a series at home with the Red Sox tomorrow night.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

i need to go get ready to take mom to the car dealership to get the oil changed, tires rotated and god knows what else done to the Highlander.

i hope everyone has a good one.

es solo dolor, sobreviviré

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cold War Kids - First
Trampled By Turtles - Where Is My Mind ? (Live)
Cage the Elephant - Ain't No Rest for the Wicked
My Morning Jacket - Tyrone

"I once said a poet has the right to sing as loudly and vocally as he wants to. Most poets should face a rock n' roll audience for one night to keep them honest." - Jim Carroll

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the weekend, finally...

before i get into the debacle last night, a little poetry news...

i heard back from Corey at Red Eft Review on my poetry submission from last night. one of the poems came really close, but this isn't horseshoes. he passed on all 3 i sent. oh well.

my father would have been 73 years old today. thank god he isn't.

the New York Yankees were due for a clunker and of course it just had to come up in Boston. the Red Sox took them behind the woodshed last night and beat the shit out of them. the final score was 19-3. that's the most runs Boston has ever scored on the Yankees. hopefully, i will never have to see that again in my lifetime. and hopefully, the Yankees fucking win tonight. even better, go trade for a fucking starter NOW!!!!!!!!

Holey Moley was fucking hilarious last night.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Holly is the new HOH, so it will be back to regular programming in the house this week.

Baskets was really good last night.

Desus & Mero was excellent last night.

i did listen to episode 248 of Notsam Wrestling late last night. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/7/25/notsam-wrestling-248-monday-night-raw-episode-1-captive-audience

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Shangri-La.

the grocery store was pretty fucking crowded today. all the prices were up it seemed. between both stores and my pills, i kept it under $200. at least we should have some options for dinner for the next week or so.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i'll probably get one done before the Yankees play in the afternoon, at least in theory.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

soy demasiado viejo para esta mierda

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)
The Allman Brothers Band - Midnight Rider
AC/DC - Night Prowler

"Maybe this world is another planet's hell." - Aldous Huxley

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i guess you can call it sleep...

i think i mostly tossed and turned last night for the most part. but, this afternoon, with a little ice on my back in my massage chair, i probably got a good 2 hours of a hard fucking nap in. i feel a little rejuvenated i suppose. not good enough to send out the poems today like i wanted, but i get the feeling i know what i'll be doing at 3 in the morning when i can't sleep tonight.

the New York Yankees won another slugfest with the Twins last night, 10-7. they start a 4 game series tonight in Boston. this is their chance to basically eliminate Boston from having any chance to win the division.

NXT was really good last night.

Big Brother was good last night. i fully expect Bella to be evicted tonight.

Snowfall had an excellent Oh Shit ending last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Holey Moley, Big Brother, Baskets and Desus & Mero.

when i woke up this morning, i saw that Manchester United had defeated Tottenham 2-1 in China.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

the humidity has crept back into the area. so, the air conditioning is back on today. it was nice to have the windows open for a couple of days.

i believe my sister is coming down this weekend. i know the community picnic is this weekend, with the fireworks on Saturday night.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

A veces el dolor necesita algo un poco más fuerte...

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sonic Youth - Kool Thing
Sofi Tukker - Best Friend
Portugal. The Man - Purple, Yellow, Red and Blue
The Revivalists - Wish I Knew You

"Age does not bring you wisdom, age brings you wrinkles." - Estelle Getty

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

it only feels like 99 out there...

when i took a shower last night around 3 in the morning, i was hoping to get a few hours of sleep and then get all the shopping done before noon. i didn't get nearly as much sleep as i wanted, but when i pulled into the garage at 12:10 this afternoon, i was pretty pleased.

of course, just being out for a couple of hours, i am fucking drained from the heat.

the grocery store was pretty crowded this morning. i guess everyone had the same thought i did. figures.

the New York Yankees won both games of the doubleheader yesterday against Tampa. i give Aaron Boone a ton of credit for his savage verbal ass ripping of the home plate umpire in the first game. you could tell the team really responded after that. the Yankees won the first game 6-2 and the second game 5-1. they start a series with Colorado tonight. they have opened up a 8 game lead in the division now.

Holey Moley was stupid fun last night.

Big Brother went as expected last night. i loved the blindside and i love that Cliff won to stay in the house. then he went on to win HOH. this should be a fun week with the other side of the house finally in power.

Baskets was pretty funny last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

i did listen to episode 247 of Notsam Wrestling late last night. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/7/18/notsam-wrestling-247-stokely-hathaway

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Shangri-La and the season finale of Los Espookys.

i know the Yankees play in the afternoon tomorrow, so i will probably be back on here before that game starts.

and i know Manchester United plays sometime against Inter Milan tomorrow in Singapore.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. stay hydrated. stay cool. and remember, since no one gives a shit about the earth, this will be the new normal.

until tomorrow kids...

Es una buena vista previa de cómo se siente el infierno.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Jill Scott - A Long Walk
D'Angelo - Brown Sugar
Mary J. Blige - I'm Goin' Down
Prince & The New Power Generation - Insatiable

"Everyone has talent at twenty-five. The difficulty is to have it at fifty." - Edgar Degas

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

apparently, the next few days will be like hell...

i always love when the heat index hits somewhere around 100 and the humidity is slightly more crispy than fucking hell. that is basically the next few days here. can't wait to do the grocery shopping in this shit tomorrow.

the New York Yankees did get rained out last night, so they will play a doubleheader today against Tampa. i would love to see the Yankees win both games.

NXT was really good last night.

Big Brother was good last night. hopefully the casual viewer is now up to speed with all the assholes in the house this season. i do hope the blindside happens tonight and Cliff is the one voted out. that should be a big shit storm if that happens.

Snowfall was fucking brilliant last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Baskets, Holey Moley, Big Brother and Desus & Mero.

i wrote 5 poems last night. i typed them up around 2 in the morning. i really think they are good. i'd love to write some more and then get another batch of submissions ready before the end of the month.

i might have got almost 3 solid hours of sleep last night. i had a hard time finding a comfortable spot for my right arm for most of the time. i always know when i see pillows on the floor that all i did was toss and turn for most of the night. good times.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after the trip to the grocery store. i'm hoping to get that done early in the morning, you know, sometime before it hits 100 degrees outside.

it currently feels like 92 here. in a few hours we start our excessive heat warning. that will last until Saturday night. joy.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

Asegúrate de revisar a tus vecinos ancianos con este calor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ann Peebles - I Needed Somebody
Dorothy Moore - Misty Blue
Tina Turner - Proud Mary
Aretha Franklin - Ain't No Way

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." - Hunter S. Thompson

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

so, i guess CBD oil doesn't really work on nerve pain...

if i had to guess, i think the pinched nerve is either in my right shoulder or right elbow. most likely, somewhere between the two. while i'm typing, or pushing a grocery cart, my right arm has a tendency to start radiating pain. good times.

yet another night of shitty sleep. i was really hoping the CBD oil was going to help me get some more sleep. i went to bed at 3 AM and first saw the clock at 5 AM. joy. i eventually got out of bed a little after 8 AM.

the grocery store wasn't very crowded today, thank god. i was able to get all the shopping done and be home before 3 PM. of course, going to 3 different stores and getting gas and pills, i believe i kept everything under $175.

Holey Moley was hilarious last night.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Nick is the new HOH. i was hoping someone from the other side of the house was going to win. i do love that Michie at least voted differently, hopefully that stirs some shit up.

Baskets was excellent last night.

Desus & Mero was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Los Espookys and Shangri-La.

the New York Yankees start a series tonight at home against Toronto. hopefully they start the march to the playoffs with a victory.

i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow. i know i want to get the blog done before the clusterfuck of sports begins. AEW, Evolve and NJPW all have shows on tomorrow. Manchester United is starting their pre-season with a match in Australia. and with the Yankees game beginning at 1 in the afternoon tomorrow, morning is probably my only option of when to write the blog.

i hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. we're supposed to get some rain this weekend and then the remnants of Barry will be making a visit to Ohio shortly after that.

so, until tomorrow kids. go enjoy your Friday night.

Es solo dolor, sigue adelante.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

AC/DC - Heatseeker
U2 - Running To Stand Still
ZZ Top - Waitin' For The Bus / Jesus Just Left Chicago
Metallica - Enter Sandman (Live)

"The world is but a canvas to our imagination." - Henry David Thoreau

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one of these days, i'll actually get something resembling sleep...

i'm the type of guy that usually will try his best to ignore the pain as much as possible. when my back is truly fucked up or when my nerves start firing at all times, that becomes a little impossible. i get the feeling tonight i will have to sleep in a bath of CBD oil, hoping i get more than 3 1/2 hours of sleep.

so i got a message from my doctor's office this morning. apparently, all my numbers look good but my liver enzymes are still elevated. of course, the results haven't been posted yet and they haven't told me what GI doctor they have referred me to. so, until i see some concrete shit, i'm not going to just take the word of a nurse.

part 2 of I Love You, Now Die was way more fascinating than part 1. it cemented 3 things in my mind... 1) no 14 year old should EVER be on Prozac. 2) Glee was an evil show masked as a musical. 3) the mentally ill will never get the help we need in this country.

NXT last night was really good.

Big Brother was good last night. i'm really liking the game Sam is playing so far. i'm pretty sure Kemi will be evicted tonight.

the season 3 premiere of Snowfall last night was excellent. this season looks like it is going to be great.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Holey Moley, Big Brother, Baskets and Desus & Mero.

i did listen to episode 246 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/one-night-stand-2006

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

the weather is supposed to be way less humid tomorrow, so i'm hoping they actually get that one right for a change.

i'm off to my massage chair to ice down my body yet again.

here's hoping my friends in the New Orleans area aren't under water.

until tomorrow kids...

estoy perdiendo la capacidad de disfrutar el dolor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sufjan Stevens - Love Yourself
Sleater-Kinney - Hurry On Home
Emily Wolfe - Holy Roller
David Bowie - Space Oddity

"The world is full of people who have never, since childhood, met an open doorway with an open mind." - E.B. White

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