sometimes the fog never leaves...

i decided to be an adult last night and check my email before i went to bed. i had 398 emails. fuck me. i fell asleep this morning at 5:50 AM. i woke up with the phone ringing sometime before 10 AM. i have been in a fucking fog ever since. joy.

i did do a little poetry work last night/this morning/this afternoon. i know where my next 14 poems are going. i'm hoping to get those out before the weekend.

the game last night between the Yankees and Twins was fucking crazy. truly, an instant classic. the Yankees won 14-12 in 10 innings. both closers blew saves, both teams hit what they thought were game winning home runs, DiDi went 5 for 5 with 7 RBI, first AL shortstop to EVER do that, and Aaron Hicks, a former Twins draft pick, made a crazy fucking catch to end the game. hopefully, the Yankees win tonight and win the series. here are the highlights:

Smackdown and 205 Live were both excellent last night.

Miz & Mrs. was fucking hilarious last night.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother and Snowfall. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network. i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was excellent, as usual.

in my fog today, i managed to put out the new solar lights mom bought yesterday. i'm hoping they look good tonight. apparently the new lights i got for the outside are a bright yellow, which i don't mind. but, i guess our lights are set to a motion setting, so they blink like crazy whenever there is any motion. that should keep people away.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

hope everyone is doing good.

until tomorrow kids...

acuéstate antes de que salga el sol

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Candlebox - Cover Me
The Breeders - Do You Love Me Now?
Cracker - Euro-Trash Girl
Pearl Jam - Indifference

"Only a man who has felt ultimate despair is capable of feeling ultimate bliss." - Alexandre Dumas

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like a dead soul floating through time

i took a piss last night around 3 in the morning and as i was leaving the bathroom a phrase just popped into my head. i laughed. i went back into my room and got my notebook out. this is how the poems happen these days. the demons will tap me on the shoulder and take the lead. i wrote my first 3 poems of March. i typed those up this morning and they are really good. i do have a place in mind for those poems. hopefully i'll have another writing session this weekend.

the New York Rangers lost last night at Tampa Bay 5-3. i didn't mind the loss as Tampa is a way better team right now. the Rangers need to keep losing so they can get a better draft pick.

Gotham was really fucking good last night.

The Big Bang Theory was pretty funny last night.

Young Sheldon was really good last night.

Will & Grace was hilarious last night.

Life in Pieces was pretty funny last night.

Lip Sync Battle was really good last night.

Atlanta was great last night. i can tell that this season is going to be just as good or even better than the first season.

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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NJPW, Real Time with Bill Maher and High Maintenance.

the grocery store today took a few years off of my life. first off, i had a scroll of items to get. second, there was way too many people for 1 pm on a Friday afternoon. and thirdly, my brain felt like it was on a different horizon than my body was at the store. i think i was holding 4 different conversations with myself while walking around. i'm sure there will be some poems about this. i almost think it was like a defense mechanism. maybe i should just start doing these things while drinking... no, you're right. there's not a chance in hell that will end up going smoothly.

i'm off to go eat some chili and cornbread. that should make for a potentially explosive Friday night.

i'll be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays. i will either be very, very happy or fucking pissed beyond belief.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

baila desnudo bajo una luna de neón mis amigos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Garbage - #1 Crush
Bush - Alien
Cracker - Euro-Trash Girl

"Why pay $100 on a therapy session when you can spend $25 on a cigar? Whatever it is will come back; so what, smoke another one." - Raul Julia

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now it really feels like winter

when you see school closings the night before, you know it's officially winter. i believe it was somewhere around -10 this morning. i imagine with the windchill it was even worse. i haven't even bothered to think about going outside yet. mom has even told me to not bother to do the trash next door or worry about getting ours out. so, i figure once i get this blog done, i'll throw on a few layers and hope to fucking god the mail has already been delivered.

the New York Rangers won the Winter Classic yesterday over Buffalo, 3-2 in OT. the Rangers are 4-0 since they have started these outdoor games. i was worried yesterday as the Rangers had to score the winning goal on the side of the ice that no one had been able to score on. thankfully, J.T. Miller got it done on the power play in overtime. the Rangers play again tomorrow at home against Chicago.

Manchester United finally got a win yesterday. they defeated Everton 2-0. Martial and Lingard scored two beautiful goals in the victory. hopefully that starts a positive run for the team.

i did watch a little of the college football games last night. as i figured, the national championship game is going to be Georgia vs. Alabama. Alabama's coach has never lost to any of his former assistants. and of course, Georgia is coached by one of his former assistants.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night. i really enjoyed Roman Reigns vs. Samoa Joe again last night. and having The Club (Balor, Anderson, Gallows) back together certainly made me smile.

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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

team USA plays Russia tonight in the quarterfinals at the World Juniors. it would be nice to see the USA advance. that's the only way they are going to have a chance to win another medal. these are all MUST win games now.

i will be on here tomorrow after my doctor's appointment. i'm not quite sure what to expect as i haven't had a new doctor in about 15 years.

and hopefully the snow they are saying we will get tomorrow won't be too bad. mom's appointment with the doctor is before mine. she hates being out in bad conditions. i don't mind, as i remember how to turn into the skid.

until tomorrow my friends.

caminando la tierra con mala sangre en mi alma

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Our Lady Peace - Superman's Dead
Morphine - Cure for Pain
Hum - Stars
Cracker - Euro-Trash Girl
Garbage - #1 Crush

"People who think they know everything are a great annoyance to those of us who do." - Isaac Asimov

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afternoon thunderstorms...

nothing like a thunderstorm out of nowhere to just stop me in my tracks. fucking arthritis. this should be a fun one type up.

yesterday was not a good one for me.

the New York Yankees lost to Baltimore yesterday 6-4. they pissed away a chance for a sweep and to pick up a game on Boston. they are still 3 games out in the division. the Yankees start a series with the Twins tonight. Minnesota is right behind the Yankees in the wild card standings. so, it could be a playoff preview.

the New Orleans Saints lost to New England yesterday 36-20. and honestly, it never felt that close. the defense was horrific yesterday as Tom Brady shredded them to pieces. and when your defense can't stop anyone, it doesn't matter how good the offense is.

i was saddened to hear of the death of  Bobby "The Brain" Heenan yesterday. he was definitely one of the reasons i absolutely loved wrestling as a child.

thankfully, Manchester United was the exception to everything yesterday. they defeated Everton 4-0. i thought it was kind of funny that United scored 3 of those goals after Wayne Rooney came out of the game for Everton.

The Vietnam War last night on PBS was very good. this is a topic that i am highly interested in, given that my father would never tell me anything about his time in the war. i really liked in part 1 that they went all the way back to the 1850's to set up why everything happened a century later. i'm sure part 2 will be just as good tonight.

Ballers was really good last night. the season finale next week should be really good as well.

Ray Donovan was pretty good last night.

Episodes was pretty funny last night.

The Deuce was excellent last night.

Vice Principals was fucking hilarious last night.

the series finale of The Strain last night was damn near perfect. the fight scenes were amazing and the twist i didn't see coming that set up the last few scenes was great. probably one of my favorite shows that i never expected to like.

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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, I Hart Food and The Vietnam War. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i'll probably be on here tomorrow sometime after a trip to the bank.

i hope everyone had a great weekend. i now have dishes to do, toilets to clean and a house to vacuum. good times.

la vida es una caja de chocolates, pronto tendrás diabetes y morirás

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Marilyn Manson - I Don't Like the Drugs (But the Drugs Like Me)
Cracker - Euro-Trash Girl
Morphine - Like Swimming

"Life would be so wonderful if we only knew what to do with it." - Greta Garbo

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